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  • Queer Books, Queer Readers: Jessica Brazeal Recommends A Little Life

    Queer Books, Queer Readers: Jessica Brazeal Recommends A Little Life

    Hello! My name is Jessica Brazeal (she/her) and I am a therapist by day, reader by night hailing from Dallas, Texas. I work with sex trafficking survivors at an organization called New Friends New Life where I oversee all of our program services. I have been married to my wife, the love of my life, Kelly, for almost 4 years. I love to read, always have, and also love so many bookish things as a part of the hobby of reading: reading challenge spreadsheets, my Goodreads account, organizing and reorganizing my library shelves, I could go on. You can find me on Goodreads for sure as well as on Instagram.

    What queer book have you chosen to share with our readers today?

    The book I’ve chosen to share is “A Little Life” by Hanya Yanagihara. It is a fictional story about four friends beginning when they are in college and as they progress to adulthood. As the story progresses, it also narrows in its focus to become about one of the friends, Jude St. Francis. It was also nominated for some awards…Booker Prize Nominee (2015), Dayton Literary Peace Prize Nominee, Fiction (2016), Women’s Prize for Fiction Nominee (2016), Andrew Carnegie Medal Nominee, Fiction (Shortlist) (2016), National Book Award Finalist, Fiction (2015), Kirkus Prize, Fiction (2015), Goodreads Choice Award Nominee, Fiction (2015), Waterstones Book of the Year Nominee (2015), Jarl Hellemann -palkinto (2017), International Dublin Literary Award Nominee, Shortlist (2017), Blogistanian Globalia (2017).

    Why is this book one of your favorites?

     This is actually my very favorite book of all time. Jude breaks my heart into a million tiny little pieces. I love him so much that one of our dogs is named after him. I attached a picture of our pup too. For me, this book spoke to me at the very correct time and place. I was falling in love with my best friend at the time that I read this in much the same way that happens for two of the characters and it gave me an externalized example of just how beautiful our love was and also how deeply my love for her went. There were areas of my life where I was not experiencing a great deal of support for our relationship, so this book was a healing and validating experience for me. It is 750 pages and I read it in 5 days. Just couldn’t put it down. 

    Jude, named after one of the main characters of A Little Life.

    How would you describe yourself as a reader?

    I would describe myself as a voracious and varied reader. I read a LOT and I read lots of different kinds of things. I usually always have a novel, non-fiction audiobook and a book for work going all at the same time. I am also a reader that is highly driven by reading challenges, so this keeps the momentum moving forward. I am currently doing the 52 Books in 52 Weeks Challenge and the PopSugar Reading Challenge. 

    As a queer person, have books helped you explore or express your queer identity?

    Absolutely. I think as a queer person living in a largely conservative place and having a background in a conservative faith, reading and books have been such sources of comfort, support, validation, escape and celebration. I really love seeing more and more queer characters gracing the page, especially in YA literature. Let’s just create visibility and validation right from the start!

    Other than reading, are there any queer nerdy recommendations that you would like to leave with our readers?

    Well, if you haven’t watched the new season of Queer Eye, they came to Austin and it is fantastic. 

    Thank you, Jessica!

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

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  • To Be Taught, If Fortunate by Becky Chambers

    To Be Taught, If Fortunate by Becky Chambers

    Genre | Science Fiction Novella
    Page #s | 153
    Publishing Date | September 2019

    In her new novella, Sunday Times best-selling author Becky Chambers imagines a future in which, instead of terraforming planets to sustain human life, explorers of the solar system instead transform themselves.

    Ariadne is one such explorer. As an astronaut on an extrasolar research vessel, she and her fellow crewmates sleep between worlds and wake up each time with different features. Her experience is one of fluid body and stable mind and of a unique perspective on the passage of time. Back on Earth, society changes dramatically from decade to decade, as it always does.

    Ariadne may awaken to find that support for space exploration back home has waned, or that her country of birth no longer exists, or that a cult has arisen around their cosmic findings, only to dissolve once more by the next waking. But the moods of Earth have little bearing on their mission: to explore, to study, and to send their learnings home.

    Carrying all the trademarks of her other beloved works, including brilliant writing, fantastic world-building and exceptional, diverse characters, Becky’s first audiobook outside of the Wayfarers series is sure to capture the imagination of listeners all over the world.

    Goodreads

    To Be Taught, If Fortunate is a love letter to science. In this sci-fi novella, Chambers steps away from alien societies and focuses on human astronauts traveling the galaxy to study, learn, and appreciate.

    As is common in her books, this story is more about ideas and characters than plot. In fact, the dramatic events happening on Earth that lead to discontinued communications are quickly ignored by the astronauts as outside of their control and therefore not worth dwelling on. Instead, we travel with the small group of four to worlds diverse in life, from the subtle to the beautiful to the horrifying.

    In contrast to a conquering mentality, our intrepid space scientists have the explicit goal of not influencing the worlds in which they live for years at a time. They are meticulous about this, and the few instances in which they fail to separate their space from the alien planet’s inhabitants are harrowing, both for the characters and for the readers. I loved seeing the joy that can be found in exploration simply for the sake of observation and appreciation rather than claiming or subjugating.

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    This is a subtly queer book, as three of the four astronauts are quietly polyamorous, one is trans, and one is asexual. The queerness is secondary to everything else that is going on and offers a representation of a future where queer relationships are so normalized as to be background information.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    Like most of Becky Chambers’ books, I think literally everyone would enjoy this! But if I have to be specific, this is for your friend who listens to science podcasts and loves learning for the sake of learning.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Queer Books, Queer Readers: Kyle Huntley

    Queer Books, Queer Readers: Kyle Huntley

    Kyle Huntley (he/him, they/them) can be found on Instagram @subtlegazephotography. 

    What queer book have you chosen to share with our readers today?

    Sunstone by Stjepan Sejic. Mature slice of life, graphic novel.  Sunstone is a powerful and realistic depiction of queer and kink life seen through the lens of the two fem main characters. The story explores the discovery process and gritty real failures that many of us experienced as we explored our identities and communities. We follow the characters through their meeting and relationship, queer, and kinky journey.

    Why is this book one of your favorites?

    This book is one of my favorites because it feels very real. Too often queer media or kink media is hyper sexualized or romanticized in many unrealistic and unhealthy ways. Sunstone addressed many of the common pitfalls and struggles that folks face as they explore, fail, learn, and grow. These characters struggle to communicate and overcome in modern healthy depictions. This combination of exciting and realistic depictions of the mundane and sexy make it one of my favs.

    How would you describe yourself as a reader?

    I consider myself a chaotic reader. I am usually reading two or three books at one time. Switching between a high fantasy novel, an academic style journal or book, and stylized graphic novels. I love satire and works that poke holes in our society or draw humor out of the absurd. Terry Pratchet’s Discworld series is a prime example.

    As a queer person, have books helped you explore or express your queer identity?

    I struggled a lot to find books that spoke to my queer identity. I come with many hyper masc aspects to my life (military service, tradesman, Gold medal athlete) which often came into conflict with my love of romantic poetry, and deep love of expressive painting and photography. I always felt split, as though I couldn’t be both of these things (of course I could but try explaining 24 year old me that). I remember reading the Malus Darkblade series from the black library (very edgelordy I know) and there were multiple characters who were the mercenary and fantasy fighter types. But in the side chapters of the books were artists, and poets, and expressed their love for other characters of various gender expressions as well as their devotion to the main character Malus. Looking back I don’t think these expressions of love were romantic, but to young me they were. It made me think of how a person is not limited by the expectations of others and is free to craft their own forms of self. I have always appreciated strong soft characters. Not the gentle giants, but the big strong characters who choose love and peace in life.

    Other than reading, are there any queer nerdy recommendations that you would like to leave with our readers?

    D&D is one of the single best ways to explore self expression and test out aspects of the self. If you can find a safe queer friendly community you will soar through the act of communal improve.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

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  • I’m Afraid of Men by Vivek Shraya

    I’m Afraid of Men by Vivek Shraya

    Genre | Nonfiction Memoir Novella
    Page #s | 96
    Publishing Date | August 2018

    A trans artist explores how masculinity was imposed on her as a boy and continues to haunt her as a girl–and how we might re-imagine gender for the twenty-first century.

    Vivek Shraya has reason to be afraid. Throughout her life she’s endured acts of cruelty and aggression for being too feminine as a boy and not feminine enough as a girl. In order to survive childhood, she had to learn to convincingly perform masculinity. As an adult, she makes daily compromises to steel herself against everything from verbal attacks to heartbreak.

    With raw honesty, Shraya delivers an important record of the cumulative damage caused by misogyny, homophobia, and transphobia, releasing trauma from a body that has always refused to assimilate. I’m Afraid of Men is a journey from camouflage to a riot of color and a blueprint for how we might cherish all that makes us different and conquer all that makes us afraid.

    Goodreads

    I loved Shraya’s The Subtweet and decided to check out everything she’s ever done! I’m so glad I did, because it led me to this tiny but mighty memoir dissecting toxic masculinity in simple but powerful anecdotes.

    The book is divided into “you” and “me” sections. The “you” second person point of view section forces the reader to take on the abusive, careless roles of men who have bullied, harrassed, and failed Shraya. It is such a smart move on her part to place readers outside of the victim’s perspective, since the ultimate point of the book is that we all exhibit toxic traits, whether male, female, cis or trans.

    Shraya’s perspective as a trans woman is especially meaningful, since she describes how toxic masculinity affected her differently when she presented as a man vs. as a woman. Spoilers! It was bad in either case! It is truly impressive how she manages to show the universally terrible impacts of toxic masculinity in under 100 pages.

    Although this isn’t necessarily the point of the book, I was really drawn to small hopes for gender expansion toward the end of the book. After transitioning, Shraya finds herself enjoying the freedom to indulge in femininity, but also mentions missing the ability to rock a beard or work toward bulging biceps. I share her hope that someday people will be able to present themselves to the world with any combination of masculine, feminine, or androgynous qualities, for as long as they want.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    This is the book to give to your friend who just learned the term “toxic masculinity” if you really want to help them achieve Galaxy Brain.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Queer Books, Queer Readers: Mallory Woodard

    Queer Books, Queer Readers: Mallory Woodard

    Mallory Woodard (she/her) is an ACPE Chaplain Resident in Memphis, TN, USA, where she now lives with her spouse and daughter. In her chaplaincy work she is interested in spirituality and how it can help LGBTQ persons and/or people of no faith create meaning and build resilience. While she has minimal presence on social media, you may catch the occasional like or retweet at @HubyDoobyDoo. 

    What queer book have you chosen to share with our readers today?

    A book that has followed me since I read it this summer is The Thirty Names of Night by Zeyn Joukhadar. This novel follows a closeted Syrian American trans boy as he comes to terms with who he is in his family traditions and customs. The artful expressions of himself have been stifled by the ghost of his mother as he wrestles with what it means for his life. The story of this boy also parallels Laila Z, another Syrian American artist, in interesting ways. As these stories progress, he learns about the ways that Syrian queer communities exist and existed. It is this truth that allows him to find himself and to gain meaning of how he can live his life and use his art. 

    Why is this book one of your favorites?

    Thirty Names of Night hooked me in from the first chapter to the last. Not only is the story worthwhile, but the writing is moving and pulls the reader into transcendent spaces. There are interesting spiritual concepts interwoven throughout the novel, like what it means to be an LGBTQ+ body in a world that works to erase us. This is the story of a trans boy finding and making meaning of his world and his body. There is loss and grief and community and hope and love. I mean I’m a Spiritual Care Provider – this is right up my alley.

    “If an object can become sacred by placing it on a table and calling it an altar, then who is to say we cannot sanctify our own bodies? When I touched those eggs in the nest, I understood that to love something, even oneself, is its own terrifying act of faith.”

    This book is an exploration of the ways that queer people, especially those whose skin color or ethnicity sets them even further apart from the normative culture, can live and love – themselves and the world – in embodied ways. 

    How would you describe yourself as a reader?

    Because I just completed my Masters degree and am now in a residency program, most of my reading time is dedicated to learning. But when there is an education break, I want a new world and culture to get lost in! A good fantasy book full of magic and mayhem that I can binge read is the absolute best. When an author can build characters and cultures with precision and harmony, there really isn’t anything better. I also adore reading books that others have personally recommended to me. If someone I know loved it, then I already have a trust built with that author and story. When I’m looking for a new book to read, I will first choose anything not written by a white, able-bodied, heterosexual, cis male. Partly because I spent the majority of my life choosing those books and partly because I feel a depth that is lacking. Of course, there’s always the exception (LOTR?). 

    As a queer person, have books helped you explore or express your queer identity?

    I grew up in a religious culture that attempted to deny me my existence. When I met my now spouse and began the larger coming out process, there were very few spaces where I could move in ways that felt safe. As a child and youth, books were also not valued in my communities. It wasn’t until I became an adult that my spouse gave me the freedom to enjoy the life that I wanted for myself. Books, specifically novels with stories that I can get lost in, have been a large part of this enjoyment. The first book that helped me explore who I am was The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller. I remember sitting in the backyard on a swing on a Memphis Autumn day. As the sun dappled my skin, I sat there and wept as I turned the last pages of the book. I was moved in immeasurable ways by this story of queer love that existed in the world! It was just there for anyone to read! Unbelievable! Since then, I have been able to see the ways that queerness exists in the world through so many storytelling avenues. I am still deeply moved by the ability to access them, when I was taught growing up to question and devalue their (and my!) existence. Books can be safe in that they give me a place to wrestle and ruminate and explore by myself and in my own spirit. Books are also dangerous because they push the boundaries of my knowledge and experience. What joy and possibility! 

    Other than reading, are there any queer nerdy recommendations that you would like to leave with our readers?

    I do not consider myself a gamer, mostly because I am not good at the gameplay aspect. I set it to easy and explore. And unfortunately, queer representation in gaming is few and far between! But I do love a good story, and open world RPG games can provide beautiful stories. Horizon Zero Dawn has been my absolute favorite. There is a ton of diversity throughout the game, and it’s an enjoyable play. It was my first love on my PS4, and I hope Horizon Forbidden West will be my next love on my PS5. 

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

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  • The Adventure Zone: The Crystal Kingdom by the McElroy Family

    The Adventure Zone: The Crystal Kingdom by the McElroy Family

    Genre | Fantasy Graphic Novel
    Page #s | 272
    Publishing Date | July 2021

    Based on the blockbuster podcast where the McElroy brothers and their dad play a tabletop RPG and illustrated by cartooning powerhouse Carey Pietsch, The Adventure Zone: The Crystal Kingdom takes this #1 New York Times bestselling series to haunting new heights.

    A desperate call for help interrupts holiday celebrations at the Bureau of Balance, and sends Taako, Magnus and Merle on a high-stakes mission to find and Reclaim a fourth deadly relic: a powerful transmutation stone, hidden somewhere in the depths of a floating arcane laboratory that’s home to the Doctors Maureen and Lucas Miller. An unknown menace has seized control of the stone, and is using it to transform the lab into a virulent pink crystal that spreads to everything it touches.

    It’s only a matter of time before this sparkling disaster crash-lands, but in order to find the stone and save the whole planet from being King Midased, our heroes will have to fight their way through a gauntlet of rowdy robots and crystal golems, decide whether they can trust the evasive Lucas Miller, and solve the mystery of what—or who—has put them all in peril, before there’s no world left to save.

    Goodreads

    Although this is the fourth installment in the graphic novelization of the McElroy’s D&D actual play podcast The Adventure Zone, the story stands on its own as an entertaining romp with the McElroy’s characteristic charm, side jokes, and zany creativity.

    This time, Magnus, Merle, and Taako are saving a scientific research station that is slowing turning into pink crystal from crashing in the planet and crystallizing / killing everything. It’s a fun arc with beautiful artwork and a mix of fantasy and sci-fi tropes. This is what The Adventure Zone does best – throwing fun things at you, regardless of whether or not it makes complete sense.

    In addition to a great plot and fun worldbuilding, this story has excellent characters. I love an ambiguous villain, and Lucas’s motivations remain clouded for much of the book, which is great! The work that he and his mom did on planar mirrors is super cool, and a focus on familial love rather than romantic love is always welcome in my opinion.

    We get a lot of cameos and recurring characters in this section of the overarching Balance arc, which made Merle’s confused, “Who is that?” very rewarding as I was often wondering the same thing. This tongue in cheek acknowledgment of the sprawling story (as well as Clint McElroy’s hilarious inability to remember details) allows this story to stand alone while also moving the larger story forward.

    Speaking of Merle! I adored his character growth in this book as his faith in Pan is tested pretty significantly. The pay off was epic, and I loved it.

    I can’t wait for the next book to continue enjoying this story and the McElroy’s joyous humor. Until then – Happy Candlenights!

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    Taako flirts with death…literally. When the Grim Reaper appears and turns out to be a handsome man, Taako and death flirt fairly fantastically. I’m not sure if this is the first acknowledgement that Taako is gay, but it’s definitely the first time he openly has a crush (that is reciprocated). I ship them!

    We also get some side queer action in the characters of Killian and Carey, and COME ON. An orc/dragonborn lesbian romance? Yes, please!

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    If your preferred flavour of D&D is silly with a side of dramatic story beats, you probably already know about The Adventure Zone. Do yourself a favour and read the book in addition to listening to the podcast – it’s a great adapation!

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Queer Books, Queer Readers: Halli Starling

    Queer Books, Queer Readers: Halli Starling

    I’m Halli, or Halli Starling (she/they). @hallistarling on Twitter, Instagram, and Tumblr, and my website is hallistarling.com.

    What queer book have you chosen to share with our readers today?

    I’m sharing just the most amazing queer romance, An Unsuitable Heir by K.J. Charles. It’s a historical queer romance about Pen, who is a trapeze artist with his sister Greta in Victoria England. They’re “The Flying Starlings” and semi-famous. When Mark, a private detective, is tasked with tracking down a missing heir to an earldom, the trail leads him to Pen. But there’s a string of mysterious murders on that trail as well, and as Pen and Mark fall for each other, they grapple with their attraction as well as the danger before them.

    Why is this book one of your favorites?

    I….this book. This book made me WEEP with how tender it was. Let’s talk about the rep first: Mark, the private detective, was born with one arm (the other ends before his elbow), and Pen is neither he or she (there wouldn’t have been a “they” consideration during that time). He’s just Pen, and unlike anyone else. Everything about Mark and Pen’s relationship is understanding and sweet, and even when the danger upends their lives and they get dumped into the middle of a murder mystery, Mark has Pen’s back no matter what. I have never, ever seen disability and identity tied together in this way, especially not in a historical romance. I’m forever grateful to the author for creating these two incredible characters and the cast around them (the whole trilogy is brilliant, but this book broke me). And the end? THE END?? With the gold-yellow robe and Mark and Pen being loving and soft? My heart SOARED.

    How would you describe yourself as a reader?

    I’m a picky but voracious reader! I’ve always been like that, since the time I was a little kid and books were an escape from an abusive home life. I let fantasy worlds take me far away from the reality I lived in and I’m eternally grateful to every author who let me peek inside their imaginations.

    As a queer person, have books helped you explore or express your queer identity?

    Whew, what a question! I think the key word for me is “safely”. I struggled with my understanding of bi or pansexuality when I was around 14/15, because I grew up in a really rural area that was mostly white and seemingly straight. Reading books about other people, other identities, other ethnicities and experiences? It was a gateway for me, an open door invitation to understand more about the world. I was terrified of my own attractions and accused of being a “lesbian” by my mother when I spent a lot of time with a platonic female friend (her house was safer than mine, so it’s not difficult arithmetic!). And that accusation hurt in a way I couldn’t put words to. But I could read and explore safely on my own through books.

    Other than reading, are there any queer nerdy recommendations that you would like to leave with our readers?

    Don’t forget your librarians! Even if you need to reach out to a library not in your area, they’re so helpful (and if they’re judgey, kick them to the curb!). There are so many queer librarians ready to help – including me! 

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

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  • Aristotle and Dante Dive into the Waters of the World by Benjamin Alire Saenz

    Aristotle and Dante Dive into the Waters of the World by Benjamin Alire Saenz

    Genre | YA Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 516
    Publishing Date | October 2021

    In Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe, two boys in a border town fell in love. Now, they must discover what it means to stay in love and build a relationship in a world that seems to challenge their very existence.

    Ari has spent all of high school burying who he really is, staying silent and invisible. He expected his senior year to be the same. But something in him cracked open when he fell in love with Dante, and he can’t go back. Suddenly he finds himself reaching out to new friends, standing up to bullies of all kinds, and making his voice heard. And, always, there is Dante, dreamy, witty Dante, who can get on Ari’s nerves and fill him with desire all at once.

    The boys are determined to forge a path for themselves in a world that doesn’t understand them. But when Ari is faced with a shocking loss, he’ll have to fight like never before to create a life that is truthfully, joyfully his own.

    Goodreads

    The long awaited sequel to one of my favorite books of all time, Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe, this book had a lot to live up to! Aristotle and Dante Dive into the Waters of the World has the same quiet sweetness of its predecessor that builds upon previous themes in very satisfying ways.

    In the first book, Ari learns to love himself and open up to the possibility of romantic love. In the sequel, his willingness to be vulnerable and let other people into his life expands to include family and friends…and even the odd teacher or two. He has always been a squishy heart and thoughtful mind in a sullen body, and it is so lovely to see him share all the parts of himself with others. And for many of them to essentially roll their eyes and say, “Yeah, we knew you were a squishy heart! Thanks for catching up!”

    I also particularly loved seeing Ari, who spends 99% of his time in his head, discover the joys of a having a body. I don’t think I’ve ever read a book about a teenage boy discovering his sexuality in such an open, tasteful, and beautiful way. It helps that his love for Dante isn’t all, or even mostly, about sex. Ever the wise teenager, Ari spends a lot of time mulling over the intricacies and complications of loving someone vs. falling in love with someone. They are committed and thoughtful toward each other in a way that is somehow very believable for two 17-year-olds.

    The whole book has a kind of dreamy, fantastical feel that is most obvious in the fact that there is very little plot happening here. In fact, the piece of plot that the book jacket forewarns you of doesn’t happen until at least 2/3 of the way through the book! It’s mostly just Ari having beautifully honest and poetic conversations with people. I have to admit that I sometimes thought this veered into the unrealistic, as almost no one says anything rude or incorrect (with one notable exception…but even then, Ari and his parents handle it perfectly). I advise readers to go in with the expectation that this is a book about healthy relationships, and enjoy the feast of examples before you.

    On the topic of plot, I will whole-heartedly defend Saenz’s choice to make this YA book’s central conflict NOT “will they stay together” or “will our parents/friends approve of us” but instead, the focus is on, “How do I exist in the world as a gay person (in the 80s)?” This is perhaps a very personal opinion, but I am tired of dramatic coming out stories; however, I also don’t want all of my books to gloss over all of the struggles involved in coming out. I felt that this book balanced these two extremes very well.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    If you love a book about good people doing good things whilst saying beautiful things, then you have hit the jackpot with Aristotle and Dante Dive into the Waters of the World!

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • I Read 66 Queer Books in 2021!

    I Read 66 Queer Books in 2021!

    Starting Roar Cat Reads was the perfect motivation to intentionally read more queer books, but I never expected that I would read 66! I’ve listed the books read in the categories “L, G, B, T, Q,” but those categories are loose and focused on main characters despite many of them depicting a variety of queer relationships.

    Click on the link for the full review and more detailed information!

    1. Bloody Rose by Nicholas Eames (fantasy, lesbian mc, f/f)
    2. Butter Honey Pig Bread by Francesca Ekwuyasi (contemporary fiction, lesbian mc)
    3. Everyone in This Room Will Someday Be Dead by Emily Austin (contemporary fiction, lesbian mc)
    4. Fireheart Tiger by Alliete de Bodard (fantasy novella, sapphic mc, f/f)
    5. Gideon the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir (sci-fi fantasy, lesbian mc)
    6. The Girl from the Sea by Molly Ostertag (YA fantasy graphic novel, lesbian mc, f/f)
    7. Harrow the Ninth by Tamsyn Muir (sci-fi fantasy, sapphic)
    8. Honey Girl by Morgan Rogers (contemporary fiction, sapphic, f/f)
    9. I Think I Love You by Auriane Desombre (YA contemporary fiction, lesbian mc, f/f)
    10. The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri (fantasy, sapphic, f/f)
    11. Karen Memory by Elizabeth Bear (steampunk, lesbian mc, f/f)
    12. Last Night at the Telegraph Club by Malinda Lo (YA historical novel, lesbian mc)
    13. The Long Way to a Small, Angry Planet by Becky Chambers (science fiction, sapphic, f/f)
    14. Miranda in Milan by Katharine Duckett (historical fantasy, f/f)
    15. On a Sunbeam by Tillie Walden (science fiction graphic novel, sapphic, f/f)
    16. Once Ghosted, Twice Shy by Alyssa Cole (contemporary fiction, romance, sapphic, f/f)
    17. Roadqueen: Eternal Roadtrip to Love by Mira Ong Chua (graphic novel, lesbian mc, f/f)
    18. Sharp Ends by Joe Abercrombie (fantasy, lesbian mc)
    19. Sometimes You Have to Lie: The Life and Times of Louise Fitzhugh, Renegade Author of Harriet the Spy by Leslie Brody (non-fiction memoir, sapphic mc)
    20. The Unspoken Name by A.K. Larkwood (fantasy, lesbian mc, f/f)
    21. You Should See Me in a Crown by Leah Johnson (YA contemporary fiction, sapphic, f/f)
    1. Any Way the Wind Blows by Rainbow Rowell (YA fantasy, gay mc, m/m, f/f side couple)
    2. Aristotle and Dante Discover the Secrets of the Universe by Benjamin Alire Saenz (YA contemporary fiction, gay mc, m/m)
    3. Boyfriend Material by Alexis Hall (contemporary romance, m/m)
    4. Camp by L.C. Rosen (YA contemporary fiction, gay mc, m/m, demisexual sc)
    5. Carry On by Rainbow Rowell (YA fantasy, gay mc, m/m)
    6. Flamer by Mike Curato (YA graphic novel, gay mc)
    7. The Guncle by Steven Rowley (contemporary fiction, gay mc)
    8. ¡Hola Papi!: How to Come Out in a Walmart Parking Lot and Other Life Lessons by John Paul Brammer (memoir, gay mc)
    9. The House in the Cerulean Sea by TJ Klune (fantasy, gay mc, m/m)
    10. A High Five for Glenn Burke by Phil Bildner (middle grade contemporary fiction gay mc, coming out)
    11. Like Crazy: Life With My Mother and Her Invisible Friends by Dan Mathews (nonfiction memoir, gay mc, m/m)
    12. More Happy Than Not by Adam Silvera (YA sci-fi, m/m)
    13. Over the Top: A Raw Journey to Self-Love by Jonathan Van Ness (memoir, gay mc)
    14. The Prophets by Robert Jones Jr. (historical fiction, m/m)
    15. The Song of Achilles by Madeline Miller (mythology, gay, m/m)
    16. This Town Sleeps by Dennis E. Staples (contemporary fiction, gay mc, m/m)
    17. Wayward Son by Rainbow Rowell (YA fantasy, gay mc, m/m)
    1. Alice Payne Arrives by Kate Heartfield (sci-fi novella, bi mc, f/f)
    2. Alice Payne Rides by Kate Heartfield (sci-fi novella, bi mc, f/f)
    3. The Councillor by E.J. Beaton (fantasy, bisexual mc, f/f, f/m)
    4. Hani and Ishu’s Guide to Fake Dating by Abida Jaigirdar (YA contemporary romance, bi mc, lesbian mc, f/f)
    5. I’ll be the One by Lyla Lee (YA contemporary fiction, bisexual mc, f/f side characters, f/m)
    6. Naamah by Sarah Blake (biblical historical fantasy, bisexual mc, f/m, f/f)
    7. One Last Stop by Casey McQuiston (contemporary fiction, bi mc, f/f)
    8. Pizza Girl by Jean Kyoung Frazier (contemporary fiction, sapphic, f/f)
    9. Rule of Wolves by Leigh Bardugo (YA fantasy, bi mc, trans side character, f/m)
    10. The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid (historical fiction, bi mc, f/m, f/f)
    11. Swordspoint by Ellen Kushner (fiction, bisexual mc, m/m)
    12. Take a Hint, Dani Brown by Talia Hibbert (contemporary romance, bi mc, f/m)
    13. Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune (fantasy, bisexual mc, m/m)
    14. Victories Greater Than Death by Charlie Jane Anders (YA sci-fi, bi mc, trans side character, f/f)
    1. A Closed and Common Orbit by Becky Chambers (science fiction, nonbinary sc)
    2. The Deep & Dark Blue by Niki Smith (middle grade fantasy graphic novel, trans mc)
    3. FINNA by Nino Cipri (science fiction novella, trans mc)
    4. I Wish You All the Best by Mason Deaver (YA contemporary fiction, trans mc)
    5. Pet by Akwaeke Emezi (YA fantasy, trans mc, f/m)
    6. A Psalm for the Wild-Built by Becky Chambers (science fiction novella, trans mc)
    7. The Subtweet by Vivek Shraya (contemporary fiction, trans mc)
    8. Tomorrow Will Be Different: Love, Loss, and the Fight for Trans Equality by Sarah McBride (memoir, trans mc, f/m)
    9. Trans-Galactic Bike Ride edited by Lydia Rogue (sci-fi novella, anthology, trans stories)
    1. Ace: What Asexuality Reveals about Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex by Angela Chen (nonfiction, asexuality, aromanticism)
    2. All Systems Red by Martha Wells (science fiction, ace & agender mc)
    3. Basically Queer edited by Claire Robson, Kelsey Blair, and Jen Marchbank (nonfiction essays)
    4. We Have Always Been Here: A Queer Muslim Memoir by Samra Habib (non-fiction memoir, queer mc)
    5. Wilderwood by Halli Starling (paranormal romance, nonbinary character, polyamory, f/m/x)
  • Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune

    Under the Whispering Door by T.J. Klune

    Genre | Fantasy
    Page #s | 373
    Publishing Date | September 2021

    When a reaper comes to collect Wallace Price from his own funeral, Wallace suspects he really might be dead.

    Instead of leading him directly to the afterlife, the reaper takes him to a small village. On the outskirts, off the path through the woods, tucked between mountains, is a particular tea shop, run by a man named Hugo. Hugo is the tea shop’s owner to locals and the ferryman to souls who need to cross over.

    But Wallace isn’t ready to abandon the life he barely lived. With Hugo’s help he finally starts to learn about all the things he missed in life.

    When the Manager, a curious and powerful being, arrives at the tea shop and gives Wallace one week to cross over, Wallace sets about living a lifetime in seven days.

    Under the Whispering Door is a contemporary fantasy about a ghost who refuses to cross over and the ferryman he falls in love with.

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    After falling entirely in love with The House in the Cerulean Sea, I couldn’t wait to dive into T.J. Klune’s newest book, Under the Whispering Door. I set my expectations too high, and the cozy novel wound up falling flat for me.

    This isn’t necessarily a bad book, although I will die on the hill that it has a bad ending. Instead, I just felt very “meh” as I read through the story. In a book about life after death, it may seem ridiculous to claim that it didn’t feel very realistic, but. It didn’t. Part of this stems from the fact that the rules about the afterlife are wibbly wobbly at best, and not in a charming Doctor Who way. I kept asking questions of the book, like “Why aren’t there more people coming through this way station?” and even when the book acknowledged this fact itself, the explanation fell flat. The truth is, Klune wanted to write a gay romance between a ghost and a living man, and honestly, more power to him! But that ghost was also not very well written.

    Wallace is comically terrible in his introductory scene, but when he abruptly dies, he quickly loses all of his fire. Again, that sounds pretty reasonable! But I felt that there wasn’t enough of a hint of good in him at the start nor was there enough of his bad qualities there in the end to make his character arc feel cohesive. Speaking of unrealistic characters, all of the people (living and dead) at Charon’s Crossing are snarky but wise, like a Gilmore Girls therapist. It was too much and too little simultaneously.

    That isn’t to say the book is all bad. I loved the ghost dog, messing with those trying to commune with the dearly departed, and the beauty of helping those who die full of pain. Klune’s wit and charm are evident on every page. But despite all of that…I wish I had just reread The House in the Cerulean Sea.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    If you’re looking for a breezy book with some deep thoughts, you can do worse than Under the Whispering Door.

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  • Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society and the Meaning of Sex by Angela Chen

    Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society and the Meaning of Sex by Angela Chen

    Genre | Non-fiction
    Page #s | 210
    Publishing Date | September 2020

    An engaging exploration of what it means to be asexual in a world that’s obsessed with sexual attraction, and what we can all learn about desire and identity by using an ace lens to see the world

    What exactly is sexual attraction and what is it like to go through the world not experiencing it? What does asexuality reveal about consent, about compromise, about the structures of society? This exceedingly accessible guide to asexuality shows that the issues that aces face—confusion around sexual activity, the intersection of sexuality and identity, navigating different needs in relationships—are conflicts that all of us need to address as we move through the world.

    Through interviews, cultural criticism, and memoir, ACE invites all readers to consider big-picture issues through the lens of asexuality, because every place that sexuality touches our world, asexuality does too.

    Journalist Angela Chen uses her own journey of self-discovery as an asexual person to unpretentiously educate and vulnerably connect with readers, effortlessly weaving analysis of sexuality and societally imposed norms with interviews of ace people. Among those included are the woman who had blood tests done because she was convinced that “not wanting sex” was a sign of serious illness, and the man who grew up in an evangelical household and did everything “right,” only to realize after marriage that his experience of sexuality had never been the same as that of others. Also represented are disabled aces, aces of color, non-gender-conforming aces questioning whether their asexuality is a reaction against stereotypes, and aces who don’t want romantic relationships asking how our society can make room for them.

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    The Roar Cat Reads community includes many people who identify as asexual, and I’ve long felt like the term demisexual could be a good fit for me. Despite this, I was eager to read Chen’s book to further educate myself and dispel cultural stereotypes about asexuality. I was not disappointed! This is a phenomenal book that is equally useful for those within and without the asexual community.

    For those who identify as asexual (or who might after learning more about the term), this book offers validation and inclusion. Asexuality is a spectrum with many lived experiences. Although the thing that binds asexuals is a lack of desire for sex, there is still a huge variety within the community of those who are sex-repelled, those who enjoy sex, and those who are somewhere in between. Additionally, the book covers aromanticism and the way that this interacts with asexuality. “If you think you belong, then you belong” seems to be the message of this book.

    For those who are not asexual, Ace does a great job providing frames of reference to allow anyone a brief glimpse from an asexual perspective (the anecdote about the game show Naked Attraction was very effective). Chen also calmly takes apart common stereotypes that exist about sexuality with compassion and an utter lack of judgment.

    My favorite chapters were those that dealt with the intersection between asexuality and race and/or disability. There are cultural stereotypes about Asian men and disabled people that cause asexuals within these groups to feel like they are letting down the cause by seemingly supporting the stereotype. Desire is a nebulous concept impacted by multiple factors, and Chen allows for all of this, ultimately insisting that the label of asexuality applies if you want it to apply.

    As soon as I finished this book, I wanted to read it again. It’s so educational and inspiring, and I want its messages to sink even deeper into my brain! Definitely a book worth buying.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    This book is great for everyone, but for different reasons. If you are asexual, or think you might be, this book will validate your experience. If you’re not asexual, this book will educate and enlighten.

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  • 3 MORE Queer Cozy Reads

    3 MORE Queer Cozy Reads

    Another queer, cozy reads entry? Heck yes! But this time, I’m making it historical (because apparently I am a sucker for both manners, bending societal rules, and queer people finding friends and love in times when you couldn’t be so open).

    Check out the first 5 Queer Cozy Reads

    The Gentle Art of Fortune Hunting by K.J. Charles

    I am apparently a one trick pony when I find an author I really like. I am also weak for roguish characters. And grumpy characters who melt under better/the right treatment. It’s classic KJ Charles but, like with many of her books, takes a fun spin on tropes and makes for a delightful read that is perfect for curling up with. Her characters also always feel so real, and I do find that to be rather rare in most fiction in general, but especially in genres like romance and fantasy. So take one part “I know you are fortune hunting my niece”, add in a brewery, a socially awkward noble, a brother and sister pair of “nobodies” named (get this) Robin and Marianne Loxleigh (readers, I CHORTLED), and add in some lovely, swoony m/m romance and you have totally delightful read.

    Fortune Favors the Dead by Stephen Spotswood

    Also intensely delightful is the first book in the Pentecost and Parker series by Stephen Spotswood! We’ve got a queer character, a character suffering from MS, a mystery, and a fun, clever romp through post World War II New York. There aren’t really romantic aspects, so as much as I am a sucker for a queer love story, the focus here is really on the mystery of a young woman who was bludgeoned to death. But even the set up is kind of cozy – Will’s knife throwing skills she learned in the circus saved Lillian’s life, and with Lillian’s progressive MS diagnosis, she needs more help in the day-to-day of her private investigator business. Three years later, Will is solidly Lillian’s right-hand woman and they make a good mystery solving pair. But Will’s attraction to the deceased’s daughter might make her the next target for the killer.

    The Queer Principles of Kit Webb by Cat Sebastian

    Remember I said one trick pony when I have an author I really like? I’m also a huge Cat Sebastian fan and her newest book is so damn delightful. (Also, the cover has a more modern rom-com style to it and I LOVE that for this book.) You’re poised, at the beginning, to think one of our leads, Percy, might be a bit of a jerk. He’s definitely not, but he has a manner of seduction about him that certainly isn’t quite what Kit is expecting. Especially not when it walks into his coffee shop like a far too well-dressed noble who only has eyes for Kit as he slings caffeine to his regulars. But Percy needs Kit, because Kit used to be known as Gladhand Jack, an infamous highwayman, and Percy needs to steal a book from his (real piece of shit) father. The book was his mother’s and holds some secrets Percy needs access to. Kit refuses the job, but he does try to teach Percy how to conduct the theft on his own. Readers, it is so fun and kind of campy and sweet and sexy and it’s the perfect cozy read.

    Halli Starling (she/they) writes fantasy worlds, vampires, and romance, focusing on stories with deep emotional investment. And the occasional bloody bit of violence.

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  • On a Sunbeam by Tillie Walden

    On a Sunbeam by Tillie Walden

    Genre | Science Fiction Graphic Novel
    Page #s | 533
    Publishing Date | May 2018

    Throughout the deepest reaches of space, a crew rebuilds beautiful and broken-down structures, painstakingly putting the past together. As new member Mia gets to know her team, the story flashes back to her pivotal year in boarding school, where she fell in love with a mysterious new student. Soon, though, Mia reveals her true purpose for joining their ship—to track down her long-lost love.

    An inventive world, a breathtaking love story, and stunning art come together in this new work by award-winning artist Tillie Walden.

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    Do you remember the moment when you realized that there are no women in The Hobbit? It was strange, right, because the story felt so natural and complete. Well, I’m here to offer you the exact opposite: On a Sunbeam, a science fiction graphic novel in which there are absolutely no men. It took me awhile to realize, since I assumed the story was simply focused on a queer group of construction workers, one of whom had flashbacks to her time at an all-female boarding school. But as we see more of the world, I’m pretty sure there are just…no men. Only women and nonbinary people allowed!

    It’s awesome, especially since the story revolves around the aforementioned construction crew (that works on giant floating buildings in a glorious tribute to “my sci-fi is cool rather than realistic”) and a mob boss family that protects an isolated planet of magical healing energy. Traditionally male playgrounds, but they aren’t missed here. Instead, we get to explore sisterhood, both biologically and found. The families here are hard won and well deserved, and I loved reading every page.

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    There are multiple sapphic romances in this book, from the lesbians who run the construction crew and must re-evaluate how they want to spend their lives together after an excitingly dangerous phase of getting to know each other. There’s a nonbinary character on the crew, and interestingly, the lack of men in this world doesn’t mean a lack of discrimination. Elliot’s pronouns are defended in a stand-up-and-clap scene that is a lesson to all feminists. And at the heart of the story is the slow burn / cut short / reunion romance between our protagonist Mia and the girl who got away back in school.

    Who Do I Recommend This Book To?

    On a Sunbeam is perfect for anyone who likes a found family narrative set in a gorgeously realized fantasy sci-fi world.

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  • Swordspoint by Ellen Kushner

    Swordspoint by Ellen Kushner

    Genre | Fiction
    Page #s | 329
    Publishing Date | February 1987

    The classic forerunner to The Fall of the Kings now with three bonus stories. 

    Hailed by critics as “a bravura performance” (Locus) and “witty, sharp-eyed, [and] full of interesting people” (Newsday), this classic melodrama of manners, filled with remarkable plot twists and unexpected humor, takes fantasy to an unprecedented level of elegant writing and scintillating wit. Award-winning author Ellen Kushner has created a world of unforgettable characters whose political ambitions, passionate love affairs, and age-old rivalries collide with deadly results.

    Swordspoint

    On the treacherous streets of Riverside, a man lives and dies by the sword. Even the nobles on the Hill turn to duels to settle their disputes. Within this elite, dangerous world, Richard St. Vier is the undisputed master, as skilled as he is ruthless–until a death by the sword is met with outrage instead of awe, and the city discovers that the line between hero and villain can be altered in the blink of an eye.

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    Swordspoint is a gorgeously written novel with incredible character work, but…I just couldn’t get invested in the story. It felt like nothing much was happening for the first half of the book, and the “polite society talks around itself in hidden messages” often went over my head. I loved Richard and Alec, and goodness knows that arrogant young men with swords and books are my weakness, but I ended the book without any compulsion to indulge in more.

    That’s not to say there’s nothing good here. The world building is simple but deeply satisfying, with the lower class Riverside district nicely compared and contrasted with The Hill where nobility live. The role of swordsmen as a bridge between these worlds is excellently demonstrated in St Vier’s story, as he acts with all of the honor of a nobleman but is treated with the disdain of a Riversider. He also encapsulates the hypocrisy of the nobility, since they have no problem killing each other, but only if a long list of rules have been checked off first.

    It’s worth mentioning that the women in this book are not treated well. Granted, it was written in 1987, but it’s still uncomfortable to read about women casually being called whores and being mistreated by the men who own them (either formally or informally). There is one woman with power who is quite interesting, but because she’s the only one and her power comes through subterfuge and sexual favors, she instead comes across rather stereotypical.

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    For a moment, I thought everyone in Swordspoint was bisexual, and this is almost the case. That is awesome, but we do only get to spend time with male/male partners. I love Richard and Alec, but combined with the uncomfortable female characters, the queerness is tainted by a whiff of misogyny.

    Rating: 3.5 out of 5.

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  • 5 Queer Cozy Reads

    5 Queer Cozy Reads

    It’s the most wonderful time of the year! The excuse to stay at home (like we didn’t have one already), curl up, and dive into something fun or cozy or both! My definition of cozy might be a tad different than most, but that’s only because I think cozy can include nonfiction, too! Let’s dive in!

    The Guncle by Steven Rowley

    This was a little bit of a sleeper book from Rowley (The Editor), which is a shame because it’s a ton of fun. Patrick has his niblings, Maisie and Grant, for the summer and they’re ensconced in bright, sunny Palm Springs. Patrick is a well known TV star who lost his partner a few years back, so he’s been in self-isolation ever since. But he can relate to his niblings as they’re going through some tough stuff too; their mother has passed away and their father (Patrick’s brother) is in rehab. So while they’re together and healing and learning how to navigate their summer together, Patrick meets Emory, another actor, and sparks fly.

    Read Roar Cat Reads’ review of The Guncle here.

    The Whyborne & Griffin series from Jordan L. Hawk

    This had me at “magical library and books”. Done. Game over. I’m right there. Now, all kinds of novels have been written with this convention, but never quite like this. Hawk, a trans author, puts a ton of heart, heat, and thrills into his books. The first novel in this series, Widdershins, is far too fun and when you combine magic, books, a grumpy ex-dectective, a nerdy scholar, a murder, AND monsters? Sign me right up. I adore this series.

    Wow, No Thank You by Samantha Irby

    Honestly, anything by Sam Irby is an auto-read for me. It’s her hilarious, deadpan voice and how she tackles all kinds of topics: marriage, aging, chronic illness (I related so hard to her here in particular, as someone whose body often betrays her), and so much more. Everything that falls off her fingertips and is translated into writing makes me that much more of a fan. And honestly, this IS cozy…in a sarcastic, life-affirming, smart, companionable kind of way. Reading Irby is like having drinks in your living room with a good friend who makes you laugh until you cry, and then makes you cry, then laugh again.

    Something That May Shock and Discredit You by Daniel M. Lavery

    I have been a fan of Lavery’s since his work on The Toast (RIP). I followed him to Slate, to his books, and now I simply eagerly await any of his offerings. There is something ephemeral about Lavery’s voice; managing to be funny, imaginative, and at times cryptic and thoughtful. He can rant about William Shatner as well as engage you in a dialogue about Lord Byron or Jane Austen and all of it feels like you get it. Because Lavery does, and so he passes on those strange, hilarious, and oddly specific rants to your brain, too. Like a precious little gift. I recommend reading this with a nice hot toddy or a cup of strong black tea.

    Here For It by R. Eric Thomas

    If you’ve ever asked yourself, “Is any of this struggle or fighting worth it?”, R. Eric Thomas is here to tell you YES. Bolded, all caps, absolutely, 100% YES. It’s hard not to feel down about the last few years, and turning to books for comfort is something I think a lot (and I mean A LOT) of us have done. Add Thomas to your feel good list. He’s struggled with self-acceptance and image, racism, sexuality, religion, and yeah, that question of, “What the hell am I even fighting for?” It’s an affirmation of what we see as joyful in life, as worth it, and he fills the book with hilarious and honesty, a honey-sweet combination that we all need a little bit in tougher days.

    Halli Starling (she/they) writes fantasy worlds, vampires, and romance, focusing on stories with deep emotional investment. And the occasional bloody bit of violence.

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