Tag: LGBTQ

  • Halli’s Summer Book Haul!

    Halli’s Summer Book Haul!

    Written by Halli Starling

    Hey all! I’m back with more book recommendations, perfect to queer up the summer months. I’m also desperately trying to catch up on my TBR (a never-ending task for sure), so I’m adding in the books that are currently sitting on my tablet and bedside table!

    And if you want to follow what I’m reading, I’m over on Goodreads! Come be my book friend!


    New releases for the summer!

    Man O’War by Cory McCarthy

    May 31 (trans author, trans protagonist)

    Incredible. Incredible. McCarthy’s voice is like listening to a friend tell their story about struggling with gender identity, feeling out of place, the trauma queer people go through just to be themselves. It’s a must-read.

    Yerba Buena by Nina LaCour

    May 31st (queer/lesbian MCs)

    LaCour is a huge name in YA fiction, so the announcement of her first book for adults had me scrambling to add it to my TBR list. As with all of her books, I expect to be in tears by the end.

    Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White

    June 7th (trans MC, queer and trans author)

    Possibly the blockbuster YA of the summer, I don’t want this book to get lost. It is incredible. It’s hard to read but beautiful, almost stunning in its ferocity and raw empathy. And it’s a debut. I think White’s name is one we’re going to be following for a long, long time.

    Her Majesty’s Royal Coven by Juno Dawson

    June 14 (trans author, queer cast)

    This is an incredibly fun book with a lot of witches and magic and alternate history, but make it ALL queer. But it doesn’t shy away from heavy political issues, and given this takes place in England, it’s hard not to see parallels to today’s English and American societies and cultural “wars” that keeping fucking happening.

    Locklands by Robert Jackson Bennett

    June 28th (lesbian MCs)

    I am a huge fan of Bennett and he’s one of the few cishet white male authors I trust to write women and queer characters, and he did not disappoint. Plus the trilogy is just SO very good.

    What Moves the Dead by T. Kingfisher

    July 12th (genderless/nonbinary protagonist)

    Um, the cover. Is. Incredible. But also I’m a fan of Kingfisher’s books and this sounds so good, I can’t wait to get my hands on it. It’s got Jeff Vandermeer vibes but with a lot of nightmare mushrooms, weird dreams, and…it’s a strange, dreamlike retelling of “The Fall of the House of Usher”.

    Youngblood Sasha Laurens

    July 19th (queer cast)

    Vampires are BACK! And they’re GAY! I’m so here for this, my Buffy-loving roots immediately needed to put this one on my TBR shelf, even though I don’t read much YA anymore.

    The Book Eaters by Sunyi Dean

    August 2 (lesbian MC)

    It’s a completely fascinating take on magic and books (finally something different!) and focused on the mother-child bond. Very excited to read this one.

    A Taste of Gold and Iron by Alexandra Rowland

    August 30 (NB author, queer cast, m/m romance)

    As soon as it was billed as part The Goblin Emperor, I was all over this. I’m always willing to try fantasy romance, so fingers crossed for this one!

    Halli’s TBR pile for the summer


    Halli Starling (she/they) writes fantasy worlds, vampires, and romance, focusing on stories with deep emotional investment. And the occasional bloody bit of violence.

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  • 3 MORE Queer Cozy Reads

    3 MORE Queer Cozy Reads

    Another queer, cozy reads entry? Heck yes! But this time, I’m making it historical (because apparently I am a sucker for both manners, bending societal rules, and queer people finding friends and love in times when you couldn’t be so open).

    Check out the first 5 Queer Cozy Reads


    The Gentle Art of Fortune Hunting by K.J. Charles

    I am apparently a one trick pony when I find an author I really like. I am also weak for roguish characters. And grumpy characters who melt under better/the right treatment. It’s classic KJ Charles but, like with many of her books, takes a fun spin on tropes and makes for a delightful read that is perfect for curling up with. Her characters also always feel so real, and I do find that to be rather rare in most fiction in general, but especially in genres like romance and fantasy. So take one part “I know you are fortune hunting my niece”, add in a brewery, a socially awkward noble, a brother and sister pair of “nobodies” named (get this) Robin and Marianne Loxleigh (readers, I CHORTLED), and add in some lovely, swoony m/m romance and you have totally delightful read.

    Fortune Favors the Dead by Stephen Spotswood

    Also intensely delightful is the first book in the Pentecost and Parker series by Stephen Spotswood! We’ve got a queer character, a character suffering from MS, a mystery, and a fun, clever romp through post World War II New York. There aren’t really romantic aspects, so as much as I am a sucker for a queer love story, the focus here is really on the mystery of a young woman who was bludgeoned to death. But even the set up is kind of cozy – Will’s knife throwing skills she learned in the circus saved Lillian’s life, and with Lillian’s progressive MS diagnosis, she needs more help in the day-to-day of her private investigator business. Three years later, Will is solidly Lillian’s right-hand woman and they make a good mystery solving pair. But Will’s attraction to the deceased’s daughter might make her the next target for the killer.

    The Queer Principles of Kit Webb by Cat Sebastian

    Remember I said one trick pony when I have an author I really like? I’m also a huge Cat Sebastian fan and her newest book is so damn delightful. (Also, the cover has a more modern rom-com style to it and I LOVE that for this book.) You’re poised, at the beginning, to think one of our leads, Percy, might be a bit of a jerk. He’s definitely not, but he has a manner of seduction about him that certainly isn’t quite what Kit is expecting. Especially not when it walks into his coffee shop like a far too well-dressed noble who only has eyes for Kit as he slings caffeine to his regulars. But Percy needs Kit, because Kit used to be known as Gladhand Jack, an infamous highwayman, and Percy needs to steal a book from his (real piece of shit) father. The book was his mother’s and holds some secrets Percy needs access to. Kit refuses the job, but he does try to teach Percy how to conduct the theft on his own. Readers, it is so fun and kind of campy and sweet and sexy and it’s the perfect cozy read.


    Halli Starling (she/they) writes fantasy worlds, vampires, and romance, focusing on stories with deep emotional investment. And the occasional bloody bit of violence.

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  • 5 Queer Cozy Reads

    5 Queer Cozy Reads

    It’s the most wonderful time of the year! The excuse to stay at home (like we didn’t have one already), curl up, and dive into something fun or cozy or both! My definition of cozy might be a tad different than most, but that’s only because I think cozy can include nonfiction, too! Let’s dive in!


    The Guncle by Steven Rowley

    This was a little bit of a sleeper book from Rowley (The Editor), which is a shame because it’s a ton of fun. Patrick has his niblings, Maisie and Grant, for the summer and they’re ensconced in bright, sunny Palm Springs. Patrick is a well known TV star who lost his partner a few years back, so he’s been in self-isolation ever since. But he can relate to his niblings as they’re going through some tough stuff too; their mother has passed away and their father (Patrick’s brother) is in rehab. So while they’re together and healing and learning how to navigate their summer together, Patrick meets Emory, another actor, and sparks fly.

    Read Roar Cat Reads’ review of The Guncle here.

    The Whyborne & Griffin series from Jordan L. Hawk

    This had me at “magical library and books”. Done. Game over. I’m right there. Now, all kinds of novels have been written with this convention, but never quite like this. Hawk, a trans author, puts a ton of heart, heat, and thrills into his books. The first novel in this series, Widdershins, is far too fun and when you combine magic, books, a grumpy ex-dectective, a nerdy scholar, a murder, AND monsters? Sign me right up. I adore this series.

    Wow, No Thank You by Samantha Irby

    Honestly, anything by Sam Irby is an auto-read for me. It’s her hilarious, deadpan voice and how she tackles all kinds of topics: marriage, aging, chronic illness (I related so hard to her here in particular, as someone whose body often betrays her), and so much more. Everything that falls off her fingertips and is translated into writing makes me that much more of a fan. And honestly, this IS cozy…in a sarcastic, life-affirming, smart, companionable kind of way. Reading Irby is like having drinks in your living room with a good friend who makes you laugh until you cry, and then makes you cry, then laugh again.

    Something That May Shock and Discredit You by Daniel M. Lavery

    I have been a fan of Lavery’s since his work on The Toast (RIP). I followed him to Slate, to his books, and now I simply eagerly await any of his offerings. There is something ephemeral about Lavery’s voice; managing to be funny, imaginative, and at times cryptic and thoughtful. He can rant about William Shatner as well as engage you in a dialogue about Lord Byron or Jane Austen and all of it feels like you get it. Because Lavery does, and so he passes on those strange, hilarious, and oddly specific rants to your brain, too. Like a precious little gift. I recommend reading this with a nice hot toddy or a cup of strong black tea.

    Here For It by R. Eric Thomas

    If you’ve ever asked yourself, “Is any of this struggle or fighting worth it?”, R. Eric Thomas is here to tell you YES. Bolded, all caps, absolutely, 100% YES. It’s hard not to feel down about the last few years, and turning to books for comfort is something I think a lot (and I mean A LOT) of us have done. Add Thomas to your feel good list. He’s struggled with self-acceptance and image, racism, sexuality, religion, and yeah, that question of, “What the hell am I even fighting for?” It’s an affirmation of what we see as joyful in life, as worth it, and he fills the book with hilarious and honesty, a honey-sweet combination that we all need a little bit in tougher days.


    Halli Starling (she/they) writes fantasy worlds, vampires, and romance, focusing on stories with deep emotional investment. And the occasional bloody bit of violence.

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  • Honey Girl by Morgan Rogers

    Honey Girl by Morgan Rogers

    Genre | Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 241
    Publishing Date | February 2021

    With her newly completed PhD in astronomy in hand, twenty-eight-year-old Grace Porter goes on a girls’ trip to Vegas to celebrate. She is not the kind of person who goes to Vegas and gets drunkenly married to a woman whose name she doesn’t know…until she does exactly that.

    This one moment of departure from her stern ex-military father’s plans for her life has Grace wondering why she doesn’t feel more fulfilled from completing her degree. Staggering under the weight of her father’s expectations, a struggling job market and feelings of burnout, Grace flees her home in Portland for a summer in New York with the wife she barely knows.

    When reality comes crashing in, Grace must face what she’s been running from all along—the fears that make us human, the family scars that need to heal and the longing for connection, especially when navigating the messiness of adulthood. 

    Goodreads

    Honey Girl is a book about letting go of your control-freak plans and accepting the goodness that sometimes comes from the least expected places. Grace is a high achiever with a military father and a PhD in astronomy she has worked 11 years to earn. When she is kept out of jobs because of her race and sexuality, she and her friends take a holiday in Las Vegas…where she wakes one morning with a picture of her new wife. She is surprised to realize that this drunken mistake might actually be the best thing happening for her; but this book isn’t pure romance. Grace has to deal with her depression, fear, and immanent adulthood with the help of her friends and family.

    Grace (attempts to) escape from her depression and professional disappointments by fleeing from Portland to New York to see her new wife. They fall in love very easily (she has good drunken taste) but ultimately realizes she needs to work on herself. She then goes to Florida to visit her mom and soon-to-be-stepdad, goes to counseling, and does some serious self-care. From there, well…you’ll have to read the book.

    Although I liked that the book covered both romance and mental health, I sometimes felt like it might have flowed better if it had leaned more fully in one direction or the other. Perhaps that is just me desperate for a full on lesbian Las Vegas romance that starts with marriage and works backward to dating and falling in love.

    What makes this book stand apart is the fact that it is about a queer biracial woman struggling and dealing with mental health issues while dating/married to a Japanese-American woman. More of this representation!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    This would be a great book for academics and new adults who need reminding that hard work ought to be balanced with serendipity.

    Rating: 3 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • One More Stop by Casey McQuiston

    One More Stop by Casey McQuiston

    Genre | YA Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 422
    Publishing Date | June 2021

    From the New York Times bestselling author of Red, White & Royal Blue comes a new romantic comedy that will stop readers in their tracks…

    For cynical twenty-three-year-old August, moving to New York City is supposed to prove her right: that things like magic and cinematic love stories don’t exist, and the only smart way to go through life is alone. She can’t imagine how waiting tables at a 24-hour pancake diner and moving in with too many weird roommates could possibly change that. And there’s certainly no chance of her subway commute being anything more than a daily trudge through boredom and electrical failures.

    But then, there’s this gorgeous girl on the train.

    Jane. Dazzling, charming, mysterious, impossible Jane. Jane with her rough edges and swoopy hair and soft smile, showing up in a leather jacket to save August’s day when she needed it most. August’s subway crush becomes the best part of her day, but pretty soon, she discovers there’s one big problem: Jane doesn’t just look like an old school punk rocker. She’s literally displaced in time from the 1970s, and August is going to have to use everything she tried to leave in her own past to help her. Maybe it’s time to start believing in some things, after all.

    Casey McQuiston’s One Last Stop is a magical, sexy, big-hearted romance where the impossible becomes possible as August does everything in her power to save the girl lost in time.

    Goodreads

    I loved McQuiston’s Red White, and Royal Blue, but unfortunately, I just could not get emotionally invested in One More Stop. If the romance and fantasy had been taken out and it was just a story about a girl moving to New York City and becoming friends with witty, sparkling roommates on a quest to save a local pancake restaurant, it would have been perfect. How did a book make me want LESS romance and fantasy? A tragedy.

    When August meets Jane on the Q line of the Subway, I rolled my eyes for 80 pages of gay manic pixie dream girl. Jane was quirky and funny and everybody wanted her! When it turned out that there was an explanation for her clothes and retro music, I was very intrigued. But then we got hundreds of pages of just… this very weird conceit. Jane got unstuck in time and now lives on a Subway line? And they just kind of…date on a subway? And sleep together on a subway *shudder*?? How unsanitary. I’m so not into it.

    It’s a shame, because the characters and writing are all truly excellent. The plot was just a big miss for me.

    What Make This Book Queer?

    In addition to a bisexual protagonist falling in love with a time-displaced lesbian, August moves in to an apartment with a trans man and his girlfriend as well as their disowned gay roommate who is in love with the drag queen next door. This book is bursting with queerness, and that part is super fun and lovely.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    I think a lot of people will love this book, despite my unenthusiastic reaction to it. If you want a light-hearted, kooky love story, give it a try!

    Rating: 3 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Over the Top: A Raw Journey to Self-Love by Jonathan Van Ness

    Over the Top: A Raw Journey to Self-Love by Jonathan Van Ness

    Genre | Memoir
    Page #s | 273
    Publishing Date | September 2019

    Who gave Jonathan Van Ness permission to be the radiant human he is today? No one, honey.

    The truth is, it hasn’t always been gorgeous for this beacon of positivity and joy.

    Before he stole our hearts as the grooming and self-care expert on Netflix’s hit show Queer Eye, Jonathan was growing up in a small Midwestern town that didn’t understand why he was so…over the top. From choreographed carpet figure skating routines to the unavoidable fact that he was Just. So. Gay., Jonathan was an easy target and endured years of judgement, ridicule and trauma—yet none of it crushed his uniquely effervescent spirit.

    Over the Top uncovers the pain and passion it took to end up becoming the model of self-love and acceptance that Jonathan is today. In this revelatory, raw, and rambunctious memoir, Jonathan shares never-before-told secrets and reveals sides of himself that the public has never seen. JVN fans may think they know the man behind the stiletto heels, the crop tops, and the iconic sayings, but there’s much more to him than meets the Queer Eye.

    You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, and you’ll come away knowing that no matter how broken or lost you may be, you’re a Kelly Clarkson song, you’re strong, and you’ve got this. 

    Goodreads

    JVN is an inspiration, both as the bubbly hair stylist in Queer Eye and even more so in this honest retelling of the darker parts of his personal story. I highly recommend you listen to the audiobook to get the full JVN experience.

    Growing up in Illinois, JVN has a classic “always knew I was different” origin story, but it is the honesty with which they describe their experiences that sets this memoir apart. Little Jackie sounds so adorable, working tirelessly to be as graceful and athletic as the gymnasts and ice skaters they looked up to. (Side note: the fabulous Russian aliases that are given to people to protect their identities is one of my favorite aspects of the book).

    With a childhood experience of sexual assault followed by a less-than-supportive reaction from family, JVN got out of their hometown as soon as they could, and found themselves struggling through sex work, drug use, and sex addiction. I really admire their willingness to share this part of their story, and I love their acknowledgment that it’s all quite heavy. At an especially difficult part, they drop in a childhood essay of outrage against the Bill Clinton sex scandal. Hearing JVN’s delight at their own writing is just as good as the impassioned essay itself.

    Through the support of their family, career opportunities, and some hard lessons learned from boyfriends, JVN ends their book where most of us know them – starting a new journey with Queer Eye, inspiring people with the love, community, and wisdom that drew viewers to them in the first place. It’s an excellent book, and I’m going to follow it up by checking out their tumbling passes on Instagram.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Fans of Queer Eye who want to get to know the hosts on a deeper level.

    Rating: 4 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir

    Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir

    Genre | Fantasy / Science Fiction
    Page #s | 512
    Publishing Date | August 2020

    Harrow the Ninth, the sequel to Gideon the Ninth, turns a galaxy inside out as one necromancer struggles to survive the wreckage of herself aboard the Emperor’s haunted space station.

    She answered the Emperor’s call.

    She arrived with her arts, her wits, and her only friend.

    In victory, her world has turned to ash.

    After rocking the cosmos with her deathly debut, Tamsyn Muir continues the story of the penumbral Ninth House in Harrow the Ninth, a mind-twisting puzzle box of mystery, murder, magic, and mayhem. Nothing is as it seems in the halls of the Emperor, and the fate of the galaxy rests on one woman’s shoulders.

    Harrowhark Nonagesimus, last necromancer of the Ninth House, has been drafted by her Emperor to fight an unwinnable war. Side-by-side with a detested rival, Harrow must perfect her skills and become an angel of undeath — but her health is failing, her sword makes her nauseous, and even her mind is threatening to betray her.

    Sealed in the gothic gloom of the Emperor’s Mithraeum with three unfriendly teachers, hunted by the mad ghost of a murdered planet, Harrow must confront two unwelcome questions: is somebody trying to kill her? And if they succeeded, would the universe be better off?

    Goodreads

    I’ll be honest – after rereading Harrow the Ninth via audiobook, I still don’t fully grasp the plot. But did that affect my enjoyment of the story? No, I am a big confused blob, grinning manically into the middle distance. Tamsyn Muir is just such a talented storyteller, and her words wash over you in a chaotic jumble of cleverness, leaving readers delighted regardless of their level of understanding.

    The feeling fits with this story in particular. Picking up where Gideon the Ninth left off, Harrowhark the Ninth (now the First) has ascended to lyctorhood (almost) but has an unfortunate side effect of insanity. She flashes back to events that are almost the same as the first book, but with one massive difference: where Gideon ought to be, Ortus is instead. But Harrow and the readers must piece together what has happened to her as she hangs out on a spaceship with God and her elder lyctor siblings, some of whom are trying to kill her.

    It’s interesting enough, but the story picks up like a rocket about halfway through when Harrow runs into some characters that literally made my jaw drop. Soon thereafter, there is the single greatest perspective change in the history of literature. Never has a book’s POV been so important or so subtly important. From that point on, I could not shove the story into my brain fast enough.

    Although Harrow and Ianthe are pretty much the only characters that continue from the first book (other than flashbacks), the characters that are introduced are excellent. Augustine and Mercymorn are perfect as entitled, bored, talented 10,000 year old beings, and the introduction of God/John is endlessly entertaining. There is nothing better than to see a nun of the Ninth House prostrating herself on glass before her god, a kindly human who drinks tea, eats biscuits, and horrifies her by patting her on the head.

    It’s just been announced that the series will now include four books, with Nona the Ninth coming out in fall 2022!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    You can’t read this without reading Gideon the Ninth, but if you’re invested in the Locked Tomb series, this is an excellent sequel!

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Any Way the Wind Blows by Rainbow Rowell

    Any Way the Wind Blows by Rainbow Rowell

    Genre | YA Fantasy
    Page #s | 574
    Publishing Date | July 2021

    In Carry On, Simon Snow and his friends realized that everything they thought they understood about the world might be wrong. And in Wayward Son, they wondered whether everything they understood about themselves might be wrong.

    In Any Way the Wind Blows, Simon and Baz and Penelope and Agatha have to decide how to move forward.

    For Simon, that means deciding whether he still wants to be part of the World of Mages — and if he doesn’t, what does that mean for his relationship with Baz? Meanwhile Baz is bouncing between two family crises and not finding any time to talk to anyone about his newfound vampire knowledge. Penelope would love to help, but she’s smuggled an American Normal into London, and now she isn’t sure what to do with him. And Agatha? Well, Agatha Wellbelove has had enough.

    Any Way the Wind Blows takes the gang back to England, back to Watford, and back to their families for their longest and most emotionally wrenching adventure yet.

    This book is a finale. It tells secrets and answers questions and lays ghosts to rest.

    Carry On was conceived as a book about Chosen One stories; Any Way the Wind Blows is an ending about endings. About catharsis and closure, and how we choose to move on from the traumas and triumphs that try to define us.

    Goodreads

    Any Way the Wind Blows is the third book in the Simon Snow series (check out my reviews of Carry On and Wayward Son). Although I didn’t think the plot of this novel was as tight as the previous two books, it doesn’t actually matter. The characters are the center of this story, and Rowell gives us more of her excellent dialogue and relationships between some of my all-time favorite book characters.

    The group is split up for most of the book. Simon and Baz are figuring out their relationship whilst investigating a new supposed “Chosen One.” Penelope and Shepherd untangle and resolve his mysterious demon tattoos. And Agatha hangs out with new character Naimh and the goats of Watford. Each storyline is really fun, though I do wish there had been more frequent interactions between each group.

    Penelope remains my MVP; her confidence-bordering-on-arrogance fills my heart (and Shepherd’s) with adoration, but once again, Agatha keeps stealthily stealing my heart! Her story went in a truly unexpected direction, and I am so happy for the place she found in the wizarding world. Of course, Simon and Baz are also amazing. There was a fake out early in the book that felt like drama for the sake of drama, but once they settle into their relationship, it was so rewarding to watch them try to make things work. Their dialogue is so real and lovely, and in this book we get some non-sexy sex scenes, which honestly is my favorite. The intimacy that happens in imperfect situations is way hotter to me than anything else.

    Although I’m pretty sure this is the last book in a trilogy, it sure reads as though there could be more. I hope there is! I loved the resolution to Simon’s past that we get in this book, but I desperately want to see him enjoy it. And I NEED to see Agatha in her new role just as much as I want a spinoff of Shepherd and Penelope traveling the world meeting new magical creatures! There is so much still to explore, and I hope Rowell is inspired to stay in this world.

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    If you’re reading the third book in this series, you already know it centers on gay relationship between two boys. What is new is a gay relationship between two girls! Even better, there are some really vulnerable discussions of sexuality, of not quite knowing how to label yourself, and the embarrassment of not realizing something so huge about yourself earlier.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    As always, Harry/Draco shippers are going to love this book. But more than that, if you love fantasy novels but wish there was more of a focus on characters and relationships, then you will love the Simon Snow series!

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri

    The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri

    Genre | Fantasy
    Page #s | 533
    Publishing Date | June 2021

    Author of Empire of Sand and Realm of Ash Tasha Suri’s The Jasmine Throne, beginning a new trilogy set in a world inspired by the history and epics of India, in which a captive princess and a maidservant in possession of forbidden magic become unlikely allies on a dark journey to save their empire from the princess’s traitor brother.

    Imprisoned by her dictator brother, Malini spends her days in isolation in the Hirana: an ancient temple that was once the source of the powerful, magical deathless waters — but is now little more than a decaying ruin.

    Priya is a maidservant, one among several who make the treacherous journey to the top of the Hirana every night to clean Malini’s chambers. She is happy to be an anonymous drudge, so long as it keeps anyone from guessing the dangerous secret she hides.

    But when Malini accidentally bears witness to Priya’s true nature, their destinies become irrevocably tangled. One is a vengeful princess seeking to depose her brother from his throne. The other is a priestess seeking to find her family. Together, they will change the fate of an empire.

    Goodreads

    The Jasmine Throne brings Indian culture and female protagonists to classic epic fantasy tropes of subjugated countries and mysterious magic. It is a fast read despite it’s size, due largely to the fact that chapters switch POVs to the person whose story is most interesting at any given moment. The shape of the story is both familiar and excitingly new, and I cannot wait to see how the series progresses.

    This is a political and magical novel about a once-powerful subjugated nation that chafes under empirical rule. The story centers on two women in particular: Priya, a handmaiden with a secret, and Malini, disgraced sister of a tyrant emperor. They are each powerless in their own unique way due to being women in a traditional fantasy world that is ruled by men. Suri quickly signals that she aims to subvert this trope rather than validate it by creating a world in which women’s value comes from their literal sacrifice on a pyre. Malini refuses to die, the first feminist assertion of many that play out subtly and surely.

    With men in power, violence is the default. Although there is an argument to be made that the female characters seek alternative means of rebellion and resolution, it is never so simple as “women = good pacifists and men = bad warmongers.” This complexity is also shown in the multiple Parijati (the empire) and Ahiranyi (the subjugated vassal land) characters who fall at all points of a morality spectrum. Everyone struggles to identify the line between necessary violence and overkill. I loved that there was no simplistic delineation between good guys and bad guys. Everyone is trying to navigate a middle way (except for two very bad baddies).

    The politicking takes center stage, but there is ever-increasing attention given to a seriously cool magic system. The land is infested with a beautiful and creepy rot that kills people as it turns them into plants. The plague began when old magic returned to the world, but once again Suri takes the complicated path in exploring this power. The power is deadly, but it may also heal. Accepting the power empties you out, but it may make you more yourself than ever before. Different characters hold different opinions, and there are no sure answers by the end of the first book, at least.

    The only thing that didn’t quite work for me was the pacing of the book. It felt like the climax of the story occurred 100 pages before the end. Although several (extremely) important events happen after this point, I kept feeling like it ought to be wrapping up. However, it was still a page turner!

    I loved this book, and I’m eager for more from this world and from other queer feminist epic fantasies.

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    One of the cultural legacies lost when conquered by the empire, Ahiranyi believe that love can exist between men and men or women and women. This is now outlawed, which means people talk around the point and speak carefully to make their feelings known.

    I love a fantasy story with romance, and this one is great! The slow burn romance between two women feels utterly earned and exciting because they know each other’s desperation, manipulativeness, loyalty, and care. They know the best and the worst of each other, and I am here for it!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Give The Jasmine Throne to your fantasy nerd friend who is tired of all their books focusing on straight white men.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Fireheart Tiger by Aliette de Bodard

    Fireheart Tiger by Aliette de Bodard

    Genre | Fantasy Novella
    Page #s | 99
    Publishing Date | February 2021

    Award-winning author Aliette de Bodard returns with a powerful romantic fantasy that reads like The Goblin Emperor meets Howl’s Moving Castle in a pre-colonial Vietnamese-esque world.

    Fire burns bright and has a long memory….

    Quiet, thoughtful princess Thanh was sent away as a hostage to the powerful faraway country of Ephteria as a child. Now she’s returned to her mother’s imperial court, haunted not only by memories of her first romance, but by worrying magical echoes of a fire that devastated Ephteria’s royal palace.

    Thanh’s new role as a diplomat places her once again in the path of her first love, the powerful and magnetic Eldris of Ephteria, who knows exactly what she wants: romance from Thanh and much more from Thanh’s home. Eldris won’t take no for an answer, on either front. But the fire that burned down one palace is tempting Thanh with the possibility of making her own dangerous decisions.

    Can Thanh find the freedom to shape her country’s fate—and her own?

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    Although the themes of power differentials and self-empowerment were great, the fact that they were portrayed through the lens of two romances that I found fairly equally unappealing led to an ambivalent reading experience for me.

    Thanh is in her home country of Bihn Hai, still reeling from a traumatic fire six years ago and feeling useless in her position as princess and diplomat. When their powerful neighbor to the north comes to negotiate, Thanh must make some huge decisions that will impact both herself and her country. Her ex-lover, Princess Eldris of Ephteria, has come to propose, but Thanh isn’t sure that this is what she wants.

    I think the biggest problem for me was that we get hints of Eldris’s anger and control because Thanh says so, but we what we see is someone who professes their love and defends their relationship against those who would try to exploit it (until the end, anyway). I do appreciate the fact that in this relationship, Thanh would never truly be Eldris’s equal because of politics, but I’m not convinced that the romantic alternative is much better.

    Now, I love a fire elemental. But the fact that this book opens with Thanh having a traumatic flashback to the fire that almost killed her (and did kill others) but finds the elemental responsible a viable love interest didn’t track for me. Thanh! You don’t have to choose between two powerful and dangerous women! Find yourself a better girlfriend.

    The romances are central to the story, but what I liked best was Thanh’s growing confidence as a diplomat and a stateswoman. She is eventually able to stand up to her mother the Queen and create a path to a more independent future for her country. That stuff was all awesome, and if the romances had been left out I might have liked the book a lot more (chalk that up to something I never thought I’d say!).

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Despite my ambivalence, this is a great little book to give to a friend who wants to dip their toes into Asian-based fantasy worlds with queer lady protagonists.

    Rating: 3 out of 5.

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  • We Have Always Been Here: A Queer Muslim Memoir by Samra Habib

    We Have Always Been Here: A Queer Muslim Memoir by Samra Habib

    How do you find yourself when the world tells you that you don’t exist?

    Samra Habib has spent most of her life searching for the safety to be herself. As an Ahmadi Muslim growing up in Pakistan, she faced regular threats from Islamic extremists who believed the small, dynamic sect to be blasphemous. From her parents, she internalized the lesson that revealing her identity could put her in grave danger.

    When her family came to Canada as refugees, Samra encountered a whole new host of challenges: bullies, racism, the threat of poverty, and an arranged marriage. Backed into a corner, her need for a safe space–in which to grow and nurture her creative, feminist spirit–became dire. The men in her life wanted to police her, the women in her life had only shown her the example of pious obedience, and her body was a problem to be solved.

    So begins an exploration of faith, art, love, and queer sexuality, a journey that takes her to the far reaches of the globe to uncover a truth that was within her all along. A triumphant memoir of forgiveness and family, both chosen and not, We Have Always Been Here is a rallying cry for anyone who has ever felt out of place and a testament to the power of fearlessly inhabiting one’s truest self.

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    An excellent memoir about the intersectionality of being Muslim and queer, written with honesty and directness. Habib’s story is one of restriction to freedom, including the freedom to return to the religion that imposed the original restrictions. After growing up in Pakistan, Habib and her family fled to Canada to escape religious persecution. She was married twice by the time she was 20, first in an arranged marriage to her cousin, and second to a friend who agreed to marry her primarily to provide her social security. As an adult, she began to accept her queerness, dating women, trans women, and gender non-binary folx. Having come to terms with her queer identity, she returned to Islam. She came out to her parents, who were also changed by their time in Canada, and discovered a mosque for LGBTQ+ Muslims. She developed a passion for sharing photographs of queer Muslims, giving a face to a population few realize exist.

    I think Habib is a remarkable woman, and I enjoyed this short memoir very much. However, it does suffer slightly from a common memoir issue: The stories of her childhood are fluid and concise. The nearer she gets to her current age, the more details are included, sometimes unnecessarily.

    The section that resonated with me most deeply was Habib’s description of traveling when she was newly out. She talks about the freedom of self-expression while traveling, of trying out a new identity in a place where no one knows the older versions of you. I have experienced that many times myself, and she expressed the joy and relief very well.

    I have to admit that before reading this book, I was one of those people who didn’t know much about queer Muslims. I knew that it was statistically likely that just as many people were queer in Muslim countries as in others, but I couldn’t point to any stories or people that I knew. I would love for Habib to write a book highlighting all of the queer Muslim folx that she interviewed – it would be hugely beneficial to me, and I assume to many others as well.

    Rating: 4 out of 5.

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  • 2021 Lambda Literary Awards AND WINNERS

    2021 Lambda Literary Awards AND WINNERS

    The Lambda Literary Awards highlight LGBTQ writers each year. I did my best to read as many of their nominated books from six categories I was most interested in before the 33rd Annual Lammy Awards on June 1. There are 24 categories in total, and I highly recommend you check out the full list.

    I will continue to update this post with links to book reviews as I continue to make my way through these nominees and winners!

    Lesbian Fiction

    • Bestiary by K-Ming Chang
    • Butter Honey Pig Bread by Francesca Ekwuyasi
    • Exile Music by Jennifer Steil
    • Fiebre Tropical by Juli Delgado Lopera
    • Pizza Girl by Jean Kyoung Frazier

    My vote: Butter Honey Pig Bread
    The winner:
    Fiebre Tropical by Juli Delgado Lopera

    Gay Fiction

    • Cleanness by Garth Greenwell
    • Neotenica by Joon Oluchi Lee
    • Real Life by Brandon Taylor
    • Shuggie Bain by Douglas Stuart
    • This Town Sleeps by Dennis E. Staples

    My vote:
    The winner:
    Neotenica by Joon Oluchi Lee

    Bisexual Fiction

    • Catherine House by Elisabeth Thomas
    • How Much of These Hills is Gold by C Pam Zhang
    • Silence Is My Mother Tongue by Sulaiman Addonia
    • Take a Hint, Dani Brown by Talia Hibbert
    • You Exist Too Much by Zaina Arafat

    My vote: Take a Hint, Dani Brown by Talia Hibbert
    The winner:
    You Exist Too Much by Zaina Arafat

    Transgender Fiction

    • FINNA by Nino Cipri
    • The Seep by Chana Porter
    • The Subtweet by Vivek Shraya
    • The Thirty Names of Night by Zeyn Joukhadar
    • Trans-Galactic Bike Ride: Feminist Bicycle Science Fiction Stories of Transgender and Nonbinary Adventurers by Lydia Rogue

    My vote: Trans-Galactic Bike Ride edited by Lydia Rogue
    The winner:
    The Thirty Names of Night by Zeyn Joukhadar

    LGBTQ Children’s / Middle Grade

    • The Deep & Dark Blue by Niki Smith
    • From Archie to Zack by Vincent X. Kirsch
    • A High Five for Glenn Burke by Phil Bildner
    • King and the Dragonflies by Kacen Callender
    • Our Subway Baby by Peter Mercurio

    My vote: The Deep & Dark Blue
    The winner:
    King and the Dragonflies by Kacen Callender

    LGBTQ Young Adult 

    My vote: Flamer
    The winner:
    Flamer by Mike Curato

    Have you read any of the Lambda Literary Award books?
    Which is your favorite?

    Leave a comment and let me know!

  • 7 Books for International Day Against Homophobia, Transphobia, and Biphobia

    7 Books for International Day Against Homophobia, Transphobia, and Biphobia

    May 17th is International Day Against Homophobia, Transphobia, and Biphobia. Created in 2004, this holiday draws attention to the violence and discrimination experienced by those with marginalized sexual and gender identities. I didn’t want to create a list of books that depict the most harrowing and disturbing things that LGBTQIA+ people endure, mostly because I don’t like to read that kind of story. Instead, I believe that representation of queer positive stories and characters can help create a world with less homophobia, transphobia, and biphobia.

    With that goal in mind, here are seven trans, bisexual, and gay books that inspire readers to accept their own identities and to embrace the identities of others.

    Edit: Updated in 2022


    The Deep & Dark Blue by Niki Smith

    This middle grade graphic novel is about thwarting a plot to overthrow a fantasy kingdom’s ruling family, but one of the escaped princes realizes that she prefers her hidden identity as a girl. She wrestles with what this means for herself and her family, ultimately having her female identity validated by her twin brother and by a magical tapestry! I highly recommend this book for readers young and old.

    FINNA by Nino Cipri

    The protagonist of this novella has just broken up with a nonbinary person right before they get sent on an inter-dimensional adventure through IKEA analogues of varying degrees of evil. Jules (the ex) mentions the casual transphobia that they deal with on a regular basis and how being chased by hive mind zombies is preferable. I mean, that’s a mood.

    Pet by Akwaeke Emezi

    Set in a utopian world that has eradicated the various -isms that haunt our society, little Pet screamed “Girl! Girl! Girl!” as a child when her parents called her a boy, and they immediately adjusted. She was given medical access to hormones without question, and it is a joy to read about a world without transphobia. The plot hinges on the fact that utopias must be vigilantly maintained, however, and I think this message is one to keep in mind as we begin to create safe spaces for those who are currently marginalized.

    Take a Hint, Dani Brown by Talia Hibbert

    This one is for all my bisexual friends who are dating men! You are valid, and your sexuality is valid. Dani Brown is a bisexual delight who loves women and men passionately (though she hates commitment). This romance novel centers on her friends to lovers tropetastic relationship with Zafir, a hunky security man who has a side gig teaching teen boys how to process their emotions in healthy ways. If I remember correctly, there is no biphobia in this book, so I recommend it as a sign of the world we aim to create!

    We Have Always Been Here: A Queer Muslim Memoir by Samra Habib

    Homophobia, transphobia, and biphobia exist everywhere, but there is a special kind of pain that comes from growing up in a culture that doesn’t even acknowledge your existence. Habib’s memoir describes her journey coming out as a queer woman after her Muslim family moves from Pakistan to Canada. Although she leaves her faith for awhile, ultimately she finds a community of queer Muslims and uses her photography talents to show the world the faces of others just like her.

    A Psalm for the Wild-Built by Becky Chambers

    Sometimes the best antidote to transphobia is a novella set in a future where trans folks are a normal and accepted part of society. Dex is a non-binary tea monk, which means they bike their tiny house from city to city, making tea for people and listening to their problems. When they find they want something more, they venture into the wilds, where they meet Mosscap, a robot who wants to understand humans. This is a cozy, sweet read where in the future, humans made all the right choices. May life imitate art!

    The House in the Cerulean Sea by T.J Klune

    Queer families are a beautiful support system in the face of discrimination, and this adorable novel takes the concept quite literally. Linus is sent to inspect an orphanage designed for dangerous children, by which I mean a gnome, a sprite, a wyvern, an unidentifiable green blob, a were-Pomeranian, and the Antichrist. Their ostracization reads as queer, but it doesn’t stop there: Linus finds love with the man who runs the orphanage before his job assignment is complete, throwing everything he thought about his life into sweet disarray.


    What books would you add to my list? Leave a comment and let me know!

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  • Trans-Galactic Bike Ride edited by Lydia Rogue

    Trans-Galactic Bike Ride edited by Lydia Rogue

    Genre | Anthology of Science Fiction Short Stories
    Page #s | 156
    Publishing Date | December 2020

    What would the future look like if we weren’t so hung up on putting people into boxes and instead empowered each other to reach for the stars? Take a ride with us as we explore a future where trans and nonbinary people are the heroes.

    In worlds where bicycle rides bring luck, a minotaur needs a bicycle, and werewolves stalk the post-apocalyptic landscape, nobody has time to question gender. Whatever your identity you’ll enjoy these stories that are both thought-provoking and fun adventures.

    Featuring brand-new stories from Hugo, Nebula, and Lambda Literary Award-winning author Charlie Jane Anders, Ava Kelly, Juliet Kemp, Rafi Kleiman, Tucker Lieberman, Nathan Alling Long, Ether Nepenthes, and Nebula-nominated M. Darusha Wehm. Also featuring debut stories from Diana Lane and Marcus Woodman.

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    I don’t typically like anthologies of short stories, but apparently I just needed to read short stories about space bikes with trans narratives! Each story was unique, from werewolves and mailmen to launching a bike into space like a rocket, but the anthology was edited perfectly into a cohesive whole with, well, bikes and trans characters!

    This is a book that distinctly feels written for a trans audience. That isn’t to say I felt excluded in any way! It was saturated in trans themes and issues, and it wasn’t going to pander to my ignorance. It was my job to do the work to keep up, and I really enjoyed doing so!

    I was constantly amazed at how most of the books I read AREN’T aimed at trans audiences. The casual mentions of dysphoria during pregnancy, of partners reminding each other to take their meds, or noticing a woman’s legs because the protagonist just increased their testosterone level made me realize how so many essential details of a trans person’s life are erased in most literature. Of course, every book doesn’t need to cover every person’s perspective, but I am now fully on board for a huge increase in books featuring trans and non-binary characters. Emphasis on plural, since one of the most revolutionary things about this anthology is that more characters are trans than not. Down with tokenism!

    It’s hard to choose a favorite story, but two that have stuck with me are Juliet Kemp’s “Riding for Luck,” which captured the magical feeling of timing your ride to hit all green lights in such an evocative way and the final story “Beyond” by Nathan Alling Long. It felt perfect, after ten other short stories made of excellence, for the book to end with a story of trans people biking away from earth and saying, “We’re not coming back, but you can join us if you want to!”

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Trans-Galactic Bike Ride is a great gift for your favorite sci-fi geek who needs a break from books that double as bricks.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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  • FINNA by Nino Cipri

    FINNA by Nino Cipri

    Genre | Science Fiction Novella
    Page #s | 136
    Publishing Date | February 2020

    When an elderly customer at a big box furniture store slips through a portal to another dimension, it’s up to two minimum-wage employees to track her across the multiverse and protect their company’s bottom line. Multi-dimensional swashbuckling would be hard enough, but our two unfortunate souls broke up a week ago.

    Can friendship blossom from the ashes of a relationship? In infinite dimensions, all things are possible.

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    I tore through Finna, an excellent novella about two exes who have to travel through IKEA-esque multiverses to rescue a lost woman. By turns exciting, horrific, and wondrous, this story left me both satisfied and wanting more.

    Ava starts the book in an anxiety spiral about seeing Jules, her ex, at work LitenVärld, an unsubtle analogue for IKEA. When someone’s grandmother goes missing, the by-the-rules manager drags out a VCR to show the company’s policy on unexpected tears in the universe. Those with least seniority are sent in with a FINNA, a device to track people lost in the wormhole, which means Ava and Jules have to venture in together.

    As the story progresses, we learn why their relationship imploded. Watching them deconstruct what broke them apart while using those same characteristics to survive a strange adventure is incredibly satisfying. The stakes were high, and their increased understanding and appreciation of each other never felt trite. This isn’t about them getting back together. It’s about growing beyond the pain and easy answers.

    The two make these self-discoveries while wandering through various alternate IKEAs – I mean, LitenVärlds. One world has carnivorous furniture, another accepts payment in blood at the store restaurant, and another is a submarine market. I thoroughly enjoyed these creative (and sometimes horrific) iterations of one of my favorite box stores, but the end made the hints toward an expanded multiverse that sounds even better.

    I’m desperate for more, which is why I’ve already put Defekt on hold at the library. Nino Cipri is an excellent writer, and I can’t wait to see what else they have up their sleeve!

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    Ava and Jules are in a queer relationship. Jules identifies as trans/non-binary, the story deftly includes their frustration at being misgendered by customers or the horrible boss’s awkward attempts to use any pronouns out of a refusal to try the singular “they.” It is also strongly implied that Jules’ recklessness is fueled by their wonder at having lived to be twenty-five as a trans immigrant of colour. The queerness of it all is interwoven flawlessly, and can I just say: more non-binary dashing heroes, please!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Finna is the perfect gift for someone who loves a quirky hook (wormholes in IKEA) and appreciates a short story with a emotional punch.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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