Author: Trish

  • Black Sails Season 3 Episode 5 Review – XXIII

    Black Sails Season 3 Episode 5 Review – XXIII

    Facing certain death, Silver pushes Flint to take action.  Teach shows Vane a way forward.  A new threat puts Eleanor and Rogers on notice.  Max makes her play.

    (Summary provided by starz.com)


    BEST FLINT MOMENT

    The amount of times I shouted “I LOVE YOU” and cursed at my TV screen in overwhelmed emotion during Flint’s “I got my groove back” speech is innumerable.  But by far the most spine-tingling moment was when, lit beautifully from the side, he said this:

    “They pledged to follow me when they thought I was alive.  They turned when they thought I was gone.  So I will come back from the dead and lay claim to what I am owed.”

    AGH.  His reclaiming of his mythic status is SO. FUCKING. HOT.

    TODAY’S RUNNER UP

    Vane!  In this episode, our simple guy gets everything he wants (and I do mean simple, because Mr. Concrete cannot understand the symbolism of Teach’s story about the power of women leaving a mark on a man until it is explained to him, lol). He is a proper pirate!  Fighting men of skill and proving his worth, honoring his victims with last drinks and final conversations.  He also speaks Spanish, which is surprising and lovely!

    But maybe having everything he’s wanted isn’t actually satisfying.  After all, he is shaken by the dying Spaniard’s comment that “Money makes sheep of us all.”  You can almost see his mind begin to turn, wondering if his pursuit of treasure isn’t freedom after all, but a different kind of prison.  When Teach says the discovered papers are only useful to someone who wants to retake Nassau, we are left wondering…does Vane actually want to fight for something more than a proper pirate life?

    LOL MOMENT

    Featherstone receives his pardon, bemoans his returned status to a “humble bookkeeper,” then turns to Idelle.  He delicately touches her arm and says,

    “I sincerely hope this doesn’t diminish your attraction to me.”

    Idelle gives the BEST expression of “um, WHAT” and I love them both even more.

    WELL-FORMED THOUGHTS

    In my recap of 210 – XVII, I tried to navigate Flint’s changing goals concerning Nassau and England.  With the introduction of a colonized Nassau and after Flint’s speech to the Maroon Queen, it’s time for an update.

    1. Initially, Thomas and James planned to restore colonial rule to Nassau from the inside.  They wanted to remake civilization there by offering pardons and forgiveness to the pirates in a bid to create a new world of freedom from past sins.  This is now contrasted with Woodes Rogers, who is working to establish colonial rule to Nassau from the inside by offering pardons as a means of control.  The threats underlying his goodwill have been subtle but steady so far, and his motivation being profit rather than reformation has already been admitted.
    2. After his exile from London, James took on the mantle Flint in an effort to restore colonial rule to Nassau from the outside.  He planned to make Nassau so powerful and so self-sufficient that it could negotiate a partnership with England.
    3. After Miranda’s death, Flint’s opinion largely becomes “screw England.”  Now he wants Nassau to become powerful in a bid to scare England away from ever returning.
    4. On Maroon Island, Flint sees his grief and rage reflected in the Queen and her people, and he shifts his defensive plan into something offensive.  He now wants to unite oppressed people throughout the West Indies to “lay down their shovels, take up swords, and say ‘No more.’”  In some ways this is a return to Thomas’s dream of creating a new world based on freedom.  In other ways, it’s very different, since it has broader implications for more people and admittedly, far more violence (swords now, not shovels).

    FRAGMENTED THOUGHTS

    • Our last hallucination.  Anyone have thoughts on why this time, Flint’s lips don’t move but we hear his voice?
    • Flint is still preoccupied with death, but Miranda attempts to dissuade him with two tactics:  1) he is close to achieving something great, and 2) he is not alone.

    Miranda:  James, you resented me because we were so close, and I threw it all away.  If you join me now, what if I resented you for the same reason?
    James:  What would I be throwing away?
    Miranda:  You can’t see it yet, can you?  You are not alone.

    • It is so rewarding to hear Mr. Scott say, “Give us the room.”  Finally the man is given the deference that his power has always deserved.  SUPER kudos to Flint for recognizing that Mr. Scott is even more impressive than he’d realized, and he’d already given Mr. Scott a lot of praise.
    • “I wonder if ever a war so loudly anticipated ended so quietly” is such a beautiful line.
    • Despite saying he was all out of lies in the last episode, Flint steals a tiny knife and reveals his backup plan should his conversation with the Queen go badly – he’ll hold her hostage so that his crew can escape, despite knowing he cannot survive that scenario.  When Silver points out that the plan is suicidal, Flint’s look is all, “I know, that’s why I chose it.”
    • Eleanor is back in Nassau!!  And I adore her forcing Hornigold to report to her.

    “I suppose I should have seen this, that somehow your grip on this place would be too strong to be denied by a king, his laws, or even your death.”

    • When told the governor’s mansion is “home to a smuggler, den to opium fiends, salon to a pirate king,” Woodes Rogers jokes, “Suppose I’ll fit right in.”  #jokes, or is Rogers hinting at something darker?
    • Max and Eleanor reunite, and I am so thrilled to be watching a show in which two powerful women arguing about their influence and legitimacy!  I love even more that their posturing fades away as they question how deeply they’ve betrayed each other and the answer turns out to be NOT AT ALL.  Forever crying!!
    • Eleanor appeals to Max’s desire for safety, but when she doesn’t bite, Eleanor says, “He can make life very difficult for you.”  Hmmm, civilization doesn’t seem so healthy if it only exists thanks to threats of punishment.  Not to mention that Rogers knows Max is important enough that he needs her blessing of the governing council, but she cannot be a part of it (because she’s a woman/not white).  Not making a great case for the preferability of English rule!
    • But Max knows her worth, even if no one else does.  I LOVE HER.

    “I own title to more of the street than you ever did.  I earn as much legitimate income as you ever did.  I have no enemies and strong friends.  I am the one they all come to here to make peace between them when no one else can.”

    • Mr. and Mrs. Scott are so cute!!  “Do you trust me to make this decision?”  “Of course I do.”  He knows she’s the one with all the power, and I’m forever dying from strong men admiring stronger women.
    • Billy’s “uh DUH” expression when Silver points out that he’s awfully eager to be rid of Flint, lol.  These two constantly circling Flint and missing each other in the process is super fascinating.  I would love someone else to parse their relationships with the captain and each other throughout the entirety of the series.
    • Max bribes Woodes Rogers with her share of the Urca gold, hidden from Spain because of its new form as black pearls etc.  Only it turns out Mrs. Hudson is a spy for Spain and they know about the double dealing!!  (How great is it that this show refuses to let women be anything other than complex and amazing??)
    • Eleanor didn’t tell Woodes Rogers about her relationship with Max, huh?  Sex with a pirate is one thing, but sex with another woman?  Civilization couldn’t stomach that.
    • Silver doesn’t want Flint to die!!  I realize that this is an incredibly low bar to clear, but, um.  It’s so sweet??

    “I understand the allure of ensuring that no one will ever think you the villain you fear you are.  What a waste, it seems to me, knowing it doesn’t have to be this way, knowing the man who talked me into giving a shit about this crew, why, he could talk those people out there into anything.  If he wanted to.”

    • I know that Silver is calling back to his 205 realization that Flint doesn’t want to be a villain, but I think he also now understands this from his own experience.  Based on how ashamed he was to tell Flint of his betrayal re: the Urca gold, I think he’s afraid he’d be a villain to the crew if they found out.  Extra sad, knowing his eventual role in Treasure Island.
    • Silver knows Flint, and this is EXACTLY what he needs to hear to leave the knife (Plan B) behind and trust fully in his ability to sell a dream to someone by giving SUCH A GOOD SPEECH.

    “Let us assume that I can offer you something better.  You have hidden in this place for a lifetime, hidden from the harsh realities that lie beyond this veil that you have constructed here, but the moment that that shot entered his belly, that veil began to unravel.  Sooner or later, you are going to have to confront these realities, chief among them being that England takes whatever, whenever, however it wants:  lives, loves, labor, spirits, homes.  It has taken them from me. I imagine that it has taken it from you.  And when that veil drops altogether, they will come for more.”

    • Revolutionary Flint is SUCH A GOOD FLINT.
    • This is just, FULL FLINT.  A culmination of his pursuit of freedom from oppression (now extended to more people), his rage (now turned into righteous fervor), and his military prowess (now turned against an empire).  He wants to bring it all down, and I LOVE HIM SO MUCH.
    • Woodes Rogers and Eleanor kiss for half a second before being interrupted.  Even though Rogers realizes he can’t accept Max’s bribe, problems are complicated because Spain knows there’s another portion missing!
    • Cut to:  Jack, Anne, and an enormous treasure chest.  Jack goes back to Nassau because he won’t give up his name.  He knows it’s dumb, but he cares.  She knows it’s dumb, but she loves him.  He kisses her on the hat, and it’s so cute, but SERIOUSLY.  People should listen to Anne!!  “We did it.  We beat the fucking game.  Walk another half mile, we get in that boat, and we win.”
    • The Walrus crew is let out of their cages, and we see Flint putting on his captain’s coat because symbolism is delicious.

    Silver:  I’m going to admit something to you.  Please don’t take this the wrong way, but I didn’t think there was a chance in hell that was actually going to work.
    Flint:  Me neither.  Thank you…for opening that door.

    • They are SO CUTE, but Flint is all, “Now we go find Charles Vane,” because that is his City Sacking Buddy.

    Not done reliving the episode?  Listen to Daphne and Liz’s podcast at Fathoms Deep!

  • The Guncle by Steven Rowley

    The Guncle by Steven Rowley

    Genre | Contemporary Fiction
    Page #s | 336
    Publishing Date | May 2021

    From the bestselling author of Lily and the Octopus and The Editor comes a warm and deeply funny novel about a once-famous gay sitcom star whose unexpected family tragedy leaves him with his niece and nephew for the summer.

    Patrick, or Gay Uncle Patrick (GUP, for short), has always loved his niece, Maisie, and nephew, Grant. That is, he loves spending time with them when they come out to Palm Springs for weeklong visits, or when he heads home to Connecticut for the holidays. But in terms of caretaking and relating to two children, no matter how adorable, Patrick is honestly a bit out of his league.

    So when tragedy strikes and Maisie and Grant lose their mother and Patrick’s brother has a health crisis of his own, Patrick finds himself suddenly taking on the role of primary guardian. Despite having a set of “Guncle Rules” ready to go, Patrick has no idea what to expect, having spent years barely holding on after the loss of his great love, a somewhat-stalled career, and a lifestyle not-so-suited to a six- and a nine-year-old. Quickly realizing that parenting—even if temporary—isn’t solved with treats and jokes, Patrick’s eyes are opened to a new sense of responsibility, and the realization that, sometimes, even being larger than life means you’re unfailingly human.

    With the humor and heart we’ve come to expect from bestselling author Steven Rowley, The Guncle is a moving tribute to the power of love, patience, and family in even the most trying of times.

    Goodreads

    I haven’t read many adult queer contemporary fiction novels that are easy, breezy, summer reads, but I sure want to read more after The Guncle! This book was an absolute delight as author Stephen Rowley captures both children and gay culture perfectly.

    Patrick is a single gay man who has become increasingly isolated after losing his partner in a tragic car accident many years before. When his best friend and sister-in-law dies of cancer, he finds himself skeptically in charge of his niece and nephew. All three learn how to process grief and lean on the love of family in the wake of tragedy. Cue cute kids, Christmas in summer, and heartwarming feelings!

    Rowley captures kid voices very accurately, to the point that I was laughing out loud at some of the things they said. But this is not a defanged sappy book about kids – it’s still very much a queer book, with Patrick falling in love again and many meaningful chats with his neighbours (a polyamorous gay throuple collectively named JED).

    I enjoyed this book so much. It’s the perfect read poolside, or honestly, curled up in a cozy blanket if you somehow stumble across this review in the winter. A lovely read for any time of year!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    This is a book for anyone who wants a light-hearted summer read with a queer protagonist!

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • 2021 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo

    2021 LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo

    Welcome to Roar Cat Reads’ first annual Summer Book Bingo competition!

    There’s no better time to expand our reading horizons than summertime, so I have created an LGBTQ+ Summer Book Bingo card to inspire readers to try a new genre or new format. And while reading is it’s own reward, why not get a prize as well?

    Share what you’re reading with the hashtag #RCRBookBingo2021 on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram.

    How to Play

    Books can only be used once per card, and all books read must be by or about an LGBTQIA2S+ person.

    How do I win?

    Bingo: Complete a line by reading a book that matches each square’s theme. A line can be vertical, horizontal, or diagonal. Turn in your card to be featured in Roar Cat Reads’ Summer Wrap Up blog post and be entered into a drawing for a $10 gift card to the book store of your choice!

    Blackout: Complete all 25 squares! Turn in your card to be entered into a grand prize drawing which will include a $25 gift card to a book store of your choice as well as a special Roar Cat Reads prize!

    How do I turn in my card?

    When you’ve completed a Bingo or Blackout, email roarcatreads@gmail.com to submit your entry! Your email must include the following information to be considered valid:

    • The author and title of the book you read.
    • Which square this book applies to.

    Bonus! If you also post a picture of your completed card on Facebook, Twitter, or Instagram using the hashtag #RCRBookBingo2021, your name will be entered into the drawing twice!

    Entries must be received by August 31, 2021 to be considered for the drawing.

    If you have any questions, email roarcatreads@gmail.com.

    Happy reading!

  • Any Way the Wind Blows by Rainbow Rowell

    Any Way the Wind Blows by Rainbow Rowell

    Genre | YA Fantasy
    Page #s | 574
    Publishing Date | July 2021

    In Carry On, Simon Snow and his friends realized that everything they thought they understood about the world might be wrong. And in Wayward Son, they wondered whether everything they understood about themselves might be wrong.

    In Any Way the Wind Blows, Simon and Baz and Penelope and Agatha have to decide how to move forward.

    For Simon, that means deciding whether he still wants to be part of the World of Mages — and if he doesn’t, what does that mean for his relationship with Baz? Meanwhile Baz is bouncing between two family crises and not finding any time to talk to anyone about his newfound vampire knowledge. Penelope would love to help, but she’s smuggled an American Normal into London, and now she isn’t sure what to do with him. And Agatha? Well, Agatha Wellbelove has had enough.

    Any Way the Wind Blows takes the gang back to England, back to Watford, and back to their families for their longest and most emotionally wrenching adventure yet.

    This book is a finale. It tells secrets and answers questions and lays ghosts to rest.

    Carry On was conceived as a book about Chosen One stories; Any Way the Wind Blows is an ending about endings. About catharsis and closure, and how we choose to move on from the traumas and triumphs that try to define us.

    Goodreads

    Any Way the Wind Blows is the third book in the Simon Snow series (check out my reviews of Carry On and Wayward Son). Although I didn’t think the plot of this novel was as tight as the previous two books, it doesn’t actually matter. The characters are the center of this story, and Rowell gives us more of her excellent dialogue and relationships between some of my all-time favorite book characters.

    The group is split up for most of the book. Simon and Baz are figuring out their relationship whilst investigating a new supposed “Chosen One.” Penelope and Shepherd untangle and resolve his mysterious demon tattoos. And Agatha hangs out with new character Naimh and the goats of Watford. Each storyline is really fun, though I do wish there had been more frequent interactions between each group.

    Penelope remains my MVP; her confidence-bordering-on-arrogance fills my heart (and Shepherd’s) with adoration, but once again, Agatha keeps stealthily stealing my heart! Her story went in a truly unexpected direction, and I am so happy for the place she found in the wizarding world. Of course, Simon and Baz are also amazing. There was a fake out early in the book that felt like drama for the sake of drama, but once they settle into their relationship, it was so rewarding to watch them try to make things work. Their dialogue is so real and lovely, and in this book we get some non-sexy sex scenes, which honestly is my favorite. The intimacy that happens in imperfect situations is way hotter to me than anything else.

    Although I’m pretty sure this is the last book in a trilogy, it sure reads as though there could be more. I hope there is! I loved the resolution to Simon’s past that we get in this book, but I desperately want to see him enjoy it. And I NEED to see Agatha in her new role just as much as I want a spinoff of Shepherd and Penelope traveling the world meeting new magical creatures! There is so much still to explore, and I hope Rowell is inspired to stay in this world.

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    If you’re reading the third book in this series, you already know it centers on gay relationship between two boys. What is new is a gay relationship between two girls! Even better, there are some really vulnerable discussions of sexuality, of not quite knowing how to label yourself, and the embarrassment of not realizing something so huge about yourself earlier.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    As always, Harry/Draco shippers are going to love this book. But more than that, if you love fantasy novels but wish there was more of a focus on characters and relationships, then you will love the Simon Snow series!

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Adventure Queers: Meet Chad Charest!

    Adventure Queers: Meet Chad Charest!

    Please welcome Chad Charest (he/him)! He is a geek of all types, master of none, and he is in the running to become World’s Coolest Uncle. You can hear more from him in his podcast interview with DMs of Vancouver, and stay tuned! He is writing an urban fantasy series; it will hopefully be on your bookshelf in the future.

    Chad, when did you first play Dungeons and Dragons?  What was the experience like?

    My experience with roleplaying games actually started with MSN role play chat with friends. We made stuff up with no material or oversight, just one person acting as gamemaster and the rest of us reacting. When I was 12-13 years old, I would go to a local Chilliwack game store (now Bastion Games) to play Yu-Gi-Oh!. Another teenager invited me to play D&D, and actually, we still play together! For years, I was mostly playing with people older that me, usually with straight cis men. I would love to play with a more diverse group, but queer female nerds tend to live outside of Chilliwack.

    Nowadays, I usually split my time between DMing and playing 50/50. DMing is more work, but I like trying to force people to role play. A normal group is very hack and slash based, so I will give them prompts during character creation to expand a little. The one I usually use is the prompt “You are lost, either physically, mentally, or emotionally. Why?” Then in a twelve-session campaign, each character gets three sessions of focus to find the thing that is lost.

    As a player, my characters have changed a lot over time. I used to like paladins a lot, then I went through a charisma character phase. Right now I’m obsessed with intelligence based characters like wizards and artificers. I recently played gnome wizard inspector, and it was really fun.

    I hear that you’ve introduced your nephews to D&D. How did that go?

    Yeah, I recently taught my two nephews (aged 11) how to play D&D! The system allows for people to play at any age. Some handholding is necessary at first, and having an experienced player other than the DM at the table is helpful. But let them do what they want, and don’t guide them or be too helpful. Make suggestions and remind them what they’re capable of, but let them make decisions on their own.

    When I was starting with my nephews, I gave them a walkthrough of every class and where they typically end up focusing, but I also gave them flexibility if they changed their minds. I think it’s also important to base the game on things they’re already interested in, like Minecraft. And sometimes it’s important to change how to play to fit their style. I usually play D&D with theater of the mind, but I bought them miniatures because I knew they’d love it. Now they’re playing by themselves, and they give me regular updates. I’m usually like, “That’s definitely not following the rules, but you’re having fun!” It feels so good to have passed this on to them.

    How do you bring your asexual identity into D&D and roleplaying games?  Has D&D played a part in exploring or understanding your sexuality?

    Honestly, not really. I only figured out that I am asexual when I was 27 – about seven years ago. My D&D characters have just never been sexual, and usually I was playing with cis dudes who weren’t going to role play flirting with each other, and if they did romance an NPC, the scene would fade to back.

    I love playing bards, but contrary to popular stereotypes, they don’t flirt. Instead, they’re cocky and fun, and they make great friendships with other characters.

    What makes a D&D table a queer-friendly atmosphere to you?

    I haven’t had much trouble with that. When I came out as asexual, my friends were accepting and it was fine – not a big deal. I do like to play with queer people; when I have it’s awesome. You get a lot less of the hack and slash role play, and you get diverse characters who care about more things and have more in-depth identities (though of course cis people sometimes do too). Izzy introduced non-binary characters into their campaign, and that was awesome. I want more of that! For now I seek out that representation and community in literature or TV shows.

    What would you like to see done differently in D&D (either the culture surrounding the game or the mechanics of the game itself)?

    Wizards of the Coast have made some good steps recently; Tasha’s Cauldron of Everything no longer forces stats based on race. We need more things like that! We should also moving away from stories based in imperialism and be more creative by telling different kinds of stories. I try to bring that into my campaigns when I can.

    Are there TTRPG systems that you enjoy other other D&D?  What are they, and what do you like about them?

    I love Warhammer RPGs. It’s a well-established world. Even though it is very imperialistic, they’re fun! There is a wealth of history and lore that gives you a lot to work with, so you can lean away from imperialism and play from other alien species perspectives to get into more interesting content. Orcs grow from mushrooms, so let’s have asexual orcs!

    I also like Clockwork and Chivalry. In fact, my queerest experience happened in that game…with non-queer people. There is a table you can roll to determine how you know the other characters. The one woman in the group was in love with my character, and everyone else was in love with another character. It led to this great scene where everyone spent the night sneaking to someone else’s tent, only to find it empty because the other person was sneaking off to someone else’s empty tent!

    Of all the TTRPGs I’ve played, though, I think Rolemaster is my favorite. It is a little bit like D&D but it’s complex; there are 270 skills. In D&D, your characters are badasses too easily. In Rolemaster, you have to be really careful in combat situations. A group of goblins can take out a level 10 character if you aren’t strategic about your location or defenses.

    Do you have any recommendations of asexual representation done well in a nerdy property (TV show, podcast, book)?

    I actually got to sit on a panel at Emerald City Comic Con about asexual representation in media. We talked about Todd Chavez in Bojack Horseman and Jughead from Archie comics. Often in media, male representation of asexuality leads to characters that are infantilized and treated like children. On the other hand, there is a lot of amazing female representation. There is a drama podcast called ARS Paradoxica with a lead who is asexual, and it’s the best time travel anything that I’ve ever experienced. Elizabeth Moon’s fantasy novel The Deed of Paksenarrion has a main character who doesn’t use the word “asexual” to describe herself, but she does talk about not being interested in sex or romance.

    Thank you for coming on Roar Cat Reads to share your experience with us, Chad!

    Are you an Adventure Queer? Do you love to play D&D? Email us at roarcatreads@gmail.com to let us know you would like to be interviewed!

  • Black Sails Season 3 Episode 4 Review – XXII

    Black Sails Season 3 Episode 4 Review – XXII

    Civilization returns to Nassau, and sets its sights on Vane.  Flint, Silver, and Billy encounter a new enemy.  Rackham takes a stand against his crew.  Scott finds his place in the new regime.

    (Summary provided by starz.com)


    BEST FLINT MOMENT

    Silver questions why Flint is even entertaining Billy’s plan to escape into the trap-laden jungle, to which Flint replies, “It gives him focus.  Keeps his mind off the fact that there might not be a better plan.  Why would we want to take that away from him?”

    Flint’s kindness is always a delightful surprise, as is the revelation that his role as captain extends in so many nuanced and exhausting directions.

    TODAY’S RUNNER UP

    Teach!  He is such a good Pirate Daddy for Vane.  Without even knowing that Vane hopes to flee with him, Teach appears in the middle of Vane’s escape fight, and together they are so amazing!!  Teach in particular is a graceful and deadly fighter, which is very cool to see.

    He accepts Vane onto his ship, and even gives him one last look (test?) at Eleanor.  He wants to know if his Pirate Son will betray him for her once more, either by abandoning their dangerous plan for fear of hurting her or by betraying Teach to save her.  When Teach realizes that Vane can think beyond his emotions, he is so proud.

    It’s really nice to see such a loving relationship between two male pirates.

    (Although…I guess Vane and Jack have something similar?  How does Vane uniquely inspire such non-sexual male love??)

    LOL MOMENT

    “Godspeed, Charles.”
    “Fuck you, Jack.”

    Me:  SOBBING

    Okay, this is maybe not as Laugh Out Loud as I intended, but it is surprising and cute before the sadness sets in.

    WELL-FORMED THOUGHTS

    Let’s talk about Flint and his relationship to vulnerability.

    In this episode, Silver makes two gestures of vulnerability to Flint.  First, he allows Flint to sit beside him while he cleans his stump with his prosthetic off, even though he has isolated himself from the crew to do so.  Second, after falling in the woods, he uses Flint’s shoulder as a crutch during the hike.  This is not necessarily surprising, since in the last episode Silver established a precedent of vulnerability with Flint in a bid for his partnership (by both admitting his role in stealing the Urca gold and in admitting his dependency upon the Walrus crew for purpose).

    What is especially interesting to me is how Flint reacts to this.  Instead of using Silver’s vulnerability against him, Flint responds with vulnerability of his own.  In the dark of their cage, Flint tells Silver his past: about Miranda and “her husband,” Peter Ashe, and their goal of obtaining a universal pardon to introduce to Nassau in order to establish colonial rule.  This is something he’s told no one else (I don’t think Gates even knew this).  I do think this is partly because he thinks they will all die on that island, but even so, he wouldn’t have shared that with anyone but a Silver who had previously opened up to him.

    What I’m saying is, Flint is desperate to love and be loved, to know and be known.  His role as a pirate captain has necessitated that he close himself off from all emotions save greed and anger.  Miranda was his one outlet, but even his relationship with her was guarded and abrupt until very recently.  Now there is a person in his pirate captain life who interacts with him as an equal to be trusted and relied upon, and it is no surprise that our secretly tender-hearted Flint blossoms under such attention.  He wants a safe place to be vulnerable, and for now, he has found it in Silver.

    FRAGMENTED THOUGHTS

    • When Silver lets Flint in on his revelation about the bigger picture about the pardons, he says it is “the opening move in [the] attack.”  As things get murky and even Flint finds himself wondering why they’re fighting against what seems to be his original goal, it’s important to notice Silver’s choice of words.  The pardons they are being offered are an “attack” while the pardons Thomas envisioned were forgiveness.  TBD as the series continues.

    “For whatever reason, when you and I speak with one voice, we seem to be able to compel them to any end.”

    • Why is Flint/Silver as the unstoppable dream team SO SEXY?  Full confession:  I did not ship Flint and Silver the first time I watched through the series.  I didn’t even think of it as an option until I finished and saw that fandom was all about them.  I remain a diehard James/Thomas fangirl, but I SEE IT, OKAY.  I see it.
    • Woodes Rogers has a very accurate summation of Eleanor:  “Because you’re smart without needing anyone to explain to you how to be.  And because you’re not afraid of being thought to be wrong when you know that you’re right.”  Later, when she admits the worst of herself to him via the opinions of those in Nassau (“That I’m untrustworthy, that I would turn on anyone at any time, no matter how close they were to me.  No matter who it hurt or how severely.”), he takes it in and then continues to use her as his senior counselor.  I’m not emotionally attached to this relationship, but I can totally see why Eleanor would feel seen and valued.
    • Jack the badass!  The way he opened the fort’s door, shot a guy in the head, and shut the door again??  UM.
    • Anne is very smart in this episode.  I think everyone in the show overlooks her, but she’s the one questioning why Vane is singled out as unforgiveable, and later she’s the one telling Jack that they’ve won.  They have an enormous treasure, and they can go learn French and live in Brussels.  Anne, honey, you deserve to be listened to.
    • I LOVE our introduction to Maroon Island.  The men and women who have escaped slavery are initially presented to fit into our historical narrative as “savages” covered in paint.  But they are immediately shown to be smart and prepared (littering their forest with traps) and civilized (in the good sense).  They have built a stunning city considering they started from nothing about fifteen years ago, and they have a system of government fun by the ineffably elegant QUEEN.  “She is everything here: priestess, governess, warlord.”
    • I love that the Black Sails writers thought, you know what we need?  Another strong female leader!  No wait, TWO.
    • MADI AND HER MOTHER.
    • I love them.
    • When the Queen asks who their captain is, Flint immediately assumes responsibility.  When she asks for the quartermaster, Silver pauses before doing the same.  Since this season is all about Silver learning how to be a leader, this is very indicative of his progress.
    • Treasure Island alert!  Ben Gunn joins the Walrus crew.
    • The only thing this show could do to make me like Hornigold for even a second is to have him warmly greet Mr. Scott and show him special attention.  Augh, fine!  You get ten seconds of my goodwill!
    • Mr. Scott, however, is being very problematic by offering to find the escaped slaves and return them.  Of course, we later learn that he actually found them and is helping them escape to Maroon Island!
    • Speaking of escaped slaves, we learn that Jack left their prison unlocked when the fort exploded, which…okay, that’s nice.  I’m glad he didn’t leave them there.  But this is framed as something practical more than moral, since by letting them escape, he prevents the English from using slave labor to rebuild the fort quickly.  This whole plot line (now ended?) has been very frustrating for me, but I suppose I appreciate that the show refused to make our heroes anachronistically heroic.
    • Hallucination alert!!  It’s a short one but a good one!

    Miranda:  You’re curious again.  Ready to follow me through a door that is somehow less frightening knowing I await you on the other side.
    Flint:  I miss you.
    Miranda:  I miss you, too.
    Flint:  When we arrive out there, I am to leave you behind?
    Miranda:  Yes.
    Flint:  What if I were to stay?

    • Flint’s death wish is now fueled by sadness rather than rage.  He’s moving through the stages of grief quite nicely.
    • Silver goes on a field trip to meet Madi!  This is when the show steps up a notch.  So far it has been a story of oppression of white people by white people.  But instead of letting that be an analogy for people of color to see themselves in, Black Sails says, no.  We’re bring African men and women who were enslaved to the table and letting them speak about their oppression for themselves.  IT IS SO GREAT.

    “There are one thousand men and women here.  Among them there is no shortage of anger or hate or fear.  Perhaps you have noticed.  They have suffered cruelties you cannot possibly imagine.  Sisters separated from brothers.  Husbands from their wives.  Mothers from their sons.  No one has greater cause to swear England an enemy and desire vengeance against her as we do.”

    • Mrs. Hudson is being nosy, and we don’t know why.
    • FIRE SHIP!  This is definitely one of the coolest naval strategies they’ve done so far.  The pirate fleet escapes, and England is down one ship.
    • Silver is confused as to why Flint is not plotting.  His knowledge of Flint’s psyche is revealed by this telling question: “Where are you?”  Flint is in 1705, which he tells Silver about in a stunning display of vulnerability (discussed in more depth in the Best Flint Moment above).

    “Peter Ashe, Miranda, her husband, and I, we worked to obtain a universal pardon and introduce it to Nassau to eliminate piracy and restore colonial rule there.  I moved away from those things.  Inch by inch, I forgot it all.  And now, in this cage, in the belly of this thing that has swallowed us whole, I wonder if the civilization of Nassau isn’t exactly what I tried to achieve all those years ago.  If resisting it doesn’t set me in opposition to everything I once understood to be good and right.  To forgive.  To make order of chaos.  I wonder if the pardons are the victory, and that the most enlightened thing that I can do is sit still.  Accept what appears to be inevitable, and let this be the end of Captain Flint.”

    • I assume anyone watching the show knows that Captain Flint will not just sit still, but technically saying so spoils the next episode.  Whatever.  This is Flint’s dark night of the soul; he’s tired of fighting, he’s confused, he misses Miranda, and he wants it all to be over.  But I’m reminded of what Miranda herself once said about Thomas:  “Great men…are made by one thing and one thing only: the relentless pursuit of a better world.  The great men don’t give up that pursuit.  They don’t know how to.  And that is what makes them invincible.”
    • In the midst of his grief, Flint makes some Very Astute character assessments.  Billy’s lie is that he will fight his way out, and Silver’s lie is that he will talk his way past.  Flint is usually a combination of both fighting and talking, but now…he says he has no more lies within him.
    • Which is very FITTING, because when Madi confronts her mother, the Queen says she doesn’t trust “lying pirates.”
    • Madi is too trusting because she did not experience life as a slave.  The Queen is not trusting enough because she did.
    • Oh, and REVEAL.  Mr. Scott is Madi’s father and the Queen’s husband, which makes him a KING.  Our man is finally given the role he deserves.

    Not done reliving the episode?  Listen to Daphne and Liz’s podcast at Fathoms Deep!

  • The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri

    The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri

    Genre | Fantasy
    Page #s | 533
    Publishing Date | June 2021

    Author of Empire of Sand and Realm of Ash Tasha Suri’s The Jasmine Throne, beginning a new trilogy set in a world inspired by the history and epics of India, in which a captive princess and a maidservant in possession of forbidden magic become unlikely allies on a dark journey to save their empire from the princess’s traitor brother.

    Imprisoned by her dictator brother, Malini spends her days in isolation in the Hirana: an ancient temple that was once the source of the powerful, magical deathless waters — but is now little more than a decaying ruin.

    Priya is a maidservant, one among several who make the treacherous journey to the top of the Hirana every night to clean Malini’s chambers. She is happy to be an anonymous drudge, so long as it keeps anyone from guessing the dangerous secret she hides.

    But when Malini accidentally bears witness to Priya’s true nature, their destinies become irrevocably tangled. One is a vengeful princess seeking to depose her brother from his throne. The other is a priestess seeking to find her family. Together, they will change the fate of an empire.

    Goodreads

    The Jasmine Throne brings Indian culture and female protagonists to classic epic fantasy tropes of subjugated countries and mysterious magic. It is a fast read despite it’s size, due largely to the fact that chapters switch POVs to the person whose story is most interesting at any given moment. The shape of the story is both familiar and excitingly new, and I cannot wait to see how the series progresses.

    This is a political and magical novel about a once-powerful subjugated nation that chafes under empirical rule. The story centers on two women in particular: Priya, a handmaiden with a secret, and Malini, disgraced sister of a tyrant emperor. They are each powerless in their own unique way due to being women in a traditional fantasy world that is ruled by men. Suri quickly signals that she aims to subvert this trope rather than validate it by creating a world in which women’s value comes from their literal sacrifice on a pyre. Malini refuses to die, the first feminist assertion of many that play out subtly and surely.

    With men in power, violence is the default. Although there is an argument to be made that the female characters seek alternative means of rebellion and resolution, it is never so simple as “women = good pacifists and men = bad warmongers.” This complexity is also shown in the multiple Parijati (the empire) and Ahiranyi (the subjugated vassal land) characters who fall at all points of a morality spectrum. Everyone struggles to identify the line between necessary violence and overkill. I loved that there was no simplistic delineation between good guys and bad guys. Everyone is trying to navigate a middle way (except for two very bad baddies).

    The politicking takes center stage, but there is ever-increasing attention given to a seriously cool magic system. The land is infested with a beautiful and creepy rot that kills people as it turns them into plants. The plague began when old magic returned to the world, but once again Suri takes the complicated path in exploring this power. The power is deadly, but it may also heal. Accepting the power empties you out, but it may make you more yourself than ever before. Different characters hold different opinions, and there are no sure answers by the end of the first book, at least.

    The only thing that didn’t quite work for me was the pacing of the book. It felt like the climax of the story occurred 100 pages before the end. Although several (extremely) important events happen after this point, I kept feeling like it ought to be wrapping up. However, it was still a page turner!

    I loved this book, and I’m eager for more from this world and from other queer feminist epic fantasies.

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    One of the cultural legacies lost when conquered by the empire, Ahiranyi believe that love can exist between men and men or women and women. This is now outlawed, which means people talk around the point and speak carefully to make their feelings known.

    I love a fantasy story with romance, and this one is great! The slow burn romance between two women feels utterly earned and exciting because they know each other’s desperation, manipulativeness, loyalty, and care. They know the best and the worst of each other, and I am here for it!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Give The Jasmine Throne to your fantasy nerd friend who is tired of all their books focusing on straight white men.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • July Monthly Round Up

    July Monthly Round Up

    Molly Ostertag wrote a stunningly beautiful tribute to Tolkien, Frodo, and Sam with Queer Readings of The Lord of the Rings are Not Accidents.

    Read this: How Square Enix remade FF7’s Honeybee Inn scene

    I loved the Disney+ show Loki, and the bisexually lit episode 3 included a moment so many of us have LONG been waiting for – a popular, named Marvel character claiming a queer identity. The post Loki brings the trickster’s bisexual legacy to the MCU celebrates the scene and describes Marvel and Disney’s long and questionable journey to get here.

    Loki as Other: Why Do Queer and Female Viewers Love the Trickster?

    If you’re like me, your Dungeons & Dragons experience has been light on dragons. Polygon’s post D&D’s latest sourcebook revives a dragon species that’s been lost for 20 years will make you excited to change that (personally, I’m intrigued by dragon-based monk classes!).

    Check out this really cool history for queer Vancouverites in: Out On The Shelves: A library pivotal to Vancouver’s LGBT2QIA+ community.

    Check Out These Roar Cat Reads Posts!

    We’ve posted a lot of D&D content this month – I hope you’ve enjoyed reading it as much as we’ve enjoyed writing it.

    Adventure Queers: Meet Izzy Braumberger!

    Reviewing White Plume Mountain, a D&D 5e Dungeon

    My Dream D&D Party of LGBTQ+ TV Characters

    How to Find Source Material for D&D Adventures

    D&D ONE SHOT | School Sucks! A High School Horror Adventure

    Don’t Miss These Reviews of Books I Read in July

    If you missed one of my book reviews this month, never fear! Check them all out below.

  • Like Crazy: Life With My Mother and Her Invisible Friends by Dan Mathews

    Like Crazy: Life With My Mother and Her Invisible Friends by Dan Mathews

    Genre | Memoir
    Page #s | 244
    Publishing Date | May 2020

    A hilarious and heartbreaking memoir about an outlandish mother and son on an odyssey of self-discovery, and the rag-tag community that rallied to help them as the mother entered the final phase of her life.

    Dan Mathews knew that his witty, bawdy, unhinged mother, Perry, was unable to maintain her fierce independence at seventy-eight—so he flew her across the country to Virginia to live with him in an 1870 townhouse badly in need of repairs. But to Dan, a screwdriver is a cocktail not a tool, and he was soon overwhelmed with two fixer-uppers: the house and his mother.

    Unbowed, Dan and Perry built a rollicking life together fueled by costume parties, road trips, after-hours gatherings, and an unshakeable sense of humor as they faced down hurricanes, blizzards, and Perry’s steady decline. They got by with the help of an ever-expanding circle of sidekicks—Dan’s boyfriends (past and present), ex-cons, sailors, strippers, deaf hillbillies, evangelicals, and grumpy cats—while flipping the parent-child relationship on its head.

    But it wasn’t until a kicking-and-screaming trip to the emergency room that Dan discovered the cause of his mother’s unpredictable, often caustic behavior: Perry had lived her entire adult life as an undiagnosed schizophrenic.

    Irreverent and emotionally powerful, Like Crazy is a darkly comic tale about the perils and rewards of taking in a fragile parent without derailing your life in the process. A rare story about mental illness with an uplifting conclusion, it shows the remarkable growth that takes place when a wild child settles down to care for the wild woman who raised him.

    Goodreads

    Like Crazy, the story of Dan welcoming his aging mother into his home for the last few years of her life, strikes an incredible balance between earnest affection and morbid black humor. I have found this book hard to describe, which is usually a sign that something has touched me deeper than words can describe. But I will try!

    For starters, this book hinges on the relationship between Dan and Perry; they share a dark sense of humor, a love for people and spontaneous adventures, and a passion for activism. Perry’s total acceptance of her son’s homosexuality is a beacon of pure goodness, and I was especially touched that so many of Dan’s ex-boyfriends remained close to Perry after their breakup. But no matter how great they are individually and together, it’s always hard to live to parent, never mind one who is physically and mentally unwell.

    Perry isn’t diagnosed with schizophrenia until she is in her 80s and has a breakdown. It is heartbreaking to read about, but Dan is right for being in awe of her inner strength to survive so long with an untreated mental disorder. It felt very true to watch him understand in hindsight memories of Perry’s “quirks.” So often we normalize abnormal behavior because we don’t know to think differently.

    It sounds a little cliché, but this book about Perry’s last few years is a true celebration of life. The way she is cared for and celebrated is beautiful, and though her ultimate passing is definitely sad, we are left with the knowledge that she had a full and meaningful life because of her resilience and the love of her family.

    I loved everything about this book, from its content to its tone, which is irreverent and loving and overwhelmed and intelligent. I’m so grateful that Mathews shared his story with all of us.

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    Dan is a gay man whose ex-boyfriends make frequent appearance throughout, since his mom is a wonderfully supportive women who welcomes all people into her life. Eventually Dan meets Jack, a recently out man who offers all of the stability and support that Dan didn’t know he needed. So cute!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    I think anyone who has both a dark side and a sweet side will appreciate the dark subject matter of this book that is handled with love and black humor.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

    Check out our Queer Lil Library for more book recommendations and reviews!

  • Adventure Queers: Meet The GM Tim

    Adventure Queers: Meet The GM Tim

    DC 10 Wisdom (Perception): From Vancouver, Canada, The GM Tim is a busy gaymer: He dungeon masters private games for multiple roleplaying groups. In the before-time he hosted the Quests + Queers board game nights, and DMed Fierce Adventures – a monthly live D&D Drag show which is on hiatus until COVID19 restrictions end. The GM Tim currently streams Star Trek Online and Star Trek: Lost Voyages.

    DC 15 Intelligence (History): Through years of gaining experience and levelling up with the D&D Adventurers League, this Theatre of the Mind Game Master has multi-classed. Now an adventure writer, The GM Tim continues to run games at conventions, like Winter Fantasy, for Baldman Games, playtests for the League and Dungeons & Dragons, and is a featured DM at D&D in a Castle.

    GM Tim, how did you become the GM that you are today?

    I was lucky to have a DMing Yoda who taught me to play at the table. We played TTRPG Star Wars, Star Trek, Star Gate…all the Stars! Star Trek was my favorite – that’s my nerd jam.  I ran my own Star Wars game with him, and he coached me through it, showing me how to listen to players and roleplay.  

    I started DMing two groups in Vancouver many years ago; they were weekly games that grew bigger and bigger. The players trusted me enough to – well, not screw around, but to dive into their characters’ backgrounds.  One had a whole story created that his mom was evil, and his dad had trained him. I later built up a huge Darth Vader reveal that his dad was the one who was evil and had killed his mom. There were tears at the table! But you can’t do something like that without trust. I have a table rule that I call The Golden Box. Anything players put on their character sheet is untouchable, but if they share anything about their characters in game, like memories, I’m allowed to twist that into a story if I want.

    The other group was all women, a mix of cis and trans women. I was super lucky and really honored to run this group for them. It was one of the big wake up calls for me. It was enlightening in how different the sessions were. The dynamics at the table, the way they interacted with NPCs and monsters – it was so different from typical grognard BS. The experience allowed me to be more narrative and creative as a DM.

    What do you love about D&D?

    When I first started playing, it was total escapism. It was a way to not be me. Today it’s a little bit of that, but I just love it. I don’t know that there is One Thing. The power for storytelling is incredible. Maybe the thing I like most is that you realize you’re more creative than you think you are. You can play with tropes and twists of tropes, and people love when you do that. It’s like someone who thinks they don’t have a mind for math, but soon they’re pulling off complex equations! It showed me that I can write and conceptualize things, and it’s opened a lot of avenues for me.

    Have you experienced any differences playing D&D with queer people vs predominantly straight groups?

    Oh yeah!  In 2017, right as I became “The GM Tim,” I had a group of all queer guys.  It’s the most diverse group I’ve ever had, and we all met through Grindr of all places. It was a lot of fun with a lot of jokes and great interplay. The best thing about it was that it was unapologetically gay. There was a complete normalization of queerness with zero worries or concern. We didn’t have to think or second guess ourselves. We didn’t have to worry that the straight guy across from us thought we were hitting on them. There was no body shaming or ageism.  In fact, we had a recurring NPC called Mondo the bugbearian (a bugbear barbarian) who wound up dating a player’s rock gnome character. There were a lot of top/bottom jokes. They got so attached to him that when they thought he was dead they went on a quest to find a wish spell to bring him back to life!

    I have another group that’s been playing with me for 4 years that is a group of straight cis guys. With all of my groups, I am unapologetically gay, and I make that known on the first night. If you’re not okay with that, the game is not going to go beyond that night. I will make just as many jokes about hot guys as they make about hot girls. Honestly, one of the things I’ve noticed is that straight cis players are less likely to get into relationships in the game if they’re dating someone in real life. Their monogamy extends into fiction. But gay or straight, any group can be just as good at story, and the trust factor between GM and players should exist no matter what. The vibe is just different.

    Tell me about the D&D Drag Show you ran before the pandemic. It sounds amazing!

    Matt Baume, a colleague in Seattle, started the concept with Queens of Adventure, first in bars and now a podcast. I asked him if I could do something similar in Vancouver.  Fierce Adventures is mix of drag show with D&D starring four queens. A couple weeks before the event, we sit down to go over plot outline.  We’ve only got two hours to perform, so as a group we agree that we need this and that to happen by this time, and by the end, we have to be there. Then we decide what numbers they want to do.  We theme the numbers to what is happening in the game, so they can use the number as a way to defeat a monster, play into a joke, solve a trap, or reveal what the character is thinking.  

    There is heavy audience interaction. We charge cover, but queens are largely dependent upon tips, so we let the audience purchase bonuses throughout the game.  We have someone walk through the audience to sell +2 and -2 cards. Throughout the game, a queen will yell out “I need a two!” and someone can boost their roll. But early on, it changed to applying any time I say a number. “There are five trolls, no three trolls. Okay, there is one troll; nope, negative one trolls…the trolls have joined your group.” The audience can also decide on voices. Once when I asked what draconic sounds like, someone said, “Bad Swedish,” so that’s what happened.

    We hope to restart soon, but we’re waiting for venues to open up. Hopefully by the end of the year we’ll be performing again.

    How do you create safe nerdy spaces for queer players?

    I learned a lot when I did Quests & Queers at Stormcrow Alehouse and Tavern. It was a queer board game night, and everyone working there understood that for the night, the bar was a gay bar. It was hands down a safe space. All the servers wore pronoun tags and we introduced ourselves with our pronouns to normalize it.

    What does “safe space” mean, though? It’s very individual. I think it just means making a space comfortable, welcoming, and supportive. I do that for all of my games, even with a bunch of straight guys. If you help someone feel safe, you can teach someone or encourage them to grow as an individual because they’re not on the defensive. When someone is on the defensive, their guard is up and they won’t have an open mind.

    Representation can also create safe spaces. When I normalize nonbinary NPCs in my adventures, it makes it easier for players to normalize nonbinary people away from the table. I created a polyamorous relationship between two nonbinary characters with they/them pronouns and a third whose pronouns were he/him for the Adventurer’s League, and one of the nonbinary characters was so popular that they’re in other adventures now! I hope that anyone who is questioning their gender identity feels welcomed and safe because that character exists.

    What advice would you give to someone who wants to try playing or DMing D&D?

    If you want to start playing D&D, there are a lot of DMs for hire [like The GM Tim himself]. You can also look for D&D podcasts with discord channels for “looking for games.”

    If you want to DM, try to remember that it is not some mystical role. DMs are players in the game too. Like with all games, you play and get better as you go. If you think you need to be ready for anything, there’s no way that’s going to happen. Just grab an adventure in Adventurer’s League – they’ve got everything you need to get started.

    If you want to create your own adventure, grab a piece of paper and write down a couple of encounters. The easiest hook is to just “collect the thing from the forest.” What are they going to fight? Maybe it’s the ghost of the last person who tried to get the treasure. Throw in some traps – quicksand is a good one – and maybe some monkeys who cause havoc and try to steal your stuff as you go by. The process doesn’t have to be complex.

    Tips and Tricks from The GM Tim!

    • If a character gets knocked out during a battle, give them something to do. Usually I give them the monster’s stat sheet and a note with a plot point that needs to happen and let them go! This accomplishes two things: it keeps them invested in the game, and it gives them a small taste of being a DM. Of course, if they don’t want to, they can just roll death saves and wait.
    • Subtly take notes of what your players think is going to happen in the campaign and adjust accordingly. If you’ve planned for the Big Bad to be an Umber Hulk but they’re convinced a Black Dragon is behind everything, they’ve just given you a storyline that they are invested in. Give someone the opportunity to say, “I KNEW IT!”
    • A good test to see whether you like creating adventures is to use the charts on pages 99-101 of the Dungeon Master’s Guide to create a dungeon. As you roll for Dungeon Location, Creator, Purpose, and History, a story will probably start to take form. [Note: The GM Tim walked me through this exercise, and we created a dungeon stronghold beneath a mesa, ruled by elves who had moved there to escape an ancient green dragon who had corrupted the nearby forest. It was a surprisingly easy way to create the foundation of an entire adventure or even campaign.]

    You run a book club for gamers: How does it work? What queer nerdy books do you recommend?

    I wanted to have more ideas for my adventures, so I went to books for inspiration.  I started re-reading the Dragonlance Chronicles.  While it has a special place as my first foray into fantasy and the catalyst for all this, they are a product of their time, and it’s an inherently white story. For so long, white men (J.R.R. Tolkien, C.S. Lewis, A.A. Milne) told us what fantasy is.  I wanted to change that, so I made a list of books called Appendix Lit and formed a book club around them.  Our first book was The Candle and the Flame by Nafiza Azad, a Canadian author. Ten months in, we are reading our first white male author with Agency by William Gibson.  I made the list 50% female identifying, 50% BIPOC, and at least ⅓ Canadian. The next list I make will be even more diverse.

    We read speculative fiction, historical fiction, and science fiction. My hope is that the stories we read inspire you as a DM or player to come up with different ways to see the world. One of my favorites that we’ve read so far is Stealing Thunder by Alina Boyden. The author is a trans woman with an anthropology doctorate in Indian/Pakistani studies, and the book has a trans main character.

    If you want to join us, you can check out the dates for our book club conversations here and join the discord to chat here.


    Thank you so much for a fun conversation, The GM Tim!
    I’m reading Agency and looking forward to the book club on August 14th. I hope some Roar Cat Reads readers will join in too!

  • Black Sails Season 3 Episode 3 Review – XXI

    Black Sails Season 3 Episode 3 Review – XXI

    Stranded at sea, Flint pushes Silver to his limit.  As Nassau prepares to repel an invasion, Rackham takes the reins, while Max gets her house in order.  To stave off defeat, Vane makes a difficult choice.

    (Summary provided by starz.com)


    BEST FLINT MOMENT

    After killing the two crewmen accused of stealing rations (even after hallucinating one of them as Miranda), Flint retreats to his cabin and locks the door.  His breakdown, quiet because we know people can hear what goes on within, is heartbreaking.  Flint’s loneliness and self-hatred are so evident.  It’s beautifully acted and beautifully shot.  Just stunning.

    TODAY’S RUNNER UP

    Miranda!  This is an excellent hallucination that reveals so much of Flint’s relationship with Miranda.

    Flint:  When I lost Thomas, I raged.  I was distraught.  I wept.  But with you, I’m ruined over you.
    Miranda:  When I first met you, you were so unformed.  And then I spoke and bade you cast aside your shame, and Captain Flint was born into the world.  The part of you that always existed yet never were you willing to allow into the light of day.  I was mistress to you when you needed love.  I was wife to you when you needed understanding.  But first and before all I was mother.  I have known you like no other, so I love you like no other.

    I am first and foremost a James/Thomas shipper, but I also ADORE James’s relationship with Miranda, and that the show gives so much weight to their partnership and subsequent loss.  After all, James was with Thomas for months, months in which he was at his best (respected, intelligent, productive).  James then spent ten years with Miranda, years in which he was at his worst (vengeful, resentful, villainous).  No wonder he misses her unconditional love so much.  They were everything to each other for so long, because they had no one else.

    Oh God, THIS SCENE.  I miss you, Miranda!

    LOL MOMENT

    Every time I watch the tension-filled scene of Flint and Silver teaming up to catch a shark, after which they both lay back panting, at which point Flint says, “Again?”, I break out in uncontrollable giggles.  I love these men!

    WELL-FORMED THOUGHTS

    In this episode in particular, Flint is punishing Silver for not being the partner he wants him to be.  Twice he lays the guilt on Silver VERY thick; first, by reminding him they are in this mess because Silver allowed the crew to choose to check out Hallendale’s abandoned ship, and second by killing the crewmen and then implying Silver is a burden when he says, “If you’re not strong enough to do what needs to be done, I’ll do it for you.”

    Flint is recklessly lonely, and Silver knows the cause.  He explicitly remembers that pivotal conversation in 204 when he realized that Flint didn’t want people to think he was a villain, and he intuits that Flint’s death wish is the result of his increased villainous behaviors and therefore, increased self-hatred.  But that’s not the most important thing going on here.  In 204, during that conversation, Flint wanted Silver to defend his actions and remind him of his goodness.  We know this because it is during this episode that he remembers his famously sexy defense of Thomas Hamilton.  (I discuss this in my review of 204 here.)

    Flint is punishing Silver for not being a good enough partner.  Silver makes bad decisions, yes, but more hurtful to Flint is how Silver villainizes Flint for the hard decisions he makes as leader (cutting rations).  He wants a partner who will understand the hard things he does and love him anyway (Miranda).  Because Silver is not doing this, Flint lashes out and attacks him for less vulnerable reasons (the bad decision-making as evidence that Silver is weak).

    In the launch as they investigate the whale, Silver explicitly asks to be Flint’s partner.  He offers up the worst and best parts of himself (the cleverness of stealing Flint’s Urca gold, the betrayal of that same thing, the goodness of giving up his share, the vulnerability in admitting it was because he worries he is nothing but a cripple without the Walrus crew), and in this moment, Flint sees the possibility of the partnership he craves.  It is still not entirely settled, but in the most beautifully obvious symbolism, when they team up, food and fresh wind is returned to the crew.

    FRAGMENTED THOUGHTS

    • Anne and Max are facilitating the conversion of gold to pearls with the help of the most disgusting, racist man on the show.  Max is SO magnanimous to put her professionalism above his “complimentary” racist comments, and I love Anne for pointing out the theme of the show:

    “A world where he’s the civilized one and we’re the savages is a world I’m never gonna fucking understand.”

    • Woodes Rogers wants a peaceful transition of power in Nassau, which sounds really great.  Eleanor presses him to consider a show of force, which might take longer but she believes will ultimately be more effective.  This leads us to discover that Rogers’ desire for peace is less a moral position (like it was for Thomas) and is actually because he needs the transition to be quick so that he can pay back his creditors and appease Spain.
    • Twice we get Walrus crew members talking about Flint as though he’s God.  My favorite of the two is by a random crew member moaning about how God has abandoned them…until suddenly I realized, wait, is he talking about Flint?  It there even a difference between the two to this poor man?

    “We’re all dead men.  Smote by a storm, the product of his rage.  We are dead men.  Consigned to a place where we are no longer worthy even of the good lord’s anger and must endure his indifference.  We are dead men.  Left to suffer, knowing that he no longer hears our cries, because in this place he is absent.”

    • And of course, we later get Silver pondering the same kind of thoughts, saying to Billy, “Once again, he is able to conjure the reality he desires just as it was in Charles Town, and just as it was in that storm.  There is no denying a man with that kind of power.”  At Billy’s incredulity, Silver qualifies his statement by saying it doesn’t matter whether Flint conjured the storm or conjured the men into fighting it.  Either way he has a godlike will.
    • Jack and Vane try to convince the pirates of Nassau to unite in a show of force against the coming Navy fleet.  Despite his best efforts to be a leader, no one is giving Jack the time of day.  It isn’t until Teach arrives and supplants Flint (“Flint is dead…I’m prepared to step into Captain Flint’s shoes”) that the pirate captains agree to the plan.  This is not because he cares about Nassau, but because he cares about Vane.

    Teach:  I do not seek your partnership because I am too weak to defend myself.  I don’t seek it to protect my things or to increase profit.
    Vane:  Then why do you?  You’ve been gone eight years, and suddenly my partnership is this valuable to you?  Why?
    Teach:  Eight years.  Nine wives.  No sons.  There is an instinct to leave behind something made in one’s own image.  Nature has denied me the ability, but not the need.

    • I really like that Vane immediately told Jack his plan to leave with Teach after the defense of Nassau.  It says a lot about the trust they have in each other.  I also adore Jack’s conversation with Anne, and how she teases him with truth, and he laughs and accepts it.

    Jack:  It bothers me.  Why do you think that is?
    Anne:  ‘Cause you give a shit what he thinks of you.  You always have.
    Jack:  You think?
    Anne:  Yeah.  You ain’t alone.  Plenty of men in this place have done plenty of stupid shit just to hear Charles Vane call him a proper pirate.  Though you might be the only one who actually made a career of it.

    • Billy teaches Silver to be a leader, how sometimes that means you accept the unfairness of greater rations because you need the strength to do your job well.
    • Max and Anne break up in the most loving way possible.  They are the healthy version of Eleanor/Vane – they have fundamentally different goals in life, but they discuss this openly and accept it without trying to change the other person.
    • We get Max’s backstory, beautifully and heartbreakingly delivered by Jessica Parker Kennedy.  I admire her very much for admitting what she wants and admitting that she will accept horrible things in order to get it:  “The things it took to make that room possible, they were awful things.  But inside that room was peace.  That is what home is to me.”  This helps me accept her habit of protecting herself and her people without much care for how it will affect the rest of Nassau.  Ignorant selfishness is repugnant to me, but self-aware selfishness is something I can understand.
    • ANNE KISSES MAX’S FOREHEAD which is Jack/Anne code for I Love You So Very Much.
    • Billy swings wildly between supporting Flint for the good of the crew to saying Flint has gone too far (in this episode and in the show at large).  He puts all the responsibility for fixing it on Silver, claiming that he’s next in line after Gates and Miranda to be a person who can reach Flint and change his mind.

    Billy:  He listened to them, altered his plans when they told him to.  It’s possible.  The difference is he saw them as his equal.  He respected them that way, so he was willing to listen.  You need to find a way to do the same.
    Silver:  Both those people ended up dead.
    Billy:  *stares at Silver*

    • Flint’s hallucination of Miranda (discussed in depth in the Runner Up section) ends with her saying, “At its end is where you will find the peace that eludes you, and at its end lies the answer you refuse to see.”  As she says this, Flint envisions death standing before him on the Walrus deck.  Death is the only peaceful ending that Flint can imagine, but at that very moment, the whale is spotted and the possibility of food is discovered.  THIS SHOW and its beautiful symbolism!
    • Silver and Flint rowing the launch out to the whale, having Very Tense Conversations, and capturing a shark is one of my favorite scenes in the whole series!  I could watch and rewatch it forever.
    • As mentioned earlier, it is no small matter that once Flint and Silver learn to work together as partners, the Walrus escapes the doldrums!
    • I love Eleanor for how she simultaneously compliments and insults Hornigold in suggesting he be the one to read Rogers’ pardon to the people of Nassau.

    “Whatever’s about to happen, there’s no stopping it now.”

    • At this point in the show, I am emotionally confused.  The pardons are extended, many people accept them, and…this seems like a successfully peaceful invasion.  Other than the bounty on Charles Vane’s head, it’s hard to figure out why exactly this isn’t a good thing.  Then again, going to Peter Ashe in Charles Town seemed like a good partnership with civilization too…

    Not done reliving the episode?  Listen to Daphne and Liz’s podcast at Fathoms Deep!

  • Tomorrow Will Be Different: Love, Loss, and the Fight for Trans Equality by Sarah McBride

    Tomorrow Will Be Different: Love, Loss, and the Fight for Trans Equality by Sarah McBride

    Genre | Memoir
    Page #s | 272
    Publishing Date | March 2018

    A timely and captivating memoir about gender identity set against the backdrop of the transgender equality movement, by a leading activist and the National Press Secretary for the Human Rights Campaign, the nation’s largest LGBTQ civil rights organization.

    Sarah McBride is on a mission to fight for transgender rights around the world. But before she was a prominent activist, and before she became the first transgender person to speak at the Democratic National Convention in 2016, she was a teenager struggling with her identity.

    With emotional depth and unparalleled honesty, Sarah shares her personal struggle with gender identity, coming out to her supportive but distraught parents, and finding her way as a woman. She inspires readers with her barrier-breaking political journey that took her, in just four years, from a frightened, closeted college student to one of the nation’s most prominent transgender activists walking the halls of the White House, passing laws, and addressing the country in the midst of a heated presidential election. She also details the heartbreaking romance with her first love and future husband Andy, a trans man and activist, who passed away from cancer in 2014 just days after they were married.

    Sarah’s story of identity, love, and tragic loss serves as a powerful entry point for readers who want to gain a deeper understanding of gender identity and what it means to be openly transgender. From issues like bathroom access to healthcare, identification and schools, Sarah weaves the important political milestones, cultural and political debates, and historical context into a personal journey that will open hearts and change minds.

    Tomorrow Will Be Different highlights Sarah’s work as an activist and the key issues at the forefront of the fight for trans equality, providing a call-to-arms and empowering look at the road ahead. The fight for equality and freedom has only just begun.

    Goodreads

    I read this book in two days, utterly engrossed in Sarah’s personal story of coming out as a young trans woman, pursuing a career in politics and activism, and falling in love with a trans man who tragically and suddenly died of cancer. She has lived a more eventful life in her early 20s than most do in a lifetime, and I see from Instagram that after this book was published she became a Delawarean state senator!

    The first third of the book covers her childhood and coming out process. Despite some truly painful reactions from her parents, she makes it clear that their statements were largely based in fear for what the world would hold for a trans woman. She dedicated her life to ensuring laws would be in place to protect people like her so that parents would never have to worry about that again; the fact that her parents joined and supported her political fight is incredibly touching. Similarly touching was the way her identity was embraced by the Democratic political leaders she had served under, including now President Joe Biden.

    I’m not usually one to be on the edge of my seat while someone describes a law being passed, but Sarah’s descriptions of the Delawarean state legislature arguing over trans rights laws and how she angrily and empathetically shared her story to put a humanizing face to the issue was riveting. She has an inner strength that is absolutely laudable.

    In the midst of political stress and success, Sarah falls in love with Andy, a trans man who is an activist for the health care of trans people. They are adorable, romantic, and supportive, but their relationship is cut short when Andy develops fast-moving and fatal cancer. I ugly cried on public transit reading this book; Sarah’s descriptions of their conversations was heartbreaking and lovely. Once again, she allowed her story to be a humanizing element – by showing the depth of trans love, she allows cis people the chance to empathize and understand that love is love is love.

    I adored this book, and I now adore Sarah McBride. I can’t wait to see what she does next, both as an author and as a politician. If there’s any justice in the world (and there will be if people like Sarah continue to fight for it), she will go far!

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    This is a memoir about a trans woman who marries a trans man and fights for trans rights in Delaware and DC – it’s about as queer as a book can get!

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    Fans of political memoirs who want the inside scoop on how progressive laws take shape AND fans of tragic romance will be equally pleased with this book.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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  • Making a One Page Dungeon

    Making a One Page Dungeon

    by Rachel

    One page dungeons are a great source for low preparation, one session adventures, and there is a wealth of them to be found thanks to the annual one page dungeon contest. It can be quite a challenge to cram an entire adventure onto one page, but limits enable creativity and there is no shortage of creativity in this contest!

    The deadline for entries is July 31st, and I am going to put together an entry for the contest this year while sharing the process of making an adventure and getting it into the one page format.

    I find the hardest thing is to look at a blank page and hope for inspiration, so the first thing I will do is randomly generate some features that the adventure could include by randomly flipping through the Monster Manual and Dungeon Master’s Guide to find things that intrigue me. I came up with the following:

    Monsters

    • Medusa (MM 214)
    • Doppelgänger (MM 82)
    • Will-o-wisp (MM 301)

    Magic Items

    • Cape of the Mountebank (DMG 157)
    • Folding Boat (DMG 170)
    • Iron Flask (DMG 178)

    Rooms/Dungeon Features

    I used the roll charts in Appendix A of the Dungeon Master’s Guide to create dungeon feature ideas. I chose three from each category.

    • Planar Gate: classroom for use by initiates learning about the portal’s secrets, Armoury used by the portals guardians, Crypt when the remains of those guarding the portal are kept
    • Stronghold: a waiting room where guests are held before receiving an audience, a library with an extensive collection of rare books, bath outfitted with marble floor and other luxurious accoutrements
    • Shrine: workshop for repairing or creating weapons, religious items and tools, divination room inscribed with runes and stocked with soothsaying implements, trophy room where art celebrating key figures from mythology are displayed
    • Tomb: chapel dedicated to the deities that watch over the dead and protect their resting places
    • Current state: Furniture wrecked but still present
    • Obstacles: Blade barrier, Flooding, Antilife aura (can’t regain HP)
    • Traps: hidden pit, steel or stone jaws that restrain, clanging noise that attracts attention
    • Tricks (pertaining to objects): contains an imprisoned creature, Confusion targeting all creatures within 10 ft, Induces greed

    NPC

    • Gnoll
    • Deep Gnome
    • Drow

    Other rewards

    • Blessing of Valhalla
    • Charm of animal conjuring
    • Boon of immortality

    I don’t need to use every thing on this list but will try to include as much as I can. 

    What are your thoughts? What kind of adventure would you make out of these elements?

    My initial idea:

    Medusa is the primary monster and the thing the players have been sent to destroy. I imagine the adventure starts at a broken planar gate. Perhaps it’s been forgotten; the last surviving member of the order tasked to keep the medusa from escaping is dying and seeks help. There is a puzzle to fix the gate to get access, with clues in the classroom and armoury about what faces them and maybe some weapons that help. I will put the Iron flask here as a way to contain the medusa. However, it already contains a creature.

    Through the gate is Medusa’s prison. It’s nice, but she is short tempered and has wrecked some areas in a rage. She has a workshop deeper in the area where the folding boat can be found. Medusa will bargain for her freedom; she has the cape and if the players refuse to set her free, she will use it to escape and release the doppelgangers to hunt the party. The party will find the stone remnants of the NPCs (Gnoll, Deep Gnome and Drow) around the prison area. The area is trapped with things that aid the medusa’s hunt. 

    Upon killing the medusa, the deity of the protection order bestows a blessing of Valhalla – they can call forth the fallen warriors to aid them in battle in the future. If they agree to set the Medusa free she will backstab the party so anyone who knew about her prison is dead and she can never be made to go back there.

    Next, I will sketch a quick layout of the various parts of the adventure without worrying too much about space yet. The adventure will change quite significantly from my initial idea as I start laying it out and get a better idea of how the elements fit together.

    This is the side of the gate still on the material plane. A hero of the order of Aegis is petrified in the main entrance hall, and I have the idea for the puzzle to open the gate mostly worked out.

    On the other side of the gate is Medusa’s prison. The petrified NPCs are now members of the order who did not survive Medusa’s last escape attempt. 

    Next, I will get the adventure text written. I will try to be as concise as I can, but this will definitely need revision once I start laying it out on the page. 

    When I know how much text I have and how it divides up into sections, I sketch out a couple of ideas for layout. There is an ancient Greek theme here, so I tried to include something Greek to structure the adventure.

    Now that I have an idea of what I want the page to look like, I will move into GIMP (a free version of Photoshop) to put everything together. I’m going to try streaming the process on Twitch Monday July 26th and Tuesday the 27th so drop in and see how the adventure is shaping up!

  • The Long Way to a Small, Angry Planet by Becky Chambers

    The Long Way to a Small, Angry Planet by Becky Chambers

    Genre | Science Fiction
    Page #s | 518
    Publishing Date | July 2014

    Follow a motley crew on an exciting journey through space-and one adventurous young explorer who discovers the meaning of family in the far reaches of the universe-in this light-hearted debut space opera from a rising sci-fi star.

    Rosemary Harper doesn’t expect much when she joins the crew of the aging Wayfarer. While the patched-up ship has seen better days, it offers her a bed, a chance to explore the far-off corners of the galaxy, and most importantly, some distance from her past. An introspective young woman who learned early to keep to herself, she’s never met anyone remotely like the ship’s diverse crew, including Sissix, the exotic reptilian pilot, chatty engineers Kizzy and Jenks who keep the ship running, and Ashby, their noble captain.

    Life aboard the Wayfarer is chaotic and crazy—exactly what Rosemary wants. It’s also about to get extremely dangerous when the crew is offered the job of a lifetime. Tunneling wormholes through space to a distant planet is definitely lucrative and will keep them comfortable for years. But risking her life wasn’t part of the plan. In the far reaches of deep space, the tiny Wayfarer crew will confront a host of unexpected mishaps and thrilling adventures that force them to depend on each other. To survive, Rosemary’s got to learn how to rely on this assortment of oddballs—an experience that teaches her about love and trust, and that having a family isn’t necessarily the worst thing in the universe.

    Goodreads

    I don’t know how I slept on this Hugo award-winning queer science fiction novel that focuses on characterization and cultural worldbuilding over plot (my favorites), but I’m so glad I found it now! Every page of this book was a delight, and I can’t wait to continue with the rest of the Wayfarer series!

    The people on board the Wayfarer spaceship are the heart and soul of this book. There’s Rosemary, a human woman from Mars who serves as the ship’s clerk, and Captain Ashby, a human man having an illicit affair with a sapient race that forbids interspecies relationships. Kizzy and Jenks are the ship mechanics – Kizzy is a dizzying force of nature and Jenks has fallen in love with Lovey, the ship’s AI. Corbin is the cantakerous algae specialist (because spaceships run on algae, it’s incredible) and Dr. Chef is the doctor/chef (I love this book so much) whose six handfeet make short work of cooking. Then there’s the mysterious Ohan, who are a Pair merged with the Whisperer that allows them to see into subspace, and pilot Sissix, MY FAVORITE, an alien lizard species that thrives off of cuddling because of social bonding and also being cold-blooded.

    The crew is hired to build a tunnel from one end of the galaxy to the other, and the majority of the book takes place in the long space between destinations. We get to see the world through each character’s eyes as they stop at port cities, survive attacks, and meet each other’s families. Each alien culture is well thought out and interacts with each other in very realistic ways – although there is a feeling of progress to the story (things are definitely better in this future), there are still war criminals, prejudice and conflicting arguments about free will and sapient consciousness.

    This might be my favorite book of the year. Although I’m embarrassed to have not known about it for so long, I’m glad I’ve discovered the series after it’s finished so that I don’t have to wait to continue in Chambers’ world!

    What Makes This Book Queer?

    Not only does this book take advantage of space cultures to explore queer themes of identity, interpersonal relationships, and family, it also explicitly pairs a human woman and a female Aandrisk (lizard-type alien) in the beginnings of a polyamorous relationship. I honestly didn’t expect it, and when they started hooking up, I literally read every paragraph out loud to my girlfriend because I was so delighted.

    Who Would I Recommend This Book To?

    The Long Way to a Small, Angry Planet is the perfect book for anyone who is a fan of the TV show Firefly – aka anyone who loves sci-fi stories that focus on a small band of diverse people who become a found family to each other.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

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  • Reviewing White Plume Mountain, a D&D 5e Dungeon

    Reviewing White Plume Mountain, a D&D 5e Dungeon

    History

    White Plume Mountain is a 13-page dungeon crawl adventure for a group of level 8 characters. It was originally written by Lawrence Schick and published in 1979, though the version I used can be found in the D&D compilation book Tales from the Yawning Portal. Ranked the 9th greatest Dungeons and Dragons adventure of all time by 2004’s Dungeon magazine, it is a game that requires brute force and creative solutions in order to find three very cool sentient weapons.

    Rating: 5 out of 5.

    A DM’s Perspective

    Highlights

    As a DM, I strongly prefer working from pre-existing material, and I was excited to run a tried-and-true dungeon from Tales of the Yawning Portal. This adventure is not a one-shot (it took my group 4 sessions at 3 hours per session), but it is contained enough to be a nice breather in between campaigns or as a single adventure if you don’t want to commit to more, which I didn’t!

    I loved how creative the dungeon is; it is full of riddles, puzzles, and traps to navigate. It really brought out the creativity in my players, and they used their skills and spells in unique ways to survive. Sometimes TOO unique! They refused to enter the Room of Glass Globes (#4) and instead blasted all of the orbs from outside, releasing three shadows, an air elemental, and a gray ooze all at once! Since they had already found Wave, one character created a Cube of Force around the group the size of the corridor, which they used to body slam the monsters into submission. It was not how I expected the encounter to run at all, but it was amazingly creative and fun!

    Changes Made

    The one significant piece that is missing is a final fight with the wizard Keraptis. My players made it clear early on that they were interested in defeating him, so I made some alterations to the campaign to make that happen. I gave Sir Bluto a key that could be used to unlock the way to his santcum from the Pool and Drain (#9). I threw together a random dungeon chamber in which they could fight a lich (though I didn’t use its level 7-9 spells so that they had a hope of defeating him).

    My players were very invested in socializing with any characters they met along the way, so I made all humanoids in the dungeon former treasure seekers who had been forced to guard the weapons they once sought. Some were tricked out of their treasures (they gave the vampire Ctenmiir a footrub so good that he didn’t realize they stole Whelm from him), others were fought, and others were invited to join the cause. In particular, they really latched onto the flesh golem in the Numbered Golems room (#5). They named him Dusty, and a really sweet romance developed between his strong silent arms and one of the players! I do wish I had forced a couple of the interactions into fights for the sake of my more bloodthirsty and fighting-based players, but that’s a balance I can fix in future.

    What I Would Do Differently

    I wish I had done more preparation for the three sentient weapons that characters are meant to find throughout the dungeon. I could have given them much more depth, almost to the point of NPCs, if I had invested more time in preparing them. Because this was a one-shot separate from an overarching campaign, I would have made them more useful for this dungeon in particular so that the party could enjoy the weapons once they had them. One character (Adelin) got Blackrazor just in time to fight the lich…which is undead and therefore doesn’t work! On the fly, I had Blackrazor tell Adelin that it would attack the lich and deal appropriate damage only if he agreed to sacrifice half of his hit points. The player got very into this, stabbing himself with the sword to gain further advantages. It was a fun character moment, and I very much wish I had thought of similar things for Wave and Whelm!

    Let’s Hear from the Players!

    Rachel AKA Kreeth the Aarakocra Fighter

    This was the first time I had played a higher level, purely martial character. I chose this class partially out of curiosity and partly to round out the party; it was possibly not the best choice since I didn’t have a lot of ways to really help out the party. I went with a dex-based fighter, so I wasn’t able to heft things out of the way or force sticky levers, and because we socialed our way out of most combat encounters, I think I only used my +9 attack once or twice. 

    I was able to utilize the features from my race much more effectively than my class. I went with an aarakocra, so being able to fly was great (if a little limited) and getting into the bird mannerisms made it fun to roleplay. I found myself in a support role – when someone would trigger a trap or fail a dex check, I was able to swoop in and save them which was nice.

    I got the magical weapon Wave, but unfortunately, this did not gel well with my dex build (it did not return to your hand if thrown, unlike Whelm). However, its cube of force feature did allow me a brief glimpse into the magic user’s view of the dungeon, but I quickly burned through all the charges and was back to more passive play. 

    Overall I think this is a good dungeon. It was certainly challenging for our group and felt deadly! The only thing I would change is my character choice.

    Anne AKA Cinder the Fire Genasi Artificer (armorer specialty)

    This dungeon has a mix of combat and puzzles. I’d recommend it for people who are less interested in kicking down the door and murder hoboing as much as collaborative, varied paced campaigns. It’s not a hex crawl and there isn’t the frustration of just not being able to figure out which way to go to progress the session. There are enough potentially deadly encounters to keep it interesting.

    The one big flaw with having the goal being to recover magic weapons is that you might have a group that can’t make use of them. I think the DM either needs to communicate this during character creation or be willing to hand wave this aspect of the mechanics. Or enjoy giving your players a bunch of fun loot that they can’t use!

    Allonté AKA The Professor the Human Bard

    I loved my delve into the be-trapped abyss called White Plume Mountain! The beautiful thing about any adventure is that it is not just the setting, mechanics, or build, but it’s the table that makes it wondrous. I feel as if I hit the jackpot in this one-shot!

    DM Tricia, word of the mountain, was everything I wanted in a DM and didn’t know it. There was so much freedom to play in ways that were offbeat, fun, guilt-free, and rewarded us for ingenuity! Going in to this, we were warned this would be a no-holds-barred slog, and the impetus was to explore traps as a DM. I have fun into too many folk who would trigger the trap regardless of the creative ways one could maneuver. Initially I was mildly apprehensive, but that feeling quickly dissolved. This challenge, much to the credit of our DM, became a great experience. My favorite trap-dodging was Mold Earthing monkey bars across the roof while being caressed ‘n’ carried by a flesh golem! Just as importantly, there was also safety to purposefully fail for fun! Adalin, in this same session, explored this trap we were dodging. This resulted in having the entire team enjoy and work together saving them from a very, shall we say, tetanus-y fate. Moreover, I was impressed by how often resolving something in a non-combat way through role-play (not just dice numbers) was encouraged throughout. Let this be a lesson from the Professor to you, foot rubs are the Holy Grail and may one day save your life!

    Hear from Professor Mythalwulf about the adventure:

    I also cannot forget my other delver-in-arms friends, Cinder and Kreeth! All the players at this table made a this a beautiful experience. From the beginning, Cinder brought the realism with the reactions to the environment, really selling me this mini-world, which made me want to role-play more and get more reactions out of them, even if they were love-jabs. I also nominate them for the best Mold-Earth-Bridge Inspector of the Year. Kreeth also gave really great development throughout, whether it be inter party, inner-self, or against opposition; this enthusiastic incorporation made me, as a player, wait on bated breath for what they would do or how I could enhance them or bring more out of them. Kreeth, you will always be the best bird-voicebox-using-in-a-bear-body-sea-worshiping-being in my book. For my last award, I also need to commend Adalin, from one play to another, on playing chaotic in all the right ways: respecting everyone’s autonomy, never inflicting unjust harm in the name of random, and always playing the balance of trying to bring control to the chaos.

    I think the moniker of a good adventure, group, or in this case one-shot, is how it leaves you feeling. This left me wanting more in all the best ways! White Plume Mountain (via our group) left me wanting to explore all the stories that brought us here and all the stories that will take place after! As a fledgling DM, I think this is the perfect adventure both if you are not sure how to make a whole campaign-world OR if you want to add some dungeon-spice to your existing worlds.


    Common Sense and Sensibility: A Regency Lady TTRPG

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