Author: Trish

  • Halli Starling Recommendations for RCR’s 2022 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo

    Halli Starling Recommendations for RCR’s 2022 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo

    Halli Starling (she/they) writes fantasy worlds, vampires, and romance, focusing on stories with deep emotional investment. And the occasional bloody bit of violence.

    Website | Twitter


    Queer Memoir

    Reviewed on Roar Cat Reads

    African-Influenced Culture

    Red Cover

    Trans Protagonist

    2022 Release

    Fairy Tale Retelling

    Audiobook

    Orange Cover

    Mystery/Thriller

    Asian-Influenced Culture

    Award Winning

    • Shadow Life by Hiromi Goto (2022 Asian/Pacific American Literature Award Winner for Adult Fiction; 2022 L.A. Times Book Prize Finalist)
    • The Wrong End of the Telescope by Rabih Alameddine (2022 Pen/Faulkner Award for Fiction)
    • Swearing Off Stars by Danielle Wong (2018 Reader’s Favorites Book Awards Gold Medal in Fiction; Historical 2018 International Book Awares Winner in Fiction; and many more!)

    Yellow Cover

    European-Influenced Culture

    Nonfiction

    Released Before 2000

    Disabled Protagonist

    Green Cover

    Fanfic Tropes

    Indigenous-Influenced Culture

    Story About Siblings

    Blue Cover


    Share what you’re reading with the hashtag #RCRBookBingo2022 on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram.

    Entries must be received by August 31, 2022 to be considered for the drawing.

    If you have any questions, email roarcatreads@gmail.com.

    Happy reading!

  • The Passing Playbook by Isaac Fitzsimons

    The Passing Playbook by Isaac Fitzsimons

    Genre | YA Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 304
    Publishing Date | June 2021

    Fifteen-year-old Spencer Harris is a proud nerd, an awesome big brother and a Messi-in-training. He’s also transgender. After transitioning at his old school leads to a year of bullying, Spencer gets a fresh start at Oakley, the most liberal private school in Ohio. 

    At Oakley, Spencer seems to have it all: more accepting classmates, a decent shot at a starting position on the boy’s soccer team, great new friends, and maybe even something more than friendship with one of his teammates. The problem is, no one at Oakley knows Spencer is trans – he’s passing. 

    So when a discriminatory law forces Spencer’s coach to bench him after he discovers the ‘F’ on Spencer’s birth certificate, Spencer has to make a choice: cheer his team on from the sidelines or publicly fight for his right to play, even if it means coming out to everyone – including the guy he’s falling for.

    Goodreads

    The Passing Playbook is a super cute story about a teen boy wrestling with the decision to pass or to live openly as trans in a high school regardless of consequences. He’s going to play soccer and fall in love along the way, so if that sounds fun to you, you’re probably going to love this sweet, quick read!

    This book wants to be an enemies-to-lovers romance, but the animosity between Spencer and Justice at the beginning feels forced and uncharacteristically rude. Once that is dropped and they’re allowed to play out a friends-to-lovers romance, it’s so much better. This is a relationship between a closeted trans boy and a closeted Christian boy – it doesn’t need the added drama. For the majority of the book, their relationship is sweet, tentative, and full of emotion…just what I love to see!

    I always find it necessary to point out when queer characters are already out to their supportive family, and this is one of those books. But there’s an added dimension here that I really liked where Spencer’s parents have fully supported his transition but are still very fearful of allowing him to live an out-and-proud life. This felt very realistic, and it was a nuanced familial dynamic that I appreciated seeing.

    Teen boys are hit or miss for me in YA books, so I was delighted to read a book about a soccer team full of boys who are very sweet and supportive of queer people. The fact that the GSA club at the school is less supportive of trans students was poignant and telling.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    The Passing Playbook is a cute YA romance with a healthy dose of soccer – read accordingly!

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Bree Milestone Reached!

    Bree Milestone Reached!

    Tricia walked 30 miles this week | 1663 miles to Mordor
    Rachel walked 38 miles this week | 1600 miles to Mordor

    Walking Across Middle-Earth

    Week Five: Second Milestone Reached, and I’m Feeling Over-Confident

    Rachel arrived in Bree with her first steps of the week, and I arrived at the last minute, but it was enough to celebrate together! Rachel had the absolutely brilliant idea to mark our arrival at Bree with a wheel of Brie. This is why I’m going to marry her.

    Tricia’s Tracker

    This week really showed me how this conceit is inspiring me to walk more. I desperately wanted to get to Bree, so I made sure I walked when I didn’t want to in order to get the miles I needed! I wound up arriving with just one mile to spare, which feels exactly like the sort of pressure that drove the hobbits to their last hobbit-based destination.

    Rachel’s Tracker

    I think this is the last week in which it will appear that Rachel and I are in the same location. She’s only 41 miles away from Weathertop, and she’s disappearing over the horizon as I scarf down my second breakfast at the Prancing Pony.

    Join the Fellowship

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    Join our Fellowship’s What’s App group message to send encouragements to each other as we pass through Hobbiton and beyond.

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  • DM’s Pocket Guide Ep 15:  Meets or Beats

    DM’s Pocket Guide Ep 15: Meets or Beats

    Meets or Beats DM’s Pocket Guide

    It took us years to keep this rule straight, despite it being in the first few pages of the Player's Handbook!  It took this catchy phrase to nail it down:  "Meets or beats."  Listen today and make sure you're managing dice rolls correctly and consistently! Please like, review, and share to support DM’s Pocket Guide! We’re Tricia and Rachel from Roar Cat Reads.  If you would like to learn about a specific D&D rule or spell, send us a request at roarcatreads@gmail.com.  Transcripts of every episode are available!   If you want more rules, buy a copy of the Player’s Handbook! Follow us on Twitter and Instagram  Artwork by Haley Boros DM’s Pocket Guide is unofficial Fan Content permitted under the Fan Content Policy. Not approved/endorsed by Wizards. Portions of the materials used are property of Wizards of the Coast. ©Wizards of the Coast LLC.

    Transcription

    Welcome to DM’s Pocket Guide, where we discuss the rules, spells, and monsters of Dungeons and Dragons, 5th edition.

    Tricia: Today, we’re going to talk about the rule Meets or Beats

    Rachel: The AC/DC rule.

    T: This is one that tripped us up for a long time, which is kind of embarrassing now, because it’s so basic.

    R: Yeah, once you’ve had it explained to you in a way that you can remember it, it is quite easy. So what we’re talking about is when you are rolling an ability check or an attack roll or trying to make a saving throw, if your roll meets the armor class or the difficulty class that’s set out – what happens in that circumstance.

    T: So, we are looking at page seven of the Player’s Handbook, which we just found now, we didn’t know it’s very early in the book. And so, I just tend to assume, oh, that stuff is all obvious, I don’t need to look at it very often. It turns out pretty helpful.

    R: Yeah. I mean it’s under a section called the D20. So me and my flippant way was just like, I had to roll the d20. I don’t need to know this. Well, yeah, actually there was something in there that took me two and a half, three years to fully get my head around and yeah, okay. So what is the rule? 

    T: Well, the rule is if you roll and the number meets or beats the person’s armor class or difficulty class then it succeeds. 

    R: Yeah, that’s correct. 

    T: It’s very simple actually. 

    R: It’s yeah, it’s super simple but it’s one of those moments where as a DM, your player rolls and if you don’t have this firmly in your mind, your player will roll and meet the armor class or the difficulty class and you will have this moment of what happens? And the player is going to look at you expectantly and say what happens and if you don’t have this rule in your mind, the way I always used to treat it was, oh if I don’t know, I’ll just roll in favor of my player and then they’re happy. Okay. Well there’s a motivation for me to change that behavior. 

    T: Yeah, but the reason that became a problem was ruling in the player’s favor meant that in different situations we were doing different things which kind of just became this weird conglomeration of players, just being like, sure, whatever you say in this moment is true and there was no consistency. And so then how did you end up hearing the term meets or beats?

    R: I think just from talking to more people about it and playing with experienced players, that knew the rule or playing in more games as a player. And sort of how coming into contact with it and then having this lovely phrase meets or beats. That is much easier to remember than the actual rule as it’s written. 

    T: Yeah, that has been a nice thing that when we started playing D&D we were in this very lovely little group of people who had never played D&D before. And so in that way it led to a lot of really fun like role playing and like the sense of anything’s possible, but we did kind of miss some very basic fundamental rules. And so if that is the case for you, that’s why we’re sharing this one. And so what are some examples of how this would play out? 

    R: Okay, so if I am a player and I am rolling to attack your monster, and I roll a 15.

    T: Oh my armour class is 15. 

    R: Do I succeed. 

    T: You do because you meet or beat it. 

    R: Okay, I roll 14. One less than the armour class. I would fail. If I rolled over I’m going to hit. If I meet it I succeed.

    T: Yeah. What about an ability check?

    R: Similar kind of thing. If I’m trying to scale my way up a mountain and I roll a 17 on my ability check, it’s a very steep mountain.

    T: Yes, your athletics check of it was a 17 ability check to climb this mountain. You rolled a 17, you meet or beat it. So, you succeed to me, and the last is with saving throws. This is kind of where we would get tripped up. Mmm. But so in this case, if I as a monster am casting a spell at you that requires a wisdom saving throw roll of 14, and you roll a 14–

    R: Then I would meet the saving throw and therefore succeed.

    T: Yes. 

    R:Yeah.

    T: So I mean, it’s, it’s actually so simple.  

    R: It’s the person that’s rolling the dice that has to meet. Because with that last example of the saving throw, ok well if it meets your monster saving throw so does that mean it’s succeeded or not? Maybe that’s where we got tripped up a lot? 

    T: Yeah, I think so. 

    R: If you’re rolling the dice, you are the one that has to meet in order to succeed.

    T: Yes. 

    R: That’s maybe a key point there.

    T: Yes, owner of the dice rolls meets or beats, you succeed. And that is the meet or beat rule on page seven of the Player’s Handbook.

    Thanks for listening!  If you have something you’d like us to cover, email it to roarcatreads@gmail.com or find us on Twitter and Instagram @roarcatreads.  

  • Halli’s Summer Book Haul!

    Halli’s Summer Book Haul!

    Written by Halli Starling

    Hey all! I’m back with more book recommendations, perfect to queer up the summer months. I’m also desperately trying to catch up on my TBR (a never-ending task for sure), so I’m adding in the books that are currently sitting on my tablet and bedside table!

    And if you want to follow what I’m reading, I’m over on Goodreads! Come be my book friend!


    New releases for the summer!

    Man O’War by Cory McCarthy

    May 31 (trans author, trans protagonist)

    Incredible. Incredible. McCarthy’s voice is like listening to a friend tell their story about struggling with gender identity, feeling out of place, the trauma queer people go through just to be themselves. It’s a must-read.

    Yerba Buena by Nina LaCour

    May 31st (queer/lesbian MCs)

    LaCour is a huge name in YA fiction, so the announcement of her first book for adults had me scrambling to add it to my TBR list. As with all of her books, I expect to be in tears by the end.

    Hell Followed With Us by Andrew Joseph White

    June 7th (trans MC, queer and trans author)

    Possibly the blockbuster YA of the summer, I don’t want this book to get lost. It is incredible. It’s hard to read but beautiful, almost stunning in its ferocity and raw empathy. And it’s a debut. I think White’s name is one we’re going to be following for a long, long time.

    Her Majesty’s Royal Coven by Juno Dawson

    June 14 (trans author, queer cast)

    This is an incredibly fun book with a lot of witches and magic and alternate history, but make it ALL queer. But it doesn’t shy away from heavy political issues, and given this takes place in England, it’s hard not to see parallels to today’s English and American societies and cultural “wars” that keeping fucking happening.

    Locklands by Robert Jackson Bennett

    June 28th (lesbian MCs)

    I am a huge fan of Bennett and he’s one of the few cishet white male authors I trust to write women and queer characters, and he did not disappoint. Plus the trilogy is just SO very good.

    What Moves the Dead by T. Kingfisher

    July 12th (genderless/nonbinary protagonist)

    Um, the cover. Is. Incredible. But also I’m a fan of Kingfisher’s books and this sounds so good, I can’t wait to get my hands on it. It’s got Jeff Vandermeer vibes but with a lot of nightmare mushrooms, weird dreams, and…it’s a strange, dreamlike retelling of “The Fall of the House of Usher”.

    Youngblood Sasha Laurens

    July 19th (queer cast)

    Vampires are BACK! And they’re GAY! I’m so here for this, my Buffy-loving roots immediately needed to put this one on my TBR shelf, even though I don’t read much YA anymore.

    The Book Eaters by Sunyi Dean

    August 2 (lesbian MC)

    It’s a completely fascinating take on magic and books (finally something different!) and focused on the mother-child bond. Very excited to read this one.

    A Taste of Gold and Iron by Alexandra Rowland

    August 30 (NB author, queer cast, m/m romance)

    As soon as it was billed as part The Goblin Emperor, I was all over this. I’m always willing to try fantasy romance, so fingers crossed for this one!

    Halli’s TBR pile for the summer


    Halli Starling (she/they) writes fantasy worlds, vampires, and romance, focusing on stories with deep emotional investment. And the occasional bloody bit of violence.

    Website | Twitter

  • With Teeth by Kristen Arnett

    With Teeth by Kristen Arnett

    Genre | Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 304
    Publishing Date | June 2021

    From the author of the New York Times-bestselling sensation Mostly Dead Things a surprising and moving story of two mothers, one difficult son, and the limitations of marriage, parenthood, and love

    If she’s being honest, Sammie Lucas is scared of her son. Working from home in the close quarters of their Florida house, she lives with one wary eye peeled on Samson, a sullen, unknowable boy who resists her every attempt to bond with him. Uncertain in her own feelings about motherhood, she tries her best–driving, cleaning, cooking, prodding him to finish projects for school–while growing increasingly resentful of Monika, her confident but absent wife. As Samson grows from feral toddler to surly teenager, Sammie’s life begins to deteriorate into a mess of unruly behavior, and her struggle to create a picture-perfect queer family unravels. When her son’s hostility finally spills over into physical aggression, Sammie must confront her role in the mess–and the possibility that it will never be clean again.

    Blending the warmth and wit of Arnett’s breakout hit, Mostly Dead Things, with a candid take on queer family dynamics, With Teeth is a thought-provoking portrait of the delicate fabric of family–and the many ways it can be torn apart.

    Goodreads

    With Teeth portrays motherhood from an almost horror novel perspective, and I don’t know about you, but I am here for it! There is such a sense of dread throughout, but – spoilers! – for any of my fellow hypersensitive scaredy cats out there….It doesn’t get as dark as I feared it was going to. It’s just deliciously head-twisty and absolutely f***ed.

    I love a book a with an unreliable narrator, and Sammie is unreliable to the extreme. Her POV is aggressively claustrophobic, which makes the short scenes from other characters that are sprinkled between chapters so valuable. We are primed to see the world through Sammie’s eyes, and it is a shock to see how wrong she is about how people see her or what is true about her son. It’s great storytelling and an indictment on how we all can view our own situation so inaccurately.

    This is a story about motherhood generally, but it’s also specifically about queer motherhood. Sammie and Monika feel pressure to be the queer parents with a model family, and ironically, it is this imposed pressure that creates many of the problems they seek to avoid. Relatable. Much like Detransition, Baby, I am so excited to see more books about queer people and relationships that are messy and unhealthy. And boy, are Sammie and Monika unhealthy. Their relationship is painfully realistic, from the small habits that grow increasingly intolerable over time to the solutions that are bandaids over unaddressed gaping wounds.

    This is a small thing, but another realistic plot that I really enjoyed was seeing Sammie date while going through a separation. Her affections are split, and she never knows what she really wants, but it is acknowledged that love can develop slowly even in these conditions.

    I’ve talked a lot about the queer relationship in the book rather than the mothering relationship between Sammie and Samson, which is pretty on brand for me. The thing is – it’s so twisted and earnest and painful and complicated! Sammie’s life is consumed by her son, and she hates him for it while being unwilling to make changes that could help. She’s a terrible mother, and he’s an ambiguous kid, but their story is incredibly compelling and distressingly recognizable.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    Give With Teeth to someone who loves books that dissect culturally untouchable topics with honesty and incredible writing.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Tom Bombadil Milestone Reached!

    Tom Bombadil Milestone Reached!

    Tricia walked 38 miles this week | 1693 miles to Mordor
    Rachel walked 42 miles this week | 1638 miles to Mordor

    Walking Across Middle-Earth

    Week Four: First Milestone Reached, and It Feels So Good

    Since my last post, I stepped up my walking game and walked 29 miles in week three. That put me 29 miles away from the first WAM-E milestone…with a goal within reach, I power walked my way there (and further!) with 38 miles in week four!

    Rachel had already reached the Tom Bombadil milestone in week three, but she waited for me to join her before celebrating. When I think of Tom Bombadil, I think of bright clothing, a beautiful lady (Tom’s wife, Goldberry), and lots of singing. Naturally, the way we celebrated was to bingewatch Ru Paul’s Drag Race!

    Tricia’s Tracker

    I’m taking off! It’s almost like the Black Riders and/or Old Forest had me scurrying in my furry feet.

    Rachel’s Tracker

    Rachel over here is putting me to shame. Walking the dog plus playing softball is basically the equivalent of riding Bill the Pony toward the horizon. She has already reached Bree, but that celebration will be covered in a future post.

    Join the Fellowship

    Our Fellowship has grown into a hearty band of four! We’ve got a What’sApp group message where we send encouragements to each other as we pass through Hobbiton and beyond.

    If you want to join us, let me know by emailing roarcatreads@gmail.com. It’s never too late to join in – we want there to be walkers at every stage of the journey!

    Tag your social media photos and stories with

    #rcrhobbitjourney to encourage each other!

    Download maps and spreadsheets for free at our Ko-Fi shop!
  • DM’s Pocket Guide Ep 14: Concentration

    DM’s Pocket Guide Ep 14: Concentration

    Concentration DM’s Pocket Guide

    "I hate this. This is my brain just literally turns off, reading the Player's Handbook." Can you relate?  The rules for maintaining spell concentration can be tedious, but we break it down for you in this week's episode of DM's Pocket Guide!  Please like, review, and share to support DM’s Pocket Guide! We’re Tricia and Rachel from Roar Cat Reads.  If you would like to learn about a specific D&D rule or spell, send us a request at roarcatreads@gmail.com.  Transcripts of every episode are available!   If you want more rules, buy a copy of the Player’s Handbook! Follow us on Twitter and Instagram  Artwork by Haley Boros DM’s Pocket Guide is unofficial Fan Content permitted under the Fan Content Policy. Not approved/endorsed by Wizards. Portions of the materials used are property of Wizards of the Coast. ©Wizards of the Coast LLC.

    Transcription

    Welcome to DM’s Pocket Guide, where we discuss the rules, spells, and monsters of Dungeons and Dragons, 5th edition.

    Tricia: Hello. Today, we are going to talk about Concentration.

    Rachel: *straining to concentrate noise*

    T: Specifically, concentrating on spells that require concentration. 

    R: So, this rule is on page 203 of the Player’s Handbook. And it says that some spells require you to maintain concentration in order to keep their magic active, if you lose concentration, that spell will end. If a spell must be maintained with concentration, that fact appears in its duration entry. So on your spell description it’s going to say whether or not it’s a concentration spell and the spell specifies how long you can concentrate on it. You can end the concentration that any time it doesn’t require an action and and normal activity such as moving or attacking doesn’t appear interfere with concentration.

    T: So as we go through this, let’s think about Call Lightning. It’s a spell that a druid in a game that we play together uses often and we have only realized that it’s a concentration spell that would have significant effect upon the use of this spell because he was extremely powerful at a very low level calling lightning, which is basically just like calling lightning from above but it’s a concentration cell up to 10 minutes that was just like boom more lightning, boom, more lightning, boom more lightning and not losing any spells slots and I was so pissed about it, but didn’t bother to look in to what concentration was. So let’s keep that in mind 

    R: There’s a couple of things that could have ended that spell.

    T: Great. 

    R: The first one is casting another spell that requires concentration. Something that this player certainly did. So you lose concentration on spell if you cast another spell that requires concentration. You can’t concentrate on two spells once, 

    T: Right? I try so hard in daily life to concentrate on multiple things at once and I can’t. And if I can, they’re not, they’re not good enough to make magic 

    R: The Player’s Handbook agrees, it’s impossible to do two things at once.

    T: Excellent. 

    R: The next thing that will break your concentration is taking damage but it’s not a you take damage and it’s done. 

    T: Yeah. So the one time I thought I understood concentration I thought it was just once you take damage then it’s done. 

    R: No. No. If you take damage and while you’re concentrating on a spell you must make a constitution saving throw to maintain your concentration. Similar words that I stumble over all of the time. 

    T: You did great, baby, 

    R: The DC equals 10 or half the damage that you take. 

    T: I hate this. This is my brain just literally turns off, reading the Player’s Handbook. 

    R: Yeah, which one is depends on which one is higher. So it’s always 10. Remember 10 is your good baseline and unless you dealt a bunch of damage, like, the anytime it’s gonna be more than 10 is if you’ve dealt over 20 points of damage. So if you deal 30 points of damage to a player, the save DC now becomes 15 because that’s the higher. 

    T: Because you’ve taken a lot of damage you have concentrate even harder. 

    R: Yeah. 

    T: Okay. 

    R: So a big, if you really want to end a players concentration like drop a mountain them, that’ll do it. 

    T: Yeah, well it has the 40 points of damage. assuming that they don’t have a bonus. To their constitution.

    R: I mean you might as well just do 60 just to be sure.

    *Laughter* 

    R: I mean she’s only trying to break your concentration but oh, she seems to broken your spine. 

    T: Yeah,

    R: So way that you might try and do this as well is by having multiple attacks going in at the player to break their concentration, which means they make individual roles for each attack. You can’t like cumulative the damage and then have them try and meet half that amount of damage. 

    T: Yeah, that makes sense to if a bunch of things are coming at me. I have to individually be able to be like I’m not bothered by you,  I’m not bothered by you, I’m not bothered by you. 

    R: And I push my glasses at my nose and say, well technically speaking, it’s not to the players advantage to be making multiple roles one mega success would be better. 

    T: More statistically advantageous. 

    R: Yes. And oh, you get to push your glasses up you nose too now. Excellent. And the last condition that can break your concentration is being incapacitated or killed. You can’t concentrate, if you’re dead. 

    T: You know what? I agree with that. Actually, you know what? We don’t know. I guess D&D does.

    R: yeah D&D has called it on this one. And the last part of the entry in the players handbook, and just simply says that the DM might decide that other things break your concentration. And the example, it gives is a wave crashing over the side of a ship and knocking you flat. You know, it’s, it’s that kind of thing. Like, if it’s conceivable that it would break your concentration, then the DM might ask you to roll for it. 

    T: Yeah. Doesn’t have to do damage but it cold glass of water to the face is hard to concentrate through 

    R: Why do I feel like next time we play my character’s gonna get cold glasses of water thrown

    T: Oh, I thought you meant in real life. I was like yeah, let’s show how hard it is. 

    R: Oh yeah, I think that would work. 

    T: That is concentration specifically with spell casting on players handbook, what page?

    R: 283 and slightly 284. 

    Thanks for listening!  If you have something you’d like us to cover, email it to roarcatreads@gmail.com or find us on Twitter and Instagram @roarcatreads. 

  • Loveless by Alice Oseman

    Loveless by Alice Oseman

    Genre | YA Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 433
    Publishing Date | July 2020

    The fourth novel from the phenomenally talented Alice Oseman – one of the most authentic and talked-about voices in contemporary YA.

    It was all sinking in. I’d never had a crush on anyone. No boys, no girls, not a single person I had ever met. What did that mean?

    Georgia has never been in love, never kissed anyone, never even had a crush – but as a fanfic-obsessed romantic she’s sure she’ll find her person one day.

    As she starts university with her best friends, Pip and Jason, in a whole new town far from home, Georgia’s ready to find romance, and with her outgoing roommate on her side and a place in the Shakespeare Society, her ‘teenage dream’ is in sight.

    But when her romance plan wreaks havoc amongst her friends, Georgia ends up in her own comedy of errors, and she starts to question why love seems so easy for other people but not for her. With new terms thrown at her – asexual, aromantic – Georgia is more uncertain about her feelings than ever.

    Is she destined to remain loveless? Or has she been looking for the wrong thing all along?

    This wise, warm and witty story of identity and self-acceptance sees Alice Oseman on towering form as Georgia and her friends discover that true love isn’t limited to romance.

    Goodreads

    This book was recommended by Chelsea in her Queer Books, Queer Readers interview, and I’m so glad I checked it out! Loveless is a YA contemporary fiction novel about growing up, going to college for the first time, and figuring out who you are. This includes many things, including navigating shifting friendships, new roommates, and hobbies, but for Georgia it also means coming to terms with her sexuality.

    I have never read a book that so effortlessly portrays asexual representation. I’m on the asexual spectrum (nearer demisexual), and I resonated so much with some of the thoughts Georgia had and laughed at her belief that everyone shared them. I used to believe everyone had the same perspective on sex and relationships that I did, and was shocked to find out I was in the minority! I also used to think that my obsession with fanfic and romance meant I was experiencing life the same way my peers did and was annoyed to realize that wasn’t the case!

    There were other elements of Georgia’s experience that I did not relate to, and honestly, some aspects of asexuality that I hadn’t quite understood on an emotional level. This book helped embody those experiences and gave me even greater understanding and empathy for my aroace friends.

    The beauty of Loveless is that it’s beautifully queer in myriad ways. Georgia’s acceptance of her asexuality is the heartbeat of the book, but we also get side characters who identify as lesbian, bisexual, gay, and nuanced subcategories of each. And like any good queer book, it’s all about community. Georgia finds acceptance through her friends and through her school’s Pride society, and it is such a joy to watch her flourish because of and alongside her people.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    Loveless is a heartwarming YA book that is a perfect comfort read with broad appeal.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • 2022 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo

    2022 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo

    Welcome to Roar Cat Reads’ second annual Summer Book Bingo competition!

    We’re back in 2022 with another BINGO card that you can fill out over the next four months to be entered into a prize drawing. While reading is its own reward, why not get a prize as well?

    Keep your eyes posted on our blog throughout the summer for special book lists with BINGO recommendations from Roar Cat Reads and from guest posters!

    Share what you’re reading with the hashtag #RCRBookBingo2022 on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram.

    How to Play

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  • Matrix by Lauren Groff

    Matrix by Lauren Groff

    Genre | Historical Fiction
    Page #s | 260
    Publishing Date | September 2021

    Lauren Groff returns with her exhilarating first new novel since the groundbreaking Fates and Furies.

    Cast out of the royal court by Eleanor of Aquitaine, deemed too coarse and rough-hewn for marriage or courtly life, 17-year-old Marie de France is sent to England to be the new prioress of an impoverished abbey, its nuns on the brink of starvation and beset by disease.

    At first taken aback by the severity of her new life, Marie finds focus and love in collective life with her singular and mercurial sisters. In this crucible, Marie steadily supplants her desire for family, for her homeland, for the passions of her youth with something new to her: devotion to her sisters, and a conviction in her own divine visions. Marie, born the last in a long line of women warriors and crusaders, is determined to chart a bold new course for the women she now leads and protects. But in a world that is shifting and corroding in frightening ways, one that can never reconcile itself with her existence, will the sheer force of Marie’s vision be bulwark enough?

    Equally alive to the sacred and the profane, Matrix gathers currents of violence, sensuality, and religious ecstasy in a mesmerizing portrait of consuming passion, aberrant faith, and a woman that history moves both through and around. Lauren Groff’s new novel, her first since Fates and Furies, is a defiant and timely exploration of the raw power of female creativity in a corrupted world.

    Goodreads

    I read this book shortly after reading Thomas Cahill’s nonfiction book Mysteries of the Middle Ages: The Rise of Feminism, Science and Art, and WOW is that a great combination! In Matrix, historical figures are fictionalized and fleshed out in a way that makes the time period (early 12th century) accessible and relatable.

    Marie has the misfortune to be both a bastardess and as a tall, masculine woman. She is therefore exiled from polite society to an abbey, where she finds she is able to wield female power in a time when women were powerless. Echoing the historical figure of Hildegard of Bingen, Marie raises her abbey from obscurity to influence and deals with the subsequent discontent this raises. It’s an awesome example of historical feminism that is not anachronistic.

    In fact, this book is as much about life in the middle ages as it is about Marie; the joys and, more often, the squalor of life is vividly portrayed, and the threat of death from the simplest of sources is ever-present. Additionally, Marie is not a religious woman, but religion is baked into the fabric of society and is therefore inescapable. She grows to love the abbey and its nuns, and her relationship to visions and sacraments walks a fascinating fine line between appreciation and power.

    This is a blog about queer books, and so far this review might seem to imply a lack of queerness. Don’t worry! The abbey is full of women who have pledged themselves to chastity, but the medieval conception of this promise is limited to foregoing the pleasures of men. My absolute favorite part is the portrayal of courtly love from a woman’s point of view, as Marie loves Queen Eleanor of Aquitaine from afar and with all the devotion of the most loyal knight.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    Matrix is a nerdy book, but it’s going to fulfill a very specific niche for my sapphic history buffs!

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  • Walking Across Middle-Earth: Meet Pepe!

    Walking Across Middle-Earth: Meet Pepe!

    Tricia walked 18 miles this week | 1760 miles to Mordor
    Rachel walked 44 miles this week | 1729 miles to Mordor

    Week Two: Is Pepe Bill the Pony or Gollum?

    Last week Rachel and I went to the airport to pick up Pepe the Shih Tzu; he’s the beloved pet of a Turkish family who recently immigrated to the United States. There are a lot of weird reasons why he’s spending time in Canada before reuniting with them, but the short story is that he could be spending up to six months with us (reach out on socials @roarcatreads if you want the long story).

    I thought that having Pepe would mean a massive increase in miles walked, and for Rachel, that was definitely true! She takes him on an hour-long 6:00 a.m. walk, while I only take him out for bio breaks where I lose my interest in attempting a longer walk because he stops to sniff at and pee on literally everything. Hopefully I find a way to get past this, because Rachel is pulling away into the distance!

    Tricia’s Tracker

    Embarrassing! Last week I was all, “This was a very typical week – it’s only up from here!” And then a 4 mile decrease. Let’s check in on Rachel:

    Rachel’s Tracker

    Forty-four miles!! She lapped me and then some. Her early morning long walks with Pepe combined with the return of softball season mean she is one week away from our first milestone, while Tom Bombadil is not even on my horizon.

    Join the Fellowship

    Our Fellowship has grown by one. My brother Roy is joining the trek and has started tracking his miles and he heads out from The Shire. If you want to join us, let me know and we’ll all encourage each other as we desperately try to keep up with Rachel. “This Ring isn’t going to destroy itself,” she said when I complained. Well then. On to week three!

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  • DM’s Pocket Guide Ep 13: Perytons

    DM’s Pocket Guide Ep 13: Perytons

    Perytons are the perfect low-level monster to throw at your party and genuinely freak them out!  A bird with a humanoid shadow and a skull face with antlers, this creature will pursue a chosen victim until they've eaten their heart.  Learn more about this monstrosity in today's episode! Please like, review, and share to support DM’s Pocket Guide! We’re Tricia and Rachel from Roar Cat Reads.  If you would like to learn about a specific D&D rule or spell, send us a request at roarcatreads@gmail.com.  Transcripts of every episode are available!   If you want more rules, buy a copy of the Player’s Handbook! Follow us on Twitter and Instagram  Artwork by Haley Boros DM’s Pocket Guide is unofficial Fan Content permitted under the Fan Content Policy. Not approved/endorsed by Wizards. Portions of the materials used are property of Wizards of the Coast. ©Wizards of the Coast LLC.

    Transcription

    Welcome to DM’s Pocket Guide, where we discuss the rules, spells, and monsters of Dungeons and Dragons, 5th edition.

    Tricia:  Today we are going to talk about the creature Perytons… or peritons, paratons?

    Rachel:  I think you were right the first time: Perytons. 

    T:  These are found on page 251 of the Monster Manual and they’re truly terrifying.  I suggest that you look at the book for this one. It is like a giant bird with a stag’s head and antlers, but also like a bonehead with giant teeth. 

    R:  Yeah, I mean, that’s not a stag’s head. That’s a terrifying Halloween version of a stag’s head. 

    T:  Yes, yes, it is.  It is awful. But these are actually kind of like lower level monsters. It’s only a CR2.  They’ve got an armor class of 13 and only 33 hit points. So, these are a great creepy thing to throw at a level 3 group of adventurers.

    R: Can my druid become a peryton?

    T:  It cannot, because these are monstrosities.  Chaotic evil monstrosities, not beasts.  

    R:  Hah hah!  No perytons for you, Druid.

    T: These have a speed of 20 on the ground and a fly speed of 60, so –

    R:  That makes sense.  Faster in the air, they sort of waddle around on the ground. 

    T:  Yeah, it’s a bird.

    R: When you’re playing this monster, it’s probably gonna be in the air most of the battle. 

    T:  Yes. And as far as different attributes, it’s strong, but not very intelligent and it particularly has a really good perception skill of +5.

    R:  Like when it’s rolling to try and see you?

    T:  Yes. And additionally, with its Keen Sight and Smell, it has advantage on perception checks that rely on sight or smell. 

    R:  Oh, wait. So it’s gonna roll twice, it’s gonna add five–

    T:  Yeah. It’s gonna find you!

    R:  Oh man, I feel hunted already. 

    T:  Good!  As far as the damage resistances go, it is resistant to all bludgeoning, piercing and slashing damage from non-magical weapons.

    R:  Oh okay, so your regular village folk aren’t gonna have the means to drive a peryton – or not as effective at driving a peryton away. 

    T:  Exactly.  And some of the flavor text actually mentions that.  That this is a good way for adventures to be summoned, that perytons will be attacking villages and oh no, these villagers don’t have magical weapons.  So they’re gonna hire you!

    R: Yeah, of course, because they also have an unnatural hunger for humanoid flesh – elves, half elves, humans. 

    T:  So yeah, I can’t get enough of them.

    R:  Particularly enjoys the heart part of the human as I understand. 

    T:  Yes, yes. We’ll get there.  It does speak – nope, just kidding. It understands common and elvish, but it cannot speak it. So it will listen in on what you’re saying– 

    R:  And understand it. 

    T:  Yeah. Yeah. But it won’t speak back. 

    R:  No. No, with that mouth it won’t.

    T:  Some of its special attacks: It has a Dive attack which is a bit like hooves with your horses,  if it is flying and dives at least 30 feet in order to make its melee attacks on you, it can deal an extra 9 damage or 2d8. 

    R:  Oh, okay. Like charging with a horse. 

    T:  Yeah. 

    R:  Okay cool. 

    T:  Also, this one is a really good one. It has Flyby. This is when the peryton does not provoke an opportunity attack when it flies out of an enemy’s reach.

    R:  Oh, that’s so cool. Yes, I can imagine myself in a combat that I swooped by with this thing, and then one of my players would be like, “Wait, don’t I get enough opportunity attack?” and I will be like, “Ah ah ah maybe. Yeah, sure, go ahead.”  But no, because this creature has the feature Flyby.

    T:  Yeah, that’s great. And when it does attack you, it has a multi-attack. It can both gore you and talon you. So beak and the claws!!  To reference our owlbears. 

    R:  Oh, maybe the horns? Gore you with the horns? 

    T:  Yeah, that’s great. I think you should gore with whatever you got. 

    R:  Yeah.  We’re all about gore positivity on this podcast. 

    T:  When it does gore you, it will do 1d8 +3 piercing damage and when it talons you, it will do 2d4+3 piercing damage.

    R:  Okay, that’s not the most damage ever. 

    T:  No.  What really makes this monster creepy is what you referenced earlier. It loves hearts.

    R:  Oh that’s cute. Valentine’s Day is its favorite? 

    T:  Oh my gosh. We should definitely make a Valentine’s Day peryton adventure because it requires hearts in order to reproduce. 

    R:  Oh, cool. 

    T:  So female perytons literally cannot reproduce unless they have ingested a humanoid heart. And once they like, latch on to the heart that they want, they will not stop until they get it. 

    R:  Adorable!  I mean, horrifying.

    T:  Horrifying and adorable, the D&D sweet spot. And so yeah, it’s going to pursue creatures until either it dies or the creature dies. But I do think this is a good monster to use at like circling back around.  Make it leave before it dies the first time and pursue you.

    R:  Yeah, it does say if the peryton is driven away, it’ll wait for its opportunity to come back, which I love that. I think these guys’ terrain is like mountain, like high mountain ridges. So if you’re doing a big travel episode, just having this peryton just come back again and again and again– 

    T:  Yes!

    R:  Just choose one player in the party, and it’s like, “That. I want that one.” It just keeps coming after them. 

    T:  Yes. So creepy. What also is creepy is the very weird fact that its shadow does not look like a bird. It looks humanoid. 

    R:  Oh, interesting.  So like if they were, if the players were seeing the shadow, the pictures like up above–

    T:  Oh, there’s someone up there?  Oh, it’s a bird!  It’s gonna eat you!  Except for when it has just ingested a heart.  It’s shadow will appear in its true form.

    R:  Oh, cool. 

    T:  So really weird stuff that would be fun to play with.

    R:  Yeah, I can imagine trying to work that into a session. 


    T:  Yeah. So one last creepy thing is about its origin story of how perytons were created. Yeah there’s the boring version which is just, oh maybe humans were transformed by a hideous curse or magical experiment. 

    R:  Gah!! Not a hideous curse!

    T:  Yeah.  Or the bards tell a different story, a different story that is a little bit sexist and a lot stereotypical.  In which a woman finds out her husband has been cheating on her and cuts out the heart of the younger, more beautiful lady. 

    R:  Oh, is that in there?

    T:  Yes it’s literally in there.  The ritual succeeded, but the woman was exposed and hung for her villainy and then all of the little like, carrion birds nipped at her, and turned into perytons.

    R:  The story leading up to that is terrible, but the idea of creatures being transformed by the thing that they feed on, I could really see working out into a session. 

    T:  Yeah, well, I mean, I honestly just, I just think it’s lazy storytelling of like, oh, women’s vanity!  Women’s blah blah, you know?  But if you genderswap it and turn it into a man who thinks that his wife is cheating on him and so he cuts out the heart of the younger, more beautiful man, I’m way more into that. 

    R:  I mean I guess so!  Any kind of any kind of crime of passion, I think.

    T:  Yeah. 

    R:  Anything that involves the heart is the food for a potential peryton. 

    T:  Yeah, yeah. It’s a very good story. I just get a little tired of older women being jealous of younger women. 

    R:  Oh yeah. It’s always about, you know, oh you’re more beautiful and like, that’s not the only thing that matters.

    T:  Yeah. What if it was a younger woman being like “Oh, that older woman is so experienced and majestic. I’m so jealous.” 

    R:  I think that’s how you get zombies.  Brains!  Brains!

    T:  We’ll look at that a different time. For now, this has been Perytons on page 251 of the Monster Manual.

    Thanks for listening!  If you have something you’d like us to cover, email it to roarcatreads@gmail.com or find us on Twitter and Instagram @roarcatreads. 

  • How to Fail as a Popstar by Vivek Shraya

    How to Fail as a Popstar by Vivek Shraya

    Genre | Theatrical Memoir
    Page #s | 72
    Publishing Date | April 2021

    Described as “cultural rocket fuel” by Vanity Fair, Vivek Shraya is a multi-media artist whose art, music, novels, and poetry and children’s books explore the beauty and the power of personal and cultural transformation. How to Fail as a Popstar is Vivek’s debut theatrical work, a one-person show that chronicles her journey from singing in shopping malls to “not quite” pop music superstardom with beguiling humor and insight. A reflection on the power of pop culture, dreams, disappointments, and self-determination, this astonishing work is a raw, honest, and hopeful depiction of the search to find one’s authentic voice.

    The book includes color photographs from the show’s 2020 production in Toronto, and a foreword by its director Brendan Healy.

    Goodreads

    Vivek Shraya is on my list of “Read Everything They Write” authors (see my reviews of The Subtweet and I’m Afraid of Men), and How to Fail as a Popstar did not disappoint! Originally released as a theatrical memoir, you can read the play in novella form, which is what I did, and still enjoy all the jokes and emotions.

    From the title to the prologue, we are reminded that this is a story about failure. And not the pretty kind that revealed a deeper truth…the kind that hurts. The kind you carry with you, and that’s okay. Shraya’s story ends fairly abruptly, but that’s the nature of failure; you work and work and work until suddenly, it’s over. The anti-climactic ending is the point.

    This kind of story is so important to tell! In media, we only tend to see examples of people pursuing dreams and succeeding against all odds, but I’d wager nearly all of us have had a dream that didn’t go anywhere. And that experience deserves to be honoured too. Doing so creates the very important distinction between experiencing failure and being a failure. Shraya isn’t a failure – she’s an award-winning author. But she wasn’t successful at the thing she really wanted to do, and boy, is that a reality a lot of us can understand!

    With her customary honesty, wit, and sly humor, Shraya rocks it again. I can’t wait to read whatever she comes up with next!

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    How to Fail as a Popstar is a book for anyone who has failed because of systemic oppression, bad timing, unhelpful mentors, or bad luck.

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  • Walking Across Middle-Earth: How to Start

    Walking Across Middle-Earth: How to Start

    Tricia walked 22 miles | 1778 miles to Mordor
    Rachel walked 27 miles | 1773 miles to Mordor

    Week One: How Our Journey Began

    A couple weeks ago, the internet advertised The Conquerer’s The Lord of the Rings Virtual Challenge, a $200 walking challenge that looked very cool, but…$200. I am always looking for a unique motivator to get outside and get moving, and I am a huge LotR fan. I figured I could make my own version for free, which is exactly what I spent my free time on holiday doing!

    It turns out there are a lot of Middle-Earth nerds who want to retrace Frodo and Sam’s journey from Hobbiton to Mount Doom! I liked The Nerd Fitness Walking to Mordor and Back spreadsheet but wanted more milestones to enjoy along the way, so I used LOTR Project to calculate my own walking journey. The result is available for free in our Ko-Fi shop!

    “It’s a dangerous business, Frodo, going out your door. You step onto the road, and if you don’t keep your feet, there’s no knowing where you might be swept off to.”

    The Fellowship of the Ring

    Going Out Our Door

    This week Rachel and I both started our journeys. We started the week with a hobbit-worthy afternoon tea (shown in the blog cover picture). We tried to keep our walking fairly typical, so this should be a fairly good foundational number.

    Using my Fitbit app, I can see that I walked 21.97 miles this week. Since it takes 1,800 miles to get to Mount Doom, it will take me 82 weeks to walk there at this pace…that’s one year and 7.5 months. YIKES. I’ll see if I can step up the pace a little bit!

    I’ll be blogging about my experiences semi-regularly, and I would love for you to join me. After all, what’s a walking journey without a fellowship?

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