Category: Book Review

  • Bloody Rose by Nicholas Eames

    Bloody Rose by Nicholas Eames

    Genre | Fantasy
    Page #s | 544
    Publishing Date | August 2018

    Live fast, die young.

    Tam Hashford is tired of working at her local pub, slinging drinks for world-famous mercenaries and listening to the bards sing of adventure and glory in the world beyond her sleepy hometown.

    When the biggest mercenary band of all rolls into town, led by the infamous Bloody Rose, Tam jumps at the chance to sign on as their bard. It’s adventure she wants – and adventure she gets as the crew embark on a quest that will end in one of two ways: glory or death.

    It’s time to take a walk on the wyld side.

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    Kings of the Wyld, Eames’ first book, is one of my favorites, but it’s a book about old men reliving their adventuring glory days, and I can’t really justify reviewing it for my queer blog. The sequel, though? Well, Bloody Rose has three women in the main cast of five, and two of them are queer. It’s everything I wanted from his D&D-inspired fantasy world full of humor, creativity, and heart, and it works perfectly well as a standalone story, so start reading it now!

    Tam joins the legendary band (the term in Eames’ books given to adventuring parties, as they are treated like rock stars within the world) Fable as a bard to record the tales of their accomplishments. This is strange, as Fable claims to have a gig that’s in the exact opposite direction of the monstrous horde that threatens the world and has every other band eager to fight for glory. Turns out, it’s all connected, and the five members of Fable will be pushed to their limits to conquer personal demons and literal monsters with a little help from their friends. I love a story where defeating the big bad only serves to help the bigger bad.

    In this world, monster hunters have transitioned from a more legitimate “saving helpless townsfolk from marauding creatures” role to a lucrative career of touring stadiums to defeat captured “monsters” – and no one wants to look too closely at whether these creatures are truly evil. It’s uncomfortable to read sometimes, which is the point. As a character says later in the story, “We are the ones going bump in the night.” We never QUITE get the Justice for Monsters storyline that I craved, but I look forward to seeing how the world has shifted in this regard in future books.

    As excellent as the plot is, it is the characters that truly sell this story. Tam is great everywoman protagonist, and it’s a joy to watch her grow, both physically and emotionally. Rose and Freecloud are the stars in an epic romance that is all the more fun for seeing it from the side. Cura is a gothic bisexual inkwitch who summons terrifying beings from tattoos that she gave herself to memorialize, and relive, her trauma. I wrote her off as a stereotypical male-gazey manic pixie sex girl at first, but the arc of her story was probably the most meaningful of all to me. And Brune is a giant barbarian of a man, sweet and coarse, and with a family-based storyline that was really engaging and left me wanting more.

    I was impressed by how diverse and complex the women in this book are. Whether they are going through a classic coming-of-age storyline (Tam), struggling to balance personal glory with motherhood (Rose) or healing from a traumatic past (Cura), each woman is fully realized and awesomely gifted and flawed. This is also the only fantasy book I’ve read that includes an offhanded comment about women dealing with their periods in between epic battles. I love it!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    If you love classic fantasy with a lovingly snarky twist, Bloody Rose will delight and entertain!

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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  • Meet the Author: Sarah Blake

    Meet the Author: Sarah Blake

    It was my absolute pleasure to interview Sarah Blake (she/her) about Naamah. This retelling of the story of Noah from his bisexual wife’s perspective became a fast favorite of mine, and I can’t seem to stop including it in my “Best OfLists. Please enjoy this interview with Sarah Blake:

    What motivated you to retell the story of Noah? 

    In my poetry, I was rewriting the stories of women I’d been introduced to in my childhood. In these new stories about them, I wanted them to be women that I would have been drawn to. So many stories of women ended in heartache, sacrifice, punishment, and death. And the happy endings took place at marriage, which seemed a little early to me.

    What themes were you keen to explore and make your own?

    I wanted to explore hopelessness. That’s what drew me to Naamah. I felt hopeless in my life (in the face of gun violence and rising antisemitism), but her situation was hopeless to the extreme. She was stuck on the water with no end in sight, with every task at hand a difficult one, and with everyone she knew dead. I wanted to offer her things–gifts, respite, love, escape. 

    And I was drawn to the time period. We have so little evidence about that time, I could imagine it however I wanted. I could explore sexuality, gender, and marriage without any of the social constraints of today. In a book about God trying to get the world right, I could make something closer to the world I wanted.  

    Naamah is a bisexual woman whose sexuality is complicated but never apologized for.  Why was it important for you to create her this way?

    I thought this was important, yes, but I also thought it would be the truth! I didn’t feel like I was creating Naamah that way. Instead I felt like I was interrogating what a woman would be like in this time, given these circumstances. That she would be bisexual (or pansexual) seemed beyond question to me. If you strip back all of the terrible things we’re taught about what’s normal and what’s not, about what to have shame about, what to have guilt about, I think what’s left is people experiencing attraction all over the spectrum of sexuality. 

    You chose to represent Naamah’s experience, in part, through her loss of vision.  To me, that evokes so much of the hopelessness you described as a theme – the literal representation of not being able to see anything, let alone something better. What does Naamah’s inability to see the animals on the ark say about her way of coping with immense tragedy?

    I’ve always been fascinated with the ways our minds try to protect us–what we forget and what we remember–and how often our mind gets it wrong. Holding onto some terrible memory isn’t actually protecting us from future harm! When I thought about Naamah on the ark, after months had passed, with no end to the flood in sight, I imagined that her mind might try to protect her. And the first thing I thought it might do is strip her of her ability to see them, which, of course, puts her in more danger. 

    For Naamah, the unseen world (of angels, visions, and memories) becomes more real than the family and animals that are stuck on the boat with her.  Why did you focus so much of Naamah’s journey on her interactions with Sarai, with the Metatron, etc.?

    The children, still alive under the water, were a gift to Naamah, and to myself. It was hard to face all of the tragedy that the flood posed. Sarai, too, was a gift–a glimpse into the future, some small hope that all of Naamah’s work is not for nothing.

    From the start of the book, I knew Naamah would have to talk to God the way that Noah had talked to Him. And I knew that, according to ancient Jewish texts, this would be through the Metatron. (I also love Kevin Smith’s Dogma, and Alan Rickman’s portrayal of the Metatron, so I had to include him!) Building up her encounters with the Metatron allowed me and her to have that final conversation with God.

    I am also struck by how much Naamah lives in her body, in her physicality.  This is especially evident in her vibrant sex life.  These sorts of representations are few and far between, never mind the fact that this is a reimagining of a biblical story.  Did you have any pushback when you were creating or selling the book?

    This is so important to me, across all of my work. I love bodies, and my body, and I want everyone to love their body. And I especially want people to have the language and the comfort level that they need to talk about their body, be it to their partner(s) or to medical professionals. 

    Luckily, I didn’t have any pushback. There were many agents who only wanted to represent the book if I removed the sex or the cursing or the whathaveyou. So I waited until I found the right agent! And she knew instantly which editor would love this book and would stand behind every part of it that mattered to me. I was very lucky.

    What do you hope readers take away from Naamah?

    I hope at the end of the book there’s a sense of power and joy. That’s what I wanted for Naamah and for myself. 

    Your new book, Clean Air, comes out February 8, 2022.  What can you tell Roar Cat Reads readers about it? 

    I’m so excited about Clean Air. It’s about Izabel, her husband, Kaito, and their daughter, Cami. They live in a future where unfiltered air is unbreathable due to pollen levels. Their lives take place in dozens of airtight domes. At the very start of the book, someone begins slashing those domes, killing the families inside by exposing them to the air. Soon Izabel and her family get tangled up with the killer in a few unpredictable ways, and it’s a pretty wild ride!


    For more information on Sarah Blake and her work, please visit her website.

  • Karen Memory by Elizabeth Bear

    Karen Memory by Elizabeth Bear

    Genre | Historical Steampunk Fiction
    Page #s | 346
    Publishing Date | February 2015

    “You ain’t gonna like what I have to tell you, but I’m gonna tell you anyway. See, my name is Karen Memery, like memory only spelt with an e, and I’m one of the girls what works in the Hôtel Mon Cherie on Amity Street. Hôtel has a little hat over the o like that. It’s French, so Beatrice tells me.”

    Set in the late 19th century—when the city we now call Seattle Underground was the whole town (and still on the surface), when airships plied the trade routes, would-be gold miners were heading to the gold fields of Alaska, and steam-powered mechanicals stalked the waterfront, Karen is a young woman on her own, is making the best of her orphaned state by working in Madame Damnable’s high-quality bordello. Through Karen’s eyes we get to know the other girls in the house—a resourceful group—and the poor and the powerful of the town. Trouble erupts one night when a badly injured girl arrives at their door, begging sanctuary, followed by the man who holds her indenture, and who has a machine that can take over anyone’s mind and control their actions. And as if that wasn’t bad enough, the next night brings a body dumped in their rubbish heap—a streetwalker who has been brutally murdered.

    Bear brings alive this Jack-the-Ripper yarn of the old west with a light touch in Karen’s own memorable voice, and a mesmerizing evocation of classic steam-powered science.

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    Karen Memory is an action-packed adventure in a steampunk historical setting that balances “historical accuracy” with modern values with astonishing deftness. With a diverse cast of characters working in a brothel, the book is supportive of sex work while centering its plot on taking down those responsible for sexual exploitation. Additionally, our heroes are queer women, black and Native American men, and a supporting cast of transgender and multi-racial folks. It is an utter delight!

    Karen is our protagonist, a spirited young woman who pushes her way through life with confidence and level-headed acceptance. She is constantly interacting with new people in a way that acknowledges the stereotypes her white world has about them but assumes that their way of doing things is different and valid. It feels effortless, and is an excellent model of how to be historically accurate without being racist. She’s also an absolute delight to “listen” to. Her fabulous Western drawl full of colorful analogies comes through strong in the writing, and even more perfectly via audiobook.

    Priya is Karen’s love interest, a woman who has escaped a dangerous and exploitative brothel and wants to help her sister do the same. She’s far from a helpless damsel, though. Priya is the brains of the duo, fluent in multiple languages and quick to pick up most skills. Her relationship with Karen is sweet, supportive, and a little bit dashing.

    I’ve read this book twice now, and both times when it started, I was hesitant to continue. It sets itself up as a old-fashioned story about “prostitutes with hearts of gold.” But as the story unveils itself, it’s far richer and more meaningful than any trope. I highly recommend!

    Rating: 4 out of 5.

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  • Everyone in This Room Will Someday Be Dead by Emily Austin

    Everyone in This Room Will Someday Be Dead by Emily Austin

    Genre | Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 256
    Publishing Date | July 2021

    Gilda, a twenty-something lesbian, cannot stop ruminating about death. Desperate for relief from her panicky mind and alienated from her repressive family, she responds to a flyer for free therapy at a local Catholic church, and finds herself being greeted by Father Jeff, who assumes she’s there for a job interview. Too embarrassed to correct him, Gilda is abruptly hired to replace the recently deceased receptionist Grace.

    In between trying to memorize the lines to Catholic mass, hiding the fact that she has a new girlfriend, and erecting a dirty dish tower in her crumbling apartment, Gilda strikes up an email correspondence with Grace’s old friend. She can’t bear to ignore the kindly old woman, who has been trying to reach her friend through the church inbox, but she also can’t bring herself to break the bad news. Desperate, she begins impersonating Grace via email. But when the police discover suspicious circumstances surrounding Grace’s death, Gilda may have to finally reveal the truth of her mortifying existence.

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    I ADORED this book. It isn’t your stereotypical page turner, since it is about the deteriorating mental health of a young woman, but I couldn’t put it down and finished it in two days. It’s written with such honesty that I was entirely won over; the hope and heart that we finally get to enjoy feels well-earned and so satisfying.

    Gilda is depressed, and as a result has no sense of self. She accepts what the people around her decide is true for her, which leads her (an atheist lesbian) to working at a church and dating a man. I’m finding it so hard to describe this book – it sounds like it would either lean into a wacky comedy vibe or else be a tranwreck. It’s neither of those things. Gilda is entirely sympathetic and relatable, and with every step she takes into losing herself, we as the readers are desperate to see her find and stand up for herself.

    This is honestly going to be such a terrible review. I don’t know how to talk about this book! All I know is that I felt like it was written just for me, and I loved it. It isn’t about religion saving someone; instead, by working at the church and chatting with parishioners, Gilda realizes that everyone struggles, no matter what defenses they seem to have. It also isn’t about love saving someone, though the sweet moments with her girlfriend are bright spots in narrative. Instead, it’s about the slow slog toward health, and that might not sound intriguing but I have to say again that I loved it!!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Everyone In This Room Will Someday Be Dead is the perfect book for someone who appreciates the perspective one can get from staring into the darkest parts of our psyche.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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  • Hani and Ishu’s Guide to Fake Dating by Abida Jaigirdar

    Hani and Ishu’s Guide to Fake Dating by Abida Jaigirdar

    Genre | YA Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 352
    Publishing Date | May 2021

    Everyone likes Humaira “Hani” Khan—she’s easy going and one of the most popular girls at school. But when she comes out to her friends as bisexual, they invalidate her identity, saying she can’t be bi if she’s only dated guys. Panicked, Hani blurts out that she’s in a relationship…with a girl her friends absolutely hate—Ishita “Ishu” Dey. Ishu is the complete opposite of Hani. She’s an academic overachiever who hopes that becoming head girl will set her on the right track for college. But Ishita agrees to help Hani, if Hani will help her become more popular so that she stands a chance of being elected head girl.

    Despite their mutually beneficial pact, they start developing real feelings for each other. But relationships are complicated, and some people will do anything to stop two Bengali girls from achieving happily ever after.

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    I have been reading a surprising amount of fake dating books lately (yay!) and this is one of the best. Hani and Ishu get to know each other through pretending to date – before that, they were schoolmates with only one shared class, a cultural similarity that actually drove them away from each other, and a lack of awareness as to each other’s compatible sexuality. As they spend time together, they start to like each other, but they’re teenagers and it’s awkward! I loved every page of this quick read, and I highly recommend it to any other fans of the fake dating trope.

    As I mentioned earlier, both Hani and Ishu live in Ireland, but their families moved there from India. When the book starts, they stayed away from each other to avoid the stereotype of “you go together.” But as they start to date, it is a joy to watch them realize how nice it is to be around someone who understands their culture, family, and values. Although Hani’s family are Muslims and Ishu’s family are non-religious, they get each other in a way their fellow classmates can’t (or don’t, since their classmates are racist little ****heads). And before I move on from this, it was so lovely to read about a queer affirming Muslim family; Hani is already out to her parents before the book begins, and they support her relationship with Ishu from start to finish.

    The only thing that felt like a bit of stretch was just how horrible Hani’s friends are. They belittle her culture and her sexuality. In fact, their refusal to believe she is bisexual (“how do you know if you haven’t kissed a girl?” UGH) is what prompts her to claim she is dating Ishu. They are the worst! Although I am prepared to believe that teenagers can truly be that awful, I found it hard to stomach the thought that Hani could not see how terrible their treatment of her was. Regardless, it was a delight to watch her stand up for herself and finally put them in their place.

    In addition to terrible friends, we get unhealthy families. Ishu’s parents live vicariously through their daughters’ success, and Ishu and her older sister have always been at each other’s throats for their approval. Until the book begins, anyway, when her older sister drops out of college and becomes the black sheep of the family. I really liked watching Ishu navigate this new relationship – first with suspicion, and then with gratitude.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Hani and Ishu’s Guide to Fake Dating is a cute, fast read that is perfect for anyone wanting a light-hearted, PG-rated sapphic romance.

    Rating: 4 out of 5.

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  • 9 LGBTQ+ Books I Couldn’t Put Down

    9 LGBTQ+ Books I Couldn’t Put Down

    My favorite kind of reading experience is a book that catches my attention and refuses to let it go, one that keeps me up late at night because I just have to know what’s going to happen next. These are 9 of the most captivating LGBTQ+ books I’ve read that I couldn’t put down!

    Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Saenz

    Every time I read this book, I find myself staying up late to read just one more page! It’s the perfect coming-of-age story, centering around two teenage boys who are figuring out who they are individually and together. Thoughtful, sweet, and dramatic, this is one of the first books I recommend to friends.

    (YA contemporary fiction)

    Read my full review here.


    The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid

    An absolutely engrossing story about an opinionated, passionate, aged Hollywood superstar telling her story while slowly revealing multiple mysteries – some of them queer! Give me more stories of feminist bisexual older women!

    (historical/contemporary fiction)

    Read my full review here.


    Naamah by Sarah Blake

    This one is a little niche, but this queer retelling of the story of Noah’s ark focused on his wife (here named Naamah) hit my exact intersection of interests. If you’ve got a religious past (or present, I suppose) and want to interrogate some God feelings with a queer-positive protagonist, I highly recommend!

    (biblical historical fantasy)

    Read my full review here.


    The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller

    There is perhaps no better medium for gay stories than Greek myths, and this retelling of Achilles and Patroclus is perfection. I swooned, I cried, I left convinced that this was the correct version of the tale.

    (mythology)

    Read my full review here.


    Like Crazy: Life With My Mother and Her Invisible Friends by Dan Mathews

    Surprisingly uplifting for such a heavy subject, this memoir of a gay man bringing his aging mother to his home to be diagnosed with schizophrenia and then die peacefully is lovely, true, and often pretty hilarious. A perfect book is one that makes me both laugh out loud and cry, and I closed this book with such emotional catharsis.

    (memoir)

    Read my full review here.


    The House in the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune

    The cutest of books, I didn’t want this one to end even though I couldn’t slow myself down while reading it! When a magical social worker investigates an orphanage for adorably dangerous magical children, he falls in love with the man who runs the place, and my heart exploded at least twenty times.

    (fantasy)

    Read my full review here.


    Tomorrow Will Be Different: Love, Loss, and the Fight for Trans Equality by Sarah McBride

    I would never have guessed that a memoir about US state politics would have had me desperately turning the pages to see what would happen next, but McBride tells her story of coming out, falling in love, fighting for trans rights, and losing her love with perfection.

    (memoir)

    Read my full review here.


    The Deep & Dark Blue by Niki Smith

    A complex story told beautifully, this graphic novel tells the story of royal twins who escape a coup to hide in a magical nunnery. One wants to leave and be a hero, and the other feels surprisingly at home as a girl. It makes world building and trans-positive stories look easy!

    (middle grade fantasy graphic novel)

    Read my full review here.


    Roadqueen: Eternal Roadtrip to Love by Mira Ong Chua

    I called this “the best thing I’ve ever read” when I reviewed it, and I stand by this hyperbole. It’s a ridiculous story about fake dating and manipulating someone into being a “decent lesbian,” and I tore through every page while shrieking with laughter.

    (graphic novel)

    Read my full review here.

    What queer books have you read that you loved so much you couldn’t put them down?

  • Psalm for the Wild-Built by Becky Chambers

    Psalm for the Wild-Built by Becky Chambers

    Genre | Science Fiction Novella
    Page #s | 160
    Publishing Date | July 2021

    Hugo Award-winner Becky Chambers’s delightful new series gives us hope for the future.

    It’s been centuries since the robots of Earth gained self-awareness and laid down their tools.
    Centuries since they wandered, en masse, into the wilderness, never to be seen again.
    Centuries since they faded into myth and urban legend.

    One day, the life of a tea monk is upended by the arrival of a robot, there to honor the old promise of checking in. The robot cannot go back until the question of “what do people need?” is answered.

    But the answer to that question depends on who you ask, and how.
    They’re going to need to ask it a lot.

    Becky Chambers’ new series asks: in a world where people have what they want, does having more matter?

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    A cozy novella about discontent and discovery, Psalm for the Wild-Built is comforting and inspiring. Set in a rich world that had me eager for further exploration in the (hopefully inevitable) sequels, I adored learning about the unexpected robot consciousness event and how the world reacted in the best possible way – by dividing the world in half and letting robots roam free in the wild.

    Sibling Dex, a non-binary tea monk, travels the world as a barista/counselor on their bike-powered tiny house. If that sentence doesn’t make you want to read the book, then our brains work in very different ways. Despite living in supportive, meaningful environments, Dex can’t help but want more. This drive leads them into the wild, where they come across Mosscap, a robot whose curiosity has led them seek out a human, hoping to discover what it is that humans need. Together they journey, talk, and learn from each other. There’s not really a plot, and one isn’t necessary. It’s perfect exactly as it is.

    There are a few things that I especially love about this novella. The first is the titular concept of “wild-built” – the original robots decided not to live forever but to remake themselves, combining pieces of themselves with other robots to create a new generation. However, the phrase also evokes the feeling that drives Dex – a restless need to wander and discover that the civilized world doesn’t understand or feel.

    I also adored the naming convention for robots, the easy way gender and sexuality is portrayed, and the vision of a future in which the right ecological and social decisions were made. It’s a wholly lovely book, and I very much recommend it.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Perfect for anyone who wants a short and sweet science fiction story.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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  • Honey Girl by Morgan Rogers

    Honey Girl by Morgan Rogers

    Genre | Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 241
    Publishing Date | February 2021

    With her newly completed PhD in astronomy in hand, twenty-eight-year-old Grace Porter goes on a girls’ trip to Vegas to celebrate. She is not the kind of person who goes to Vegas and gets drunkenly married to a woman whose name she doesn’t know…until she does exactly that.

    This one moment of departure from her stern ex-military father’s plans for her life has Grace wondering why she doesn’t feel more fulfilled from completing her degree. Staggering under the weight of her father’s expectations, a struggling job market and feelings of burnout, Grace flees her home in Portland for a summer in New York with the wife she barely knows.

    When reality comes crashing in, Grace must face what she’s been running from all along—the fears that make us human, the family scars that need to heal and the longing for connection, especially when navigating the messiness of adulthood. 

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    Honey Girl is a book about letting go of your control-freak plans and accepting the goodness that sometimes comes from the least expected places. Grace is a high achiever with a military father and a PhD in astronomy she has worked 11 years to earn. When she is kept out of jobs because of her race and sexuality, she and her friends take a holiday in Las Vegas…where she wakes one morning with a picture of her new wife. She is surprised to realize that this drunken mistake might actually be the best thing happening for her; but this book isn’t pure romance. Grace has to deal with her depression, fear, and immanent adulthood with the help of her friends and family.

    Grace (attempts to) escape from her depression and professional disappointments by fleeing from Portland to New York to see her new wife. They fall in love very easily (she has good drunken taste) but ultimately realizes she needs to work on herself. She then goes to Florida to visit her mom and soon-to-be-stepdad, goes to counseling, and does some serious self-care. From there, well…you’ll have to read the book.

    Although I liked that the book covered both romance and mental health, I sometimes felt like it might have flowed better if it had leaned more fully in one direction or the other. Perhaps that is just me desperate for a full on lesbian Las Vegas romance that starts with marriage and works backward to dating and falling in love.

    What makes this book stand apart is the fact that it is about a queer biracial woman struggling and dealing with mental health issues while dating/married to a Japanese-American woman. More of this representation!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    This would be a great book for academics and new adults who need reminding that hard work ought to be balanced with serendipity.

    Rating: 3 out of 5.

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  • The Girl from the Sea by Molly Ostertag

    The Girl from the Sea by Molly Ostertag

    Genre | Graphic Novel
    Page #s | 256
    Publishing Date | June 2021

    From the author of The Witch Boy trilogy comes a graphic novel about family, romance, and first love.

    Fifteen-year-old Morgan has a secret: She can’t wait to escape the perfect little island where she lives. She’s desperate to finish high school and escape her sad divorced mom, her volatile little brother, and worst of all, her great group of friends…who don’t understand Morgan at all. Because really, Morgan’s biggest secret is that she has a lot of secrets, including the one about wanting to kiss another girl.

    Then one night, Morgan is saved from drowning by a mysterious girl named Keltie. The two become friends and suddenly life on the island doesn’t seem so stifling anymore.

    But Keltie has some secrets of her own. And as the girls start to fall in love, everything they’re each trying to hide will find its way to the surface…whether Morgan is ready or not.

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    I’ve been a fan of Noelle Stevenson for over a decade, but The Girl from the Sea is the first time I’ve experienced her wife, Molly Ostertag’s, work. When the story began with an ultra-romantic fairy tale kiss of true love (albeit between a teen girl and a female selkie-turned-human), I was tempted to write it off as cheesy. But the story that developed became very meaningful, addressing plans and fears and a love that changes you rather than lasts forever.

    Morgan is a closeted teenager who just wants to get out of her small town so that she can start living her life. When she kisses a mythological kelpie into human form, she is suddenly confronted with the opportunity to change her plan and be fully herself now. Cue coming out scenes with her family and friends (her mom’s “coming out of the closet” joke made me literally laugh out loud in both delight and tearful joy). Her friends take a bit more convincing, but that’s less about Keltie being female than about her awkwardness as a new human who loves gaudy dolphin-printed t-shirts.

    Just as they are set to enjoy a young gay relationship, Keltie’s ecological goal to save the seals results in a chain of events that once again necessitates a change of plans. It is bittersweet, but absolutely the ending that I wanted. I love a good romance that shows how important it is to be with someone even if it doesn’t last forever.

    The story is excellent, and the drawings that make up the graphic novel are similarly wonderful. I especially liked the way Ostertag represented text conversations. She’s a great creator, and I’ll have to check out more of her stuff!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Anyone who likes a sweet-to-bittersweet romance about growing up and accepting who you are.

    Rating: 4 out of 5.

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  • 2021 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo WINNER!

    2021 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo WINNER!

    School is starting, the weather is turning, and Roar Cat Reads’ first annual LGBTQ+ Book Bingo has concluded! That means it’s time to announce our winner…

    Congratulations Chelsea!

    Chelsea is a book blogger at Spotlight on Stories, and she read a lot this summer! Check out the books that made her a winner:

    • Set in a different country – Black Water Sister by Zen Cho (set in Malaysia)
    • Includes magic – The Chosen and the Beautiful by Nghi Vo 
    • Award winning – Elatsoe by Darcie Little Badger (Won the 2021 Locus Award for First Novel)
    • Historical novel – A Master of Djinn by P. Djèlí Clark (set in 1912, Cairo)
    • Set on a beach – The House in the Cerulean Sea by T.J. Klune

    The other squares I’ve completed are:

    • Cleared out your TBR – Sorrowland by Rivers Solomon
    • Reread a favourite – The Empress of Salt and Fortune by Nghi Vo
    • Free – The Witness for the Dead by Katherine Addison
    • Gender nonconforming protagonist – The Black Tides of Heaven by Neon Yang
    • Graphic Novel – Heartstopper volume 3 by Alice Oseman
    • Science-fiction – The Galaxy, and the Ground Within by Becky Chambers
    • A genre you don’t normally read – Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall
    • Bisexual protagonist – Subtle Blood by K.J. Charles
    • Story about friendship – The Subtweet by Vivek Shraya
    • Novella – The Red Threads of Fate by Neon Yang

    As the winner of this year’s BINGO drawing, Chelsea has won a $10 gift card to the book store of her choice.

    Congratulations again, Chelsea! We hope to see you again for next year’s 2022 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo!

  • One More Stop by Casey McQuiston

    One More Stop by Casey McQuiston

    Genre | YA Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 422
    Publishing Date | June 2021

    From the New York Times bestselling author of Red, White & Royal Blue comes a new romantic comedy that will stop readers in their tracks…

    For cynical twenty-three-year-old August, moving to New York City is supposed to prove her right: that things like magic and cinematic love stories don’t exist, and the only smart way to go through life is alone. She can’t imagine how waiting tables at a 24-hour pancake diner and moving in with too many weird roommates could possibly change that. And there’s certainly no chance of her subway commute being anything more than a daily trudge through boredom and electrical failures.

    But then, there’s this gorgeous girl on the train.

    Jane. Dazzling, charming, mysterious, impossible Jane. Jane with her rough edges and swoopy hair and soft smile, showing up in a leather jacket to save August’s day when she needed it most. August’s subway crush becomes the best part of her day, but pretty soon, she discovers there’s one big problem: Jane doesn’t just look like an old school punk rocker. She’s literally displaced in time from the 1970s, and August is going to have to use everything she tried to leave in her own past to help her. Maybe it’s time to start believing in some things, after all.

    Casey McQuiston’s One Last Stop is a magical, sexy, big-hearted romance where the impossible becomes possible as August does everything in her power to save the girl lost in time.

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    I loved McQuiston’s Red White, and Royal Blue, but unfortunately, I just could not get emotionally invested in One More Stop. If the romance and fantasy had been taken out and it was just a story about a girl moving to New York City and becoming friends with witty, sparkling roommates on a quest to save a local pancake restaurant, it would have been perfect. How did a book make me want LESS romance and fantasy? A tragedy.

    When August meets Jane on the Q line of the Subway, I rolled my eyes for 80 pages of gay manic pixie dream girl. Jane was quirky and funny and everybody wanted her! When it turned out that there was an explanation for her clothes and retro music, I was very intrigued. But then we got hundreds of pages of just… this very weird conceit. Jane got unstuck in time and now lives on a Subway line? And they just kind of…date on a subway? And sleep together on a subway *shudder*?? How unsanitary. I’m so not into it.

    It’s a shame, because the characters and writing are all truly excellent. The plot was just a big miss for me.

    What Make This Book Queer?

    In addition to a bisexual protagonist falling in love with a time-displaced lesbian, August moves in to an apartment with a trans man and his girlfriend as well as their disowned gay roommate who is in love with the drag queen next door. This book is bursting with queerness, and that part is super fun and lovely.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    I think a lot of people will love this book, despite my unenthusiastic reaction to it. If you want a light-hearted, kooky love story, give it a try!

    Rating: 3 out of 5.

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  • Roadqueen: Eternal Roadtrip to Love by Mira Ong Chua

    Roadqueen: Eternal Roadtrip to Love by Mira Ong Chua

    Genre | Graphic Novel
    Page #s | 270
    Publishing Date | December 2018

    SHE CAN STEAL THE HEART OF EVERY GIRL…EXCEPT THE ONE WHO STOLE HER BIKE!

    Leo’s the hottest senior at Princess Andromeda Academy, and her adoring fangirls have one goal: to beat her in a road race so she’ll go out with them. Unfortunately, the only thing Leo loves more than breaking hearts is her faithful old motorcycle, Bethany. But the arrival of mysterious new girl Vega upends her daily routine forever.

    Now it’s graduation season, and with her beloved motorcycle gone, Leo finds herself facing a lonely summer at an all-time low…until mysterious beauty Vega comes crashing back into her life. The two strike a deal that puts Leo’s bike – and dignity – on the line. Will Leo rise to the occasion, or lose Bethany forever? What’s Vega’s deal, anyway? And what’s this burning feeling in both of their hearts??? 

    ROADQUEEN: ETERNAL ROADTRIP TO LOVE contains strong language, nudity, and sexual content and is recommended for mature readers 18+ only.

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    Every page of this graphic novel was an absolute delight. I literally screamed several times, and I retold almost every page to my girlfriend before forcing it to read it for herself. Every queer lady should read this hilarious story about a lesbian f***boy who is duped into becoming a “decent lesbian,” full of hot ladies, motorcycles, fake dating, and emotions.

    Everything about this book is ridiculous, but it is so unapologetically happy in its lesbian fever dream that it invites readers to revel in the drama. Leo is beloved by everyone in her school, but she won’t give any of the girls the time of day. When a mysterious hot transfer student fixes her motorcycle, Leo falls in love…only for the hot girl to disappear! Instead of learning her lesson and appreciating other girls, Leo sulks and continues to ignore her adoring fans. The hot girl (Vega) reappears to scold Leo for failing to become a decent lesbian. What the actual heck?? Hahaha, this all takes place in the first 30 pages or so. The majority of the book is what comes next: Vega’s second scheme is to force Leo to date her for a week and prove that she can be a good girlfriend. Cue fitting room montages, carnival games, and starlit conversations! Motivations are revealed, adorable epilogues are gifted, and I am just tearing through each page with gigantic heart eyes.

    I assume there are people out there who would think this book is dumb, but I have no time for those people. This is maybe the greatest thing I’ve ever read, and I genuinely want to print multiple pages from this book to hang in my house.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Gay ladies with a sense of humor.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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  • The Prophets by Robert Jones Jr.

    The Prophets by Robert Jones Jr.

    Genre | Historical Fiction
    Page #s | 400
    Publishing Date | January 2021

    A novel about the forbidden union between two enslaved young men on a Deep South plantation, the refuge they find in each other, and a betrayal that threatens their existence.

    Isaiah was Samuel’s and Samuel was Isaiah’s. That was the way it was since the beginning, and the way it was to be until the end. In the barn they tended to the animals, but also to each other, transforming the hollowed-out shed into a place of human refuge, a source of intimacy and hope in a world ruled by vicious masters. But when an older man—a fellow slave—seeks to gain favor by preaching the master’s gospel on the plantation, the enslaved begin to turn on their own. Isaiah and Samuel’s love, which was once so simple, is seen as sinful and a clear danger to the plantation’s harmony.

    With a lyricism reminiscent of Toni Morrison, Robert Jones, Jr. fiercely summons the voices of slaver and the enslaved alike to tell the story of these two men; from Amos the preacher to the calculating slave-master himself to the long line of women that surround them, women who have carried the soul of the plantation on their shoulders. As tensions build and the weight of centuries—of ancestors and future generations to come—culminate in a climactic reckoning, The Prophets masterfully reveals the pain and suffering of inheritance, but is also shot through with hope, beauty, and truth, portraying the enormous, heroic power of love.

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    I don’t generally read novels about slavery or the Holocaust or any hugely traumatic occurrence in which some people brutalized and dehumanized other people (I can do nonfiction more easily, but novels feel more like entertainment to me, and those subjects are not entertainment). However, the book club I am a part of sometimes reads these kinds of books, and I am grateful to have been pushed outside of my comfort zone and to have read such a phenomenal book by Robert Jones Jr.

    The story of the The Prophets revolves around the love between Isaiah and Samuel and the way that it effects everyone on a plantation called Empty. However, each chapter comes from a unique character’s point of view, from other slaves to the master of the plantation to ancestors in Africa first experiencing the arrival of and enslavement by white men. The variety of experiences portrayed and the depth with which is character is explored is truly stunning. I cannot believe this is Jones Jr.’s debut novel; he is incredibly talented.

    As a book about the experience of enslaved people, it is obviously hard to read. However, I did not find that it veered into “trauma porn” territory, which for me is when the horror has a shock value quality. To be fair, there are scenes of physical abuse, and rape and sexual assault is a regular occurrence. For most of these scenes, though, we are in the head of the person experiencing the tragedy, so we are not forced to experience assault with the person who is perpetrating it (there is one notable exception, and it is awful).

    Additionally, the trauma that the men and women in these pages experience is not their whole existence. There are moments of peace and shared bread, shared knowledge, shared support. Most importantly, there is Samuel and Isaiah’s relationship, which is tender, loving, and intimate.

    “This is why Isaiah and Samuel didn’t care, why they clung to each other even when it was offensive to the people who had once shown them a kindness: it had to be known. And why would this be offensive? How could they hate the tiny bursts of light that shot through Isaiah’s body every time he saw Samuel? Didn’t everybody want somebody to glow like that? Even if it could only last for never, it had to be known. That way, it could be mourned by somebody, thus remembered – and maybe, someday, repeated.”

    I was also very impressed by the way Jones Jr. portrays women. Although two men are the center of the story, I think we hear from women more than men. They are each unique, wonderful, complicated, and stunningly realistic. Perhaps I shouldn’t be surprised that a man could capture the dignity of a woman enduring indignities so well, but I am! My entire heart goes to Maggie, though everyone else is also amazing.

    We do get perspectives from each of the four main white slavers on the plantation. They are hard to read, mostly because Jones Jr. explains their motivations in ways that feel relatable without ever letting them off the hook for their despicable actions. He did a wonderful job of balancing their humanity and their own struggles (the wife watches her husband rape his slaves, the son is gay and closeted) with their complicity in a system that grants them privileges at the expense of others.

    I was genuinely stressed reading this book, mostly because I couldn’t imagine how it could end with any kind of satisfying close. What kind of happy ending could anyone get in a world that wouldn’t end slavery for another several decades, wouldn’t end legalized racial discrimination for another century, and is still working through cultural and systemic racism? I won’t say that the ending is happy, necessarily, but it is definitely cathartic.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    This is a book for anyone who wants a complex, lyrical, female and queer-centric perspective on slavery in the United States.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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  • Over the Top: A Raw Journey to Self-Love by Jonathan Van Ness

    Over the Top: A Raw Journey to Self-Love by Jonathan Van Ness

    Genre | Memoir
    Page #s | 273
    Publishing Date | September 2019

    Who gave Jonathan Van Ness permission to be the radiant human he is today? No one, honey.

    The truth is, it hasn’t always been gorgeous for this beacon of positivity and joy.

    Before he stole our hearts as the grooming and self-care expert on Netflix’s hit show Queer Eye, Jonathan was growing up in a small Midwestern town that didn’t understand why he was so…over the top. From choreographed carpet figure skating routines to the unavoidable fact that he was Just. So. Gay., Jonathan was an easy target and endured years of judgement, ridicule and trauma—yet none of it crushed his uniquely effervescent spirit.

    Over the Top uncovers the pain and passion it took to end up becoming the model of self-love and acceptance that Jonathan is today. In this revelatory, raw, and rambunctious memoir, Jonathan shares never-before-told secrets and reveals sides of himself that the public has never seen. JVN fans may think they know the man behind the stiletto heels, the crop tops, and the iconic sayings, but there’s much more to him than meets the Queer Eye.

    You’ll laugh, you’ll cry, and you’ll come away knowing that no matter how broken or lost you may be, you’re a Kelly Clarkson song, you’re strong, and you’ve got this. 

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    JVN is an inspiration, both as the bubbly hair stylist in Queer Eye and even more so in this honest retelling of the darker parts of his personal story. I highly recommend you listen to the audiobook to get the full JVN experience.

    Growing up in Illinois, JVN has a classic “always knew I was different” origin story, but it is the honesty with which they describe their experiences that sets this memoir apart. Little Jackie sounds so adorable, working tirelessly to be as graceful and athletic as the gymnasts and ice skaters they looked up to. (Side note: the fabulous Russian aliases that are given to people to protect their identities is one of my favorite aspects of the book).

    With a childhood experience of sexual assault followed by a less-than-supportive reaction from family, JVN got out of their hometown as soon as they could, and found themselves struggling through sex work, drug use, and sex addiction. I really admire their willingness to share this part of their story, and I love their acknowledgment that it’s all quite heavy. At an especially difficult part, they drop in a childhood essay of outrage against the Bill Clinton sex scandal. Hearing JVN’s delight at their own writing is just as good as the impassioned essay itself.

    Through the support of their family, career opportunities, and some hard lessons learned from boyfriends, JVN ends their book where most of us know them – starting a new journey with Queer Eye, inspiring people with the love, community, and wisdom that drew viewers to them in the first place. It’s an excellent book, and I’m going to follow it up by checking out their tumbling passes on Instagram.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Fans of Queer Eye who want to get to know the hosts on a deeper level.

    Rating: 4 out of 5.

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  • Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir

    Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir

    Genre | Fantasy / Science Fiction
    Page #s | 512
    Publishing Date | August 2020

    Harrow the Ninth, the sequel to Gideon the Ninth, turns a galaxy inside out as one necromancer struggles to survive the wreckage of herself aboard the Emperor’s haunted space station.

    She answered the Emperor’s call.

    She arrived with her arts, her wits, and her only friend.

    In victory, her world has turned to ash.

    After rocking the cosmos with her deathly debut, Tamsyn Muir continues the story of the penumbral Ninth House in Harrow the Ninth, a mind-twisting puzzle box of mystery, murder, magic, and mayhem. Nothing is as it seems in the halls of the Emperor, and the fate of the galaxy rests on one woman’s shoulders.

    Harrowhark Nonagesimus, last necromancer of the Ninth House, has been drafted by her Emperor to fight an unwinnable war. Side-by-side with a detested rival, Harrow must perfect her skills and become an angel of undeath — but her health is failing, her sword makes her nauseous, and even her mind is threatening to betray her.

    Sealed in the gothic gloom of the Emperor’s Mithraeum with three unfriendly teachers, hunted by the mad ghost of a murdered planet, Harrow must confront two unwelcome questions: is somebody trying to kill her? And if they succeeded, would the universe be better off?

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    I’ll be honest – after rereading Harrow the Ninth via audiobook, I still don’t fully grasp the plot. But did that affect my enjoyment of the story? No, I am a big confused blob, grinning manically into the middle distance. Tamsyn Muir is just such a talented storyteller, and her words wash over you in a chaotic jumble of cleverness, leaving readers delighted regardless of their level of understanding.

    The feeling fits with this story in particular. Picking up where Gideon the Ninth left off, Harrowhark the Ninth (now the First) has ascended to lyctorhood (almost) but has an unfortunate side effect of insanity. She flashes back to events that are almost the same as the first book, but with one massive difference: where Gideon ought to be, Ortus is instead. But Harrow and the readers must piece together what has happened to her as she hangs out on a spaceship with God and her elder lyctor siblings, some of whom are trying to kill her.

    It’s interesting enough, but the story picks up like a rocket about halfway through when Harrow runs into some characters that literally made my jaw drop. Soon thereafter, there is the single greatest perspective change in the history of literature. Never has a book’s POV been so important or so subtly important. From that point on, I could not shove the story into my brain fast enough.

    Although Harrow and Ianthe are pretty much the only characters that continue from the first book (other than flashbacks), the characters that are introduced are excellent. Augustine and Mercymorn are perfect as entitled, bored, talented 10,000 year old beings, and the introduction of God/John is endlessly entertaining. There is nothing better than to see a nun of the Ninth House prostrating herself on glass before her god, a kindly human who drinks tea, eats biscuits, and horrifies her by patting her on the head.

    It’s just been announced that the series will now include four books, with Nona the Ninth coming out in fall 2022!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    You can’t read this without reading Gideon the Ninth, but if you’re invested in the Locked Tomb series, this is an excellent sequel!

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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